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Feb 2015 · 302
Life without you
Starlight29 Feb 2015
"Life Without You""Life Without You"
Aug 2014 · 414
Valley of Future Memories.
Starlight29 Aug 2014
Mountains of colorless dreams,
Hold the now, distant memories.
Oceans full of salty tears,
Hold the aweful crys of children and peers.
The land of childish toys,
Brought the feelings of happiness and joy.
The beautiful meadow,
Where she first met her handsome fellow.
Old song lyrics play for everyone to hear,
As if nothing ever disappears.

Shards of a once broken heart litter the ground,
Angry monsters hide in the darkness, awaiting to be found.
Broken shoes and ripped up jeans,
Thrown away back when the were teens.
Pictures from when they were children fall from the trees,
The music continues to be dragged on through the breeze.
A trench is nearly filled from letters they never sent,
In there are 100's of different content.

They keep traveling for what they are looking for,
For the need is to much to ignore.
Finally, they finally see the setting sun,
And started to run.
Over a hill, and through a forest,
They finally crossed a bridge, just as promised.
And suddenly it came into view
They felt as if they got a case of deja vu.
They had finally found what they had came for
It was so close, just across the shore.

They had finally found,
The Valley of Future Memories.
It has been a LONG TIME since I have wrote. I know. And I wanted to change that. I really wanted to pour alot into this piece, and I think I did. I know the ending isn't very good. But I like the rest of it. Please comment and tell me how it is. It would mean alot to me. - See more at: http://allpoetry.com/poem/11598561-Valley-of-Future-Memories-by-SmexiwolfXD#sthash.e41zHgsq.dpuf
Mar 2014 · 486
Hell's Spell
Starlight29 Mar 2014
I feel like the whole world is pushing me
Pushing me to my knees
I collapse under all the pressure
I let out a high pitched scream
The world laughs at my attempts to fight back
To fight back and forcefully react
My attempt is passive
I fall down with impact
The world makes me lose my mind
Lose my mind and slowly is killing me inside
I fall as they tear my heart open
They then make me blind
I'm wishing they would just **** me
**** me now because I have already accepted defeat
They ask if I have any last words before I die
I say "Just finish me off so I can be free"
I wake up in a familiar room
The sun is shining so I assume its the afternoon
I get up, glad it was all just a dream
And I let out a sigh of relief
It was just a nightmare I tell myself
But know I know there is such thing as Hell
I go back to my bed and lay back down
And go back under the sleeping spell
At times, I hate the world, and at times, I love it... Why is the world so bipolar and disoriented?
Feb 2014 · 464
Decoding
Starlight29 Feb 2014
That day she walked away
was the day my world turned grey
My life went colorless
I became powerless
I felt as if the world was crumbling down
I felt as if I was going to drown
In my own tears

Now about 8 years has passed
and by her memory, I am still harassed
She won't let me be
And I am not able to flee
She still visits my mind
and it is causing me to be blind
To the world around me

I can still see her face
It is something I am not able to erase
I wish I could see her now
because she is something that I cannot live without
Not being able to see her makes me feel so much pain
It's like my world receives no sunlight and only rain
My life is falling apart at the seems

Maybe if I just laid here
All my feelings of grief will disappear
My hurt that she chose "it" over me
The sorrow from realizing that her getting better can't be foreseen
The regret of not trying to stop her from running away
And as a result, my world feels like its under the wrath of Pompeii
My soul is slowly burning away

She is my world
Even if I might not be hers
I will always be there for her
Even though she has never been there for me
I have already forgiven her for the things she did
Even though my other family hasn't
I will love her
Even if she isn't sure that she feels the same way
I will never forget her
Even if she has already forgot me
And, I will never give up on her
Even if no one else believes in her
Because no matter what,
I will always love her!
If you guys are wondering how I came up with the code and what it means, well, this poem is about the feelings I have toward my mother. She is a drug addict. And I have been "tortured" by these feelings about her and how much I miss her. And to write this, I had to "decode" all these feelings and recognize exactly what they were.... I seriously poured my heart and soul into this piece. Hope you guys like it, but if you don't oh well, its my feelings.
Feb 2014 · 861
Wishing.
Starlight29 Feb 2014
I can't believe its been:
another day
another week
another month
and another year without seeing her

