The only thing I could do for you is stay unnoticed
Although these unravelling feelings can't stop aching for you
I can only look at you from afar never getting any closer
Because if I do, I just might lose it

Even if you have acknowledged these feelings of mine
You know that I can't let you go as far as my arm's reach
Since I don't want for you to disappear in front of me

Wherever you go, I'll always follow you
Never wanting to let you out of my sight
Just hoping one day you could return to me these same feelings
That's why I'll wait and only follow you from behind

These encounters only draw us closer than you think
For each one, it makes me want you even more for myself
However, I can't love you the same way you would love me

As my existence start to vanish from you
The distance between us start to widen yet again
As the pain we share begins to hurt our broken hearts

As we confront one another, our true desires start to surface
Soon we start to go back to how things once were
But this time we know how each one of us feels about the other

As you walk ahead, I'll walk from behind you
If you fall, I'll catch you and continue walking again
If you stop, I'll grab hold of your hand and walk forward
If you start to cry, I'll cry with you until you are satisfied

No matter how far apart we were, we began to get closer
If you continue to walk down this road I'll be right behind you
Since I'll always be chasing after you from behind

Just standing here alone makes me lonely
Since you aren't standing by my side
Missing you can't hold me from wanting to meet you
However I know that it's impossible

Wishing that I can be with you makes my heart ache
Being here makes me think of all the possible outcomes
The things of what I want to do with you

I wish I could be by you side right know
Lend a shoulder for you to cry on when your sad
And cheer you up with kind words from my mouth

Whenever your afraid that something will scary you
I'll hold onto you with my arms when your trembling in fear
Until you have calmed down and no longer shaking

When you are lost and can't find your way
You start to wonder as you start to explore
As night falls and become scaried that you can't come back
I'll suddenly appear before you and take you away

Having these situations happening makes me happy
However if I can't have you I won't let anyone else take you from me
Since I was the first one to lay my eyes on you

Ah, looking up in the sky on these chilly days
As snow continues to fall onto the ground
I can only think of nothing but you
However, it was something that shouldn't be

The days we spent together was always endless
There was never a day that we weren't together
These days were always a daily occurrence to us
Since it was when we didn't realize our feelings yet

When you were in trouble, I always came to you
When you cried, I wiped them off your face
When you were hurt, I would cure you
When you were sick, I was there for you

We never spent a single day apart
But you and I started seeing our feelings come out
Then we started to distance ourselves
However, we knew that it pained our hearts

Looking back then was only like a dream
Although time eventually passed by us
We went on our seperate paths we chose to take

Time eventually caught up to us
When we once saw each other again
We continued our relationship as friends
This time we kept our feelings in check
And we kept it hidden from view

However, as time progressed we couldn't do it
We reached a point were we started showing it
The feelings we kept in check and hidden
Were starting to ooze out of us

Although it started to show how we felt
We couldn't express it too much
We looked like amateurs in love back then

But the time we spent continued to grow again
We went to many places and saw many things
We were starting to be more than just friends

However, after facing many problems in our way
On a cold, chilly night with the moon out
The place we came to a stop was by the lake
The place of our endings
And the the place of our beginnings

As the moon rose up into the sky
You started walking towards me
I turned around and saw you and walked
We held our hands together
And looked towards the moon

What we did back then was always exciting
We developed many feelings,
Overcame much hardships to reach where we are

Looking at the moon's light shining on us
We are happy as we were back then
As the curtains close on us
Our hands glitter with a star

The time we all spent has come to an end
The things we know will become our past
But the things we do will guide us into the future
We will make a path towards a brighter destination

The past holds many things we hold dear to is:
The experience of growth
The feelings we gained
The friends we met, may them be old or new

The result of blossoming love
Having our hearts broken
Repairing or rebuilding relationships
Death of precious people we cherished

However, along the way we had fun
This year was a great experience
But the next will always be better
What awaits us may still be unknown

Although we don't know what's ahead
We know it will hold great and bad fortune
Because its something we don't know
That's what makes it fun to not know what's ahead

We will see new beginnings of life
Endings won't seperate us, only death can
Relationships will shatter along the way
However, we will get new lovers

