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Apr 2020 · 110
Break
iCRY Apr 2020
There is no bliss in this distance that we experience. There is emptiness that resides  while no one hears my cries i slowly feel like im losing my mind. This is alright. Right? At least we have time for ourselves. But the thing is its not my time that i need this time. I dont need to remind myself how bad i am at being me. All I need is you. This is me being honest and all my words are true. Yes i am in love with you. And i miss you.

I am sorry for being overly dramatic. I know in this words it is not what you seek. I am an open book with no tricks. No kicks. No fakes. No lies. Just cries. With pain. Mundane feels. Beneath cold feets. It is 1 am. I shouldve been asleep. But words flow and i cant stop thinking about things i shouldnt think yet this thought flow like unending creeks. I cannot stop. I dont want to stop. I want this thoughts to overflow till my thoughtsbbecome thoughtless. Mind become mindless till I become heartless. Not thst i dont want to feel. I just feel like anytime i will explode in this vast universe. Spreading my emotions like the mushroom of how the nuke explodes.

All this. Allofthis. All of this just because i feel. There's beauty in pain but we should not dwell. I know it's addicting. I know it's enticing. It's a beautiful nightmare. But at the end. I just want to say. I love you. I am sorry. I miss you

This is not a poem nor beautiful. Just a thought that became thoughtless
iCRY Mar 2020
Give me a lamp and wish it was genie, a wish for me even if it's not two or three. I just need one to have you come in my birthday.
Apr 2019 · 175
Not forgotten
iCRY Apr 2019
Im back with my words that are sharp like swords but beautiful as a chord
Apr 2019 · 153
YOU
iCRY Apr 2019
YOU
I saw you coming from a mile away
An approaching storm cloud with the inevitable chance of destruction
I saw the way you looked at me with those lightening stricken eyes and knew You'd looked at every other girl like you did at me

Me with the belief that I was safe from the storm. I'd seen the way you tore through cities and broke up houses and I thought I'd be safe, I wouldn't be hit. Not me, who could deflect rain like water off a ducks back

But without knowing it your thunder cloud drew closer and closer till there was no chance of escape for me

And so I sat back, defenseless , and let myself be consumed by your raging tempest
Apr 2019 · 196
I
iCRY Apr 2019
I
I solemnly swear to be faithful to you..
faithful as the moon follows the sun
and as the sun shines on the moon
and together they endure
Feb 2019 · 192
evol
iCRY Feb 2019
How do you describe love?

How do you tell someone what this is?

You can't. You let them know this exists, and you make them feel.
Dec 2018 · 497
Float
iCRY Dec 2018
Better float than fall,
cold feet than cold hearts.
Dec 2018 · 142
Falling in Reverse
iCRY Dec 2018
Love is delicate and pure, love is straight and cure. We fall for delicate faces, paces like races so fast, different places. Caught by something pure, her smile is agile yet guile, pure enough to take me to the aisle. She was love, and thus she WAS pure and delicate.

but behind those smile is something dangerous, lies and secrets that she despise, words and feelings that she denies.

But still, her love brought me straight to heaven, even if its uneven, leaning to something i thought was unending. She sure was a cure to pain, love i gained, heart was slain.
Dec 2018 · 185
cry
iCRY Dec 2018
cry
having conversation,
secretly having lacerations,
beneath beautiful complexions
Dec 2018 · 178
XOX
iCRY Dec 2018
XOX
Im not ur X & O
in your small game of
tic tac toe
Dec 2018 · 175
Deviant
iCRY Dec 2018
Misleading
Miss ur leading
astray
portray
ur beauty
beneath cold hearts
Dec 2018 · 229
Distance
iCRY Dec 2018
Isolation
desolation
conversation's
blaspheme

Agree
disagree
sad­ly
me

mr
ms
i'll
miss

opportunity
creativity
sanity
gone

anxie­ty
clarity
depravity
deprive me
Dec 2018 · 167
Chance
iCRY Dec 2018
You're my possibility,
not a probability
Dec 2018 · 168
Dumb
iCRY Dec 2018
first we feel then we fall-
pain is numb, ain't we all?
Dec 2018 · 1.4k
2:22
iCRY Dec 2018
Let me disappoint you,
beautifully.
iCRY Dec 2018
Scarred skies like a road map
One second I thought and I was sure of it
One second i thought
One second.
I thought.....
For one second.