I have begun to think she will come back
ready to take her place in my life and heart

I believe a girl should not be without her mother
Just like a boy should not be without his father

To me,
Its no life to live

Lately I have been wondering
What she would say if she could see me now

Would she say she loves me
Or would she call me a sinner
Would she call me a loser
Or would she call me her baby girl
I wonder if she could see through my mask
Through my disguise

And most of all
I wonder if I could finally tell her the truth

The truth you might ask?
Its hard to say
But I'll tell you
Since I'll have to tell you
For I need to get ready for the day...

I will say..

Mom,

I truly wanted to be like you at one time
But I never got the chance
And I guess that was a good thing now
Because your now not the person you once was
and,
If you would have wanted to
They could have saved you
But you said you would never give "it" up
not even for me

Honestly,

I've been so lonely without you here
I feel like there's a big part of me missing
And I can't seem to find it.

But I know one thing..

I miss you.
Kinda weird.. Just not feeling myself lately. Kinda ***** actually. Well, comment and tell me what you think.. I think it ***** so.. ready for the bad comments to roll in. Be totally honest.
Jan 2014 · 374
Last day
Starlight29 Jan 2014
If today was our last day
What would you say?

Would you give all your possessions away
Or would you hide it all in a cache

Would you finally get on your knees and pray
Or would you let yourself go down on Judgement day

Would you say goodbye to all your family and friends
Or would you never try to make amends

Would you give all your riches to the poor
Or would you think that is something you would deplore

Would you say sorry for all the bad things you have done
Or would you just leave that chore undone

and most importantly,

Would you be ready to let go
Would you be able to reap what you sew

Would you be able to leave the past behind
Never again to unwind

What would you do if it was your last day?
Comment and tell me what you would do if today was your last day? Really wondering what others would do...
Jan 2014 · 595
Beauty of a Goddess
Starlight29 Jan 2014
I've died my hair so many times
I will never be able to make up my mind
I've changed my name once or twice
Even after my parent's advice

I would love not to be so angry all the time
and I would love to be sublime

I want to be beautiful
I want to be unforgettable
I want to have the pretty face
So I don't feel so out of place
I want to have gorgeous hair
that makes all the boys want to stare
I would ask for different eyes
But the ones I have now are nothing to hide

I just wish I was noticeable
I just wish I wasn't so invisible

I wish I has drop dead gorgeous
I wish I was flawless

I just wish I was like a goddess...
Not the best one I have written.. Oh well...
Jan 2014 · 2.4k
Rebellious Soul
Starlight29 Jan 2014
I never get any say in what I do
I never have anybody to turn to
I never get to do anything fun
I have no clue what I have done

To deserve the punishment I've got
I'm thirteen and my life hasn't even begun

I never get to live my own life
It's like my life isn't even mine to decide
The familiar breathe of their old lies
Is never going to come to its demise

Because they don't know how to stop keeping secrets
It's like they have some kind of horrid sickness

I say its time for a rebellion
Because I'm tired of waiting for my independence
They say that a hero can save me
well I have yet to see them

I've got everything to lose
But this is what I choose

I'm starting a riot
I'm gonna start a fight!
(Chants)
I've gotta fight for what I believe in
I've gotta fight for what's located within!
Today this ends
I will never make amends!