People will gain more experience further in life
Couples will be formed
Or couples getting married
Or perhaps getting old together

However let's say goodbye to an old year
And let's welcome the next one
What lies up ahead my be a mystery
But we must welcome it

*Lets welcome a new year (2014)
And say goodbye to this year (2013)
Have a great New Year everyone

Ah, I'm drifting on this cold, dark gloomy world for centuries now
But I only have one friend, my one and only friend
It shines brighter than the sun, although I've long forgotten its warmth
The warmth it gives me reminds me of the past, the past of someone special

That person was always cheerful, always smiling at me everyday
We used to play together a lot, but it was something that happened a long time ago
I no longer linger for the past or have hopes for the future that awaits me
What I desire the most is to be able to see that smile once again

That smile would always save me each and every time we met
But I don't know if I will be able to escape this dreadful world
To find a way to escape, search for her, share stories and vanish like the wind
However, even if I desire to see that smile once again
I want to stay with her as long as possible because of these feelings

These feelings in my chest was what I kept hidden from her all these years
Although we made a promise to not keep secrets from one another
I know that I broke that promise because of my selfishness I had at that time
If we grew too close, she would of disappeared from me forever

So instead, I chose to disappear instead so she could live a peaceful life
A life that she and I would never of met each other
In a world where I don't exist, a world that's full of hope and light

What I regret the most was not being able to hear her answer
Before we were about to be seperated, I wasn't able to hear it
A question that I wanted to hear from her with her own mouth, with her own voice
Although, it's been years since then I really wanted to hear her reply
No matter what her answer may of been, I'll accept it because I loved her

As I continue to drift in this world, my friend still keeps me company
But it was soon losing its warmth and its beauty as I reached my hands at it
However, as I reached for it, it started to shine even brighter than before
Soon, I was in a world full of hope and light, a world without any loneliness

As I looked around the people started to disappear one after another
Soon I saw a girl crying by herself, so I walked up to her
As I got close enough she tilted her head up towards me
At that moment our lips met as tears continue to flow down from her eyes
Then I realized who she was, she steped back and smiled back at me with watery eyes

I felt happy for the first time in an long time as we said our "Hellos" to each other
We started to walk forward towards the path that we saw in front of us sharing our stories
As a part of me started to disappear, she suddenly had a worried face
However, I told her that I still had some time left before going

As we continued to share stories, regardless if it was old or new
We were making memories for ourselves with the remaining time we spent together
But I knew my time was depleting as the day went by

When we came to a stop, we were at the beach where the breeze felt great
We stopped sharing stories and started exchanging questions and answers
As time went by realized she didn't ask anymore as she saw my body, I held her hand
As I reached my head over to her shoulders, I asked one final question

She quickly replied to my question and then I finally got to hear her answer
Soon my body started to fade away and disappear into thin air
As I was fading, she still had that smile on her face
In return I promised to her that we will meet again someday once again
May it be years from now, I want you to know that my heart only beats for you, and no one else

As you open your eyes to the bright lights
You can't seem to remember things quite well
As the nurse comes in you realise were you are
However you can't seem to think at the moment

As you catch your breath the doctor comes in
As you ask him questions, he fills you in on the details about what had happened
However, you believe that he left put some important detail
Although you don't know what to ask now you just patiently went back to sleep

As you were discharged out of the hospital
The doctor asks if you remember anything
As you answer him the only thing you said was "No"
As you left you felt tears flowing out of your eyes
As you wipe them off you don't know the reason for the tears

Each time you slept you always have a dream of a man you haven't met before
However each time it ends you wake up always in tears
As you ask your co-workers and friends about it
They don't know who you were talking about

Each passing day, you can't seem to remember
However you believed it had something to do with your memories that were gone
As you revisit the hospital once again
Tears came flowing out once again as you were about to enter through the door

As you tried to make an appointment with the same doctor
You weren't able to, however you ran into him as he was making a leave
Although you couldn't make an appointment, he invited you to his house for dinner

As his wife prepared dinner, you asked him more questions about your memories
He had said the same thing to you as he did last time "Amnesia"
Although you don't believe him
You decided to ask him about the man you keep seeing in your dreams

