the sky is no longer white
with the cloud appeared turn them grey
my heart melted in the shades of night
that now it means to stay

the red sun used to wash the blue ocean
now turn its face to black
as i leave the darkness in motion
you tied my shadows safe from gliding back

sometimes i take your letter out of my book
that holds thousand secrets in its heart.

alone, i read it out loud
between two sobs
i stop
wondering if you still read mine.

if you died right now
would anyone care
but let’s be honest
no one would give a ****

the few people who’d feel obligated
to go to your funeral
would be annoyed
and leave as early as possible

that is who you are
and what you are
you are nothing
to anyone, to everyone,
so think about it

poor brother likes a girl,
thick hair with many of curl.
got rejected but didn't feel sad,
losing girl who doesn't appreciate him makes he glad.

all we had were fragments,
we try to fix the broken heart.
within the shame and sentiment,
knowing it doesn't change a single part.

climbing up the roof,
looking for another way out.
we all human and goof,
doing mistake that's us all about.

today is my favorite day.
i get to be so close to see you.

your eyes are my favorite thing.
it keep blazing under the sun that shining,
even though you're busy with everyday chores,
i was dragged into a fantasy by a wonderful host.

your eyes look so lovely,
passionate warmth like the ocean in the sea.
as this may be my last chance,
i hope that today will never end.

each day i heal my breaking soul, broken twice but you brush it off with your presence. plan talking and guessing at best, speculation been made between us with some inner understanding.

ain’t nothing like in the movies. no accidental touch of hands, not even an intense eye gazing. my eyes still see nothing else but a soul that saved me.

the moment when you notice things ; tone of voices made up the best motivation when it’s obviously sound silly and odd but that’s it.

it does exist.

i know you is a real deal.