The time of sorrow is over
and moreover
It's my story to write, so let me write it...
An old poem...XOXO
Jan 2014 · 308
Upcoming March
Starlight29 Jan 2014
I might be leaving you
You will soon be out of view
But just know I have no choice
Because I am not aloud to use my voice
They are making me move far away from here
So I am soon to disappear

I do not leave until March
But when the time comes,
we will have to depart

So before it is time for me to leave
Let's try to spend as much time as we can
Just loving each other
And making the best of the little time we have
Because I will never forget you
For I don't know how too
Because I love you!
Not the best one I've written I believe, but I was going through some old stuff of mine and found a few drafts.... I'll keep postin' the others :) COMMENT PLZ!!! THNX (: XOXO
Jan 2014 · 427
God's Call
Starlight29 Jan 2014
You left us beautiful and happy
You left with your eyes open
Your soul as bright as the sun

I guess you couldn't make it in the long-run
And as a result
I am left without another loved one

I guess a good thing
is that you knew life was worth a fight
and you gave it your all

You stood up
Graceful and tall
You did the right thing by answering God's call

He needed you to be by his side
To be his angel
To be there for him

But without you
my life is so lifeless and dim
So colorless and grim

Sometimes I feel really selfish
For wanting you so bad
For wanting you to be with me

I mean,
It's never just been me,
It's been we
And it's never just been
"I wonder what will happen"
It's always been what will be

I wish you could read this
maybe you are
I just hope that you know

I didn't say goodbye for a reason
And that reason is because
you didn't go

You will always be with me
In my heart and soul
And that will never change

You did the right thing by answering God's Call
My grandma left this earth on the date of January 11, 2014. But she never really left me... I will never forget her and she will always have a place in my heart... Thanks for all the support you guys.. Couldn't have made it without you!!! XOXO And remember, I hope we all answer God's Call one day :) Hope this touched you guys...XOXO
Dec 2013 · 283
The one
Starlight29 Dec 2013
Finally I have found the one,
Finally there is no need to run
Finally I am set free,
I have finally found the key
I finally found the one!

I am with him every day
Because I am in love with him in every way
I know this time it is real
Because of the way he makes me feel
I finally found the one!

I love the way his eyes
make me never want to say goodbye
And I love the way he says my name
because it makes me feel the same
I finally found the one!

Every time he takes my hand
it simply makes me harder to stand

My feet start to trip over one another
My knees buckle
And the cause of all this trouble
Is because I have found one like no other

I am am happy to say,
I finally found the one!
First one I have wrote in a while... Kinda had writer's block for a long time, but I met this guy who guided me as my light through the fog.. Comment and tell me if you like it :D THNX!
Nov 2013 · 294
The Angel Wakes (Haiku)
Starlight29 Nov 2013
The snow falls around
Me as the stars shine brightly
And wakes the angel!
This my very first Haiku poem, so I really need some critizism... It would really help me and I would really appreciate it.. XD
Sep 2013 · 555
Choices, Destiny, and Life
Starlight29 Sep 2013
“The choices you make today,
will determine your destiny
and
shape your life tomorrow.”
Aug 2013 · 395
Our love
Starlight29 Aug 2013
The way you smile at me
The way you look at me with those brown eyes
The way you make me who I want to be
And the way you say goodbye

Your gentle touch
Your loving heart
I know we could never be torn apart

My heart is yours for the taking
And if your's is mine, that'd be amazing

Because I know our love is pure and true
Thats why my heart belongs only to you

I know no matter what
Our love will light the way
Through the night and through the day
I love how you keep me falling for you
With every little thing you do
And I just wanted to tell you
I LOVE YOU!
I wrote this about the guy I like.. He is amazing... comment and tell me if I should show him this.. :)
Jul 2013 · 351
Here I come
Starlight29 Jul 2013
I thought I had moved on
But I guess it was just a con
Every part of me is broken now
But it is my fault because it is something I allowed
I just wish someone could ease my pain
But the situation  is nothing anyone can explain

I let this happen to me
But I still refuse to flee
I refuse to be the escapee

I'll stand my ground
I will be found
My heart is not forever lost
Even though it was double-crossed
I'll find my way back some how
This is something I will allow

ready or not, here I come
Jul 2013 · 342
Goodbyes
Starlight29 Jul 2013
I might be going away
I might not see you again
I still have internet though
But it is still going to be pretty hard to let go
of you!