As you finished he started to feel guilty as he cried
When he stopped he told you everything that actually happened
As he finished, you put your hands on your chest and cried as you heard the truth
He told you it was a gift from him and that you should cherish what he gave to you

When you got home, you looked at yourself in the mirror
And put your hands on your heart and heard it beat again and again, over and over
You held back your tears this time and swore never to cry or shed any tears
Because you and I will always be together
No matter how far apart we may be, we will always be close to one another

I no longer have you by my side
I knew it was my mistake
Because of it I saw you walk away from me
As I reach my hand out to you
I couldn't reach you no matter how close you were

As I wake up from this nightmare, I start to cry
But I held back my tears because I didn't want to cry until I had you by my side again
As days go by I start to lose something everyday
However, I never knew what I was losing

I had never imagined this day would come
After many years of loneliness I finally met you
As I tried to make things up for you
You couldn't bear the sight of seeing me go on like this since that day
Because you still remember it like it was yesterday

You knew everything about me, but couldn't help me decide my path in life
As you continue to walk away I knew that I had to change myself into a different person
Although I saw you more often I didn't want to face you until I changed
Then before I knew it I my feelings began to change towards you
I couldn't tell if I really loved you or did I really love you from the beginning

Our meetings declined until we didn't see each other anymore
As days go by, we started seeing different people
Then all of a sudden, by coincidence, we saw each other at the restaurant door
As we saw each other our hearts skipped a beat
We started talking in the restaurant and began to see one another again

As our days progressed we fell in love again
After years of seperation we were together again
I know it took a long time but in the end
We finally were together at last
And I'll never let you go away again

I always believed that this world was perfect
But that was only a fantasy that I made myself believe in
Knowing how cruel it is hurts me
But something else hurts me more

Now I start seeking for the truth
Until I met you
You changed my ways of this world
I never knew that it could be so beautiful

But the more time I spent with you
The world became much more cruel
As you start to vanish from my world
I start hating this world once again because in my heart
I knew that I could never find the truth or true happiness now

Trying to take back the time we had
You tried to stopped me as much as possible
However, you didn't want them to disappear
Because the time we spent with one another was the best time of your life

I thought you we lying to me
But you told me that it was the truth
As I crumble down to my knees
I felt so much tears and joy coming from me in years

As I ask to take your hand
You already reached your hand out to mine's
Walking away, now together we try to seek true happiness together instead of by ourselves
Because being with one another tells us that it can be found

I've always wondered why I ever let you go
You were the most beautiful being I have ever laid eyes on
Although I could never lay a hand on you
You were something I wanted to keep pure

Now I only question myself,
The reasons of explanation and solution
I have done it numerous times over and over again
Never to get an explanation or solution

Lost in this time I step outside
For the first time, I'm shrouded in everlasting darkness of despair
Never hoping to see the bright light of hope
I have given up myself to this darkness

However, a sole voice was able to reach me
Ringing in my ears something I can't make of
What is it:
My name, My family, My friends, Hope, or even Despair

As I reach out to grab the dark gloomy sky
Someone else's hand reaches for mine
As we touched a glimmer of light flashed
The darkness vanished and with it came hope
It was like opening Pandora's Box

As the light disappeared, you were standing in front of me as we stared at each other
Finally I got to see you one last time
My untouchable princess

You will always be perfect and pure to me
As I give my last kiss
My body starts to vanish
And soon I vanished into thin air

But before I disappeared we made a promise
A promise that might never come true
As tears of rain start falling
But have hope and never despair in agony
Someday we will meet again until then, Farewell

I know that the time has come
For all of us to seperate but we'll meet again
Be it the past, present, or future
We won't forget one another

The time we spent shows the memories we shared
Be it good or bad, we will still remember those moments in due time
The feelings we developed won't change
Even if you had fallen in love with me
I'll treasure those feelings you have for me

I remember seeing you sit in a dark corner
However you started to change
You evolved from a lonely girl into a shining star
Always having the attention of everyone you meet
Because you were the most beautiful in the world

Although you got along with everyone
We were at different odds against one another
My past is blurry because of the accident I had 7 years ago
After I had been hospitalized, they told me I suffered sever injuries to my head
There forth I had amnesia since then