Scars' deep, you should know better
bleed gold, i should've known better
better than the latter that flattered your
feathers. I should've gathered
the thoughts that i ought to say. The words that i want to relay
without delay.....
Dec 2018 · 952
Borders
iCRY Dec 2018
It so happen
that there are two sides,
And im in the middle.
Nov 2018 · 231
Thrust
iCRY Nov 2018
Let us play words with our words like swords that clashes in hordes of warriors, gnashing every breath and life. Let us write poems that arouses roses, spout curses beneath the leaves and cut it in half, losing what we have, we value what we love, forget when we have enough. Fight me, ****** your sword in me as I've trusted you with my sword. I fought giants and dragons, gods and demons, hordes and legions. yet for what reason we continue to fight? For what reason we continue to follow the light? Have I hoped too much? Or lies ate me as such. But at least **** me with your arrow and behead me with your sword.
Nov 2018 · 349
RED
iCRY Nov 2018
RED
Sink in, sink deep. Deeper, darker, the scarier it gets. The better! Let the blood rush, let blood turn into blush. Let waters be scarlet, let words be crimson. Let the moon be red, let the night be silent.
Nov 2018 · 537
Nuances
iCRY Nov 2018
Why? why do i keep on making wrong decisions? I know its my fault, cause my feelings cant halt and all your words are salt, in my wounds that keeps on bleeding. Unending pain and suffering that i've succumb. But why you? For all that ive been through, is it wrong that i chose you? 7 billion choices and i made one mistake. I bet everything that's at stake and for christ's sake. Im sorry, maybe im too aggressive or possessive but at least hear me out in any possible way. Im not good at this you see, my words looses rhyme from time to time but atleast it helps me define that pain that i feel inside but this shouldn't have happen if i wasn't open, and stayed in my tiny hole where darkness eats me whole. Im not brave, im no poet, im no man, but i'll follow your command. Blindingly.

But why? Why i still long for you? From those tiny crevices in my wall to the back of my head. Why i cant accept that the rose is dead. I plucked the thorns and cut the horns, every petal, every leaf, wilted as i sleep. Acceptance is key, to every destiny, discovery flattery any words that makes you feel jittery, accept that it is impossible do to the things you wanted.

Black and white are colors, but combined together they are colorless.
Nov 2018 · 172
LISTEN
iCRY Nov 2018
What if i told you  i could go far in the future,what if i told you it'd end like this,would you retrace?would you embrace the grace in your face that I could not gaze? Set it all ablaze for all of days you've wasted, wasting it in senseless things, losing its sense after tense talks, blind walks and endless mind *****! Would you listen? I am here for you and fret not. Because even though hell's hot, fast clocks, wall cracks and there's a huge drop, i will save you. Catch you in every abyss, from the venomous snake's kiss, or from the false bliss. Please, I love you. I do, I will. Im sorry
Nov 2018 · 134
Choose
iCRY Nov 2018
Honest tongue
with a wild heart?
or a slithered tongue
with a fragile heart
Oct 2018 · 247
Icarus
iCRY Oct 2018
Come fly,
don't come to close
but fly with-
me.
Oct 2018 · 130
Burn Me
iCRY Oct 2018
I decided to play with fire
i know you're hard to acquire
but I'll fight even if its dire.