My memories are scattered inside of me
Not allowing me to remember anything before the accident I had
However you know the truth
As I tried to find it by myself

I had given up years ago finding what it was
But suddenly you came to confess your feelings to me
I was unsure on what to say at the time
But as time passes we got to know one another

When the time came, I confessed to you
As you were crying, I asked you,
"Why do you love me, and why does my heart skip a beat each time we spend time together?"
Then you told me the truth
As you told me, my missing fragments came rushing back to me

When we were younger, I had confessed to you
But you didn't have the same feelings as I did
So I told you I would make you fall in love with me instead
That day had been the day of my accident

As we spent time together, you started to open your heart up to me
I also saw you smile for the first time
However, when a speeding car came
I shoved you out of the way and took the hit

As I was loosing consciousness, I promised you
That if I had a second chance, I would fall in love with you all over again
But you told me it would be you who makes me fall in love with you

As we met our promise of falling in love
3 long years have passed since then
You and I are now married and living with our first born child
Smiling at each other and our child
We capture this moment with a flash

You were raised to become a shield
While I was raised to become a sword
A shield and sword have different roles to play
However, they have one thing in common
But you'll need to figure what that is by yourself

Although you won't find a quick answer soon
You will eventually find it one day
Because we have a long journey ahead of us,
Until then don't go off dieing on the battlefield before me
Since you are a shield who protects other
While I'm a sword that cuts a path for others

As each passing days go by
Our emotions, our feelings start to fade away slowly
We have seen many blood spilt before our eyes
Now it has become a daily occurance in the world we live in
But one day it will disappear in the near future we all seek to have

As the war draws to a close,
We also met our fateful day at last
Since that day changed everything
For you, me, our comrades and friends

Before we realized what had happened
You and I were the last ones left
But as you were a shield who protects others
I chose to fight in front of you
I became the sword that fought for our future

As I become fatigue and start to lose momentum
I soon find myself being struck by an arrow through my heart
My life starts to fade as I gaze up at the rainy sky
Only to realize it was your face full of tears falling on my cheeks
I had wished to have been with you in your future, but I guess that I can't now

Now days, weeks, months and even years have pass since that day
You are still full of happiness mixed with sadness in the life you live in
But as you tilt your head up towards the sky with a smile on your face
I look down at you with a smile in return

As you continue to live on with your life as it is
I'll always be with you
Then, now and into the future I'll be there for you
Because it was my dream to be with you

You and I are one whole being
You belong to me
And I belong to you
Never ever separated from one another

I gave you my heart
And you have me yours
What signifies who we are
Are the results we leave behind us

We make one another fell:
Hope, joy, peace, fun and pain
But that's life
We share those same emotions
And heal our wounds each day

What we leave behind
Will show people our life together
Because we can't live without one another
Only death awaits us in the end

Being apart tears our hearts and souls
Together they show love and make memories
If we die we shall be together
Our body and soul will remain as one

Until that day comes in the near future
I want our lives as they are now
We will make one another happy
Just by having a connection between that ties us

I'm walking down this empty road
Only full with falling whiteness
I take my time to catch air
As I continue my stroll

I come to a stop
Seeing a man appearing in the park
Covered in a hat and scarf
Soon I start to see a raging war happening

Smelling this sweetness I start moving in its direction
I come to a house that seems to be empty
But there's a fork and pie set up
As my fatigue disappears I continue onwards yet again

My adventures almost over
But I have one last place to go
I carry myself up this steep mountain of snow
However I come to the top for a view

As the light arises in the morning
I race down this mountain
Only to see my destination
I stop or a moment once again

I'm surrounded by familiar faces
My fantasy stops to show me reality
I close my eyes and lift my head up towards the clear sky
This feeling makes me feel in peace but also cold
I open my eyes to see the winter snow

I remember the first time I saw you
You were with your girlfriends and I was with my homies
When our eyes met, we thought we were meant to be
We were together for a long time
However fate had something else in store for us

Our time together was long
But the time we spent apart felt like years
My memories start to shatter around me
However I start to recollect them
While doing so I start to remember those precious memories we had shared

You're my heart, my blood, my passion
You're my sun, my moon
You're the key to unlocking me sealed heart
You're my light that flashes in my sadness ingulfed in total darkness

Finally realizing how much you're worth to me
I want to hold you tight once more
Never letting you go anywhere else
Because without you with me
I'll start to crumble and turn into ashes and disappear from our world

Seeing you once again
My heart starts to skip a beat again
However I sudden lose my balance and collapse onto the cold ground
I'm starting to feel numb all around my body
When you saw me you start running towards me while crying

I wish I could of told you instead
I had only one month left to live and decided to spend it with you
But that's okay cause today I had a final glimps at your beautiful face
Knowing how much you care for me, I'll always protect you from now onwards for all eternity

I open my eyes and I'm covered in total darkness
I try to find my way around although I can't see
But I know I can't find my way around
I close my eyes again and start to remember

You and I are on our first date
I walk up to you to greet you
But knowing you, you probablely got here early
I take off my scarf and put it on you and wrapped my hands around yours
Soon I took away your coldness that winter night

I took your hands and started to walk
But I realized that time had gone forward
You and I don't have time to spare anymore
Always busy with work and less time together

Yet time moves once more into the future
I see our children that you and I share
However they aren't able to feel both parents love
You and I have gone our separate ways
Nevertheless time moves forward yet again

I'm losing concensness in the hospital
If only we had met in a different way
I would of treated you much better than before
As I remember our time spent together on that winter night

This time I see a speck of light
I open my eyes to see a movie playing
Your fast asleep on my shoulders holding my hand
I knew I had been given a second chance with you
When you opened your eyes I said "I love you"
All you did was smile and replied "I love you too"

Wipe those tears of of your face
When you cry you look too cute
But when you smile your even more beautiful

Stand tall and walk forward
I'll be at the end of the road waiting
You make take any detours you like to reach me
You'll meet many people along the way
But never lose sight of where your going

Fate will guide you to me if you don't reach me
The sun will set where ever we are
We will look at the same night sky
Knowing that we will meet again

When I fell in love you were there for me
And I knew you also loved me too
But I may have been to blind to see it
So I want to meet you again

This feeling I have may be for you
But I won't know until I meet you again
Hoping to meet you again
My heart starts beating once I open my eyes once more

My feelings for you will never change
They'll stay the same for a life time
Even if I don't remember them
I won't forget how they feel

Your wish and mines are different
They take different routes to meet a different ending
But they both hold different values for us both
We may strife for it to be the same
However they never will come true

Your words won't change where I'm going
But they give me a chance to change
You may want my wish to come true
But I don't even know what my wish is
Not until I have already lost you

Realizing what I truly wish for
I want to meet you once again
But that will never happen
For this was a lost cause to my heart

"My wish was to not follow my dream
It was to have you by my side forever
Hold you dear in my arms
And have a life full of happiness"

Saying these words now hurt me
As I stand to leave with these feelings
You ran and held me from my back
As tears ran down your cheeks
I turn to kiss you as our story begins now

Remembering the good old times we had
Now seems like a dream to me
I will love you far and wide
Because it was our fate
That brought us together

We were bound by a red string
Always thinking about the same thing
Watching the night sky together
Laughing at one another

Those memories will never fade away
They will tell you and me
That we loved one another
This was our everlasting love story we shared

Before I meet you I was nothing
My life seemed so worthless to me
Until you changed my world upside down
And turned my life around for the better

With you by my side I felt safe and secure
Now that you are gone my heart aches of pain
Now I'm were I started again with nothing but memories of you
But I'll find you once again
And tell you how I really feel and start our story again

In this fantasy world of ours
You may be the dark
But I am the light
That's the only connection we have

Always fighting with each other
Knowing that we both love one another
We still fight in this meaningless battle

We love each other so much that it hurts us
So I will be the one to carry our burden
I'll take that darkness of yours
And combine both light and dark

If I disappear from this world
I want to let you know how I feel
And that I'm yours and only yours alone

"Be happy for who you are
Find your path to walk
And I'll be there with you
Because we are two souls bound to the same body"

If you cry, I'll wipe them for you
If you are hurt, I'll take that pain away
If you are sad, I'll make you happy
And if you fall, I'll pick you back up over and over again