I'll play your games and press start
stomp me, **** me, break my heart
but forever i will not part
Oct 2018 · 124
rosas
iCRY Oct 2018
She's a rose,
beautiful yet she's a *****.
But i chose to stab myself
with all her thorns
Oct 2018 · 120
Lost
iCRY Oct 2018
ones and zeroes
******* and hoes
sticks and stones
she's a ghost
Oct 2018 · 126
Where?
iCRY Oct 2018
So tell me where should I go...
To the left where nothing's right,
or to the right where nothing is left,
or forward.. where everything is backward,
should I go backward where there's nothing to look forward to,
or should I go up where everything brings me down,
or go down where there's nothing to look up to.
Oct 2018 · 129
GTFO
iCRY Oct 2018
You were the ocean, as I flicker my warmth back to you
, I am reminded of your pure power and I stare in awe as the tide comes out to meet me.
Distracted by your beauty I don't realize as my flame is put out.
I can no longer radiate light as you pull me back and forth beneath the brightening moon.
I stood alone as you sank away, abandoning me without the light I once so proudly shone.
I prayed to be tossed once more among your waves not understanding you were the cause of this bitter coldness.
Oh how I waited for you, but you never returned, I was a drop of heat to you, absorbed and forgotten in an instant.
Accepting your leave I attempted many times to relight my will. Still soaked to the bone I abandoned this fire, not yet returning to the ignorance of light, while abandoning the darkness you gave.
I relinquished my time sitting on the beach and stood high above where I could clear my head of you.
Never to be washed away by the forgetful sea.
Dreaming of a day I shine brightly once more, alone and away from the forces fated to destroy me.
Oct 2018 · 106
Suicide
iCRY Oct 2018
I just made a fool atmyself
Or im just a fool. too late to notice
Or I've known it. but left in a shelf
Knowing. feeling. im scared. It brought me to my knees.

This words are unforgiving
This is what it feels when ur living.
It is difficult to be appreciated
It is better to be eviscerated

Or drownmyself in my own tears
Rather than facing my own fears
I know it feels like running away
but i think its ok.

Cuz for every problem comes with a solution.
And a million ways to **** a rat.
I'll **** that rat with a cat.
It means I'll be both. killing myself with extreme caution
Oct 2018 · 124
wolf
iCRY Oct 2018
The girl who cried wolf
strokes of colors, being engulfed
Engulfed in the trance of colors
Blending, turning colors into lovers

Every stroke, every color
blank pages into power
a beautiful mess
relieved a viewer's stress

A wonderful painter
A bleak resonator
Cried wolves in the night
Shows the power of her might

She plays with colors
A palette of blurs
Landscape of truth
Beauty,that soothe
Oct 2018 · 171
sly
iCRY Oct 2018
sly
it was all because of you.
all those sleepless nights
wasted, all because
you found someone new.
Oct 2018 · 113
Ghost Writer
iCRY Oct 2018
I wish the pen would move itself,
write the feelings that i felt,
the feelings that needed help.

Write my feelings that are real,
Words and lips that are sealed
love and pain that are surreal
everything that i feel.
Oct 2018 · 199
Untitled
iCRY Oct 2018
I have no face
No name,
Lost face
No shame,
Just dazed
Heart slain,
Felt pain
No gain.
Oct 2018 · 117
jp
iCRY Oct 2018
jp
You are imperfect, and that is inevitable.
But out from your imperfection is something beautiful.
Your lips as might as thunder, that strikes faster than the viper. Toxic and painful, yet it felt sweet and powerful
Eyes that can deceive even the strongest of men. So powerful that none can withstand.
Skin so fair that stops the very movement of air.

But behind her godlike appearance is a mortal trapped in an illusion of fate and destiny. In need of hands, caught by depression that darkness is all she can see.
Believing she is alone in solitary. Confined and distant because of her beauty.

A soul as fragile as glass. A life that we dont know when she'll last.
Oct 2018 · 225
Word
iCRY Oct 2018
Poems, prose, roses.
Imperfect, indirect, yet intricate
Loses control on blank pages
Bleeds blood of delicate

Minor manor, minor manner
Mind your manner, mirrored sinner
Oct 2018 · 296
You
iCRY Oct 2018
You
blue black blue black blue black-
blue
every color every hue
every pallet every clue.
Paint me like its due.
we make a sound,
silent yet loud.
Soft yet proud.
In a bitter crowd,
i'll never doubt-
You

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