I'm gonna miss you so much
I'm gonna wish I could see you again
But that doesn't mean I won't be able to return one day
As long as you meet me halfway
I may return

I am not gonna be able to let you go completely
You will still linger in my mind
Wondering how you have been
Wondering where to begin
If I ever got to see you again

I'm sorry I have to say this
But I have to go
I have no choice
I wish you could hear my voice
To soothe you.

But I'm not good with goodbyes......
Jun 2013 · 1.5k
Moonlight
Starlight29 Jun 2013
The moon is so beautiful tonight
Jut hanging there in the midnight light
It is such a peaceful night
Especially with him by my side
sitting on the branch of a tall willow tree
Just thinking about where we are going to be
In just a few, short years
And how we are gonna have to face our fears
We can make it through
As long as we have each other!!
Jun 2013 · 371
I'm in love
Starlight29 Jun 2013
I'm in love
That's the truth
He's my anything and everything
He is my white dove

I'm in love
He's smart
He's funny
He was sent from above

I'm in love
He's cute
He's talented
And best of all..
He's mine!!!
Jun 2013 · 484
Mistake
Starlight29 Jun 2013
I'm trying to hold back the tears
But his voice is all I hear
He says he is very disappointed
But at least he isn't disjointed
I can't hold back the sobs much longer
But at least I know I have grew stronger
I'm sorry it disappointed you
I'm disappointed too
I'm sorry
I made a mistake....
Jun 2013 · 317
13.days
Starlight29 Jun 2013
I can't wait to see him
I can't wait to see his smile
I can't wait to hear his laugh
I can't wait to see his eyes
I can't wait to hold his hand
I just can't wait to fall in love
But I can't
because I already have!

Because everytime we touch
I can feel the rush
And everytime I see you
I can picture you and me
Together......
Forever!!
Comment if you like it.. :)
May 2013 · 249
Why
Starlight29 May 2013
Why
I could give you
the moon
the stars
But you still choose the other one
That will only give you
Their hate
Their regrets
....
Why?
May 2013 · 336
Mine
Starlight29 May 2013
His eyes melt me
His smile completes me
His laugh dazzles me
He is a part of my life
And I am lucky enough to call him mine!
May 2013 · 276
Smile
Starlight29 May 2013
My heart skipped a beat
My knees got weak
I forgot to breathe
just because you smiled at me
:)
May 2013 · 1.6k
Wave Crasher
Starlight29 May 2013
Beautiful, soothing, wavy

Lover of glancing at the sharks in the no swimming area

Who feels thrilled when I ride abwave and see many people watching

Who wonders if a shark really mistakes people for seals in the deep, daring, dangerous waters

Who fears that one day an octopus will come and its tiny teeth will shred me in half

Who would like to bring the Loch ness Monster back to life and be queen of Atlantis

Who is able to go scuba diving without getting bit by a lemon shark in its molding, melting, and magnificent lair

Who dreams to save the sharks from extinction from the throbbing and clutching fishermen...
I was going through my stuff and found my very first poem that I wrote when I was in 4th grade. It is also the first one that got published for young authors... :)
May 2013 · 343
You should know...
Starlight29 May 2013
You should know that you mean more to me than you'll ever know
You should know I realized that a long time ago
You should know I think about you every night
You should know that you are my light
You should know I love you more than anything in the world
And you should know that I mean it....
I LOVE YOU!
May 2013 · 538
Secrets
Starlight29 May 2013
Everyone has secrets
I guess you can tell
Some barely hide them
Others hide them too well
But no matter what they do
They will always going to come back to haunt you
:(
May 2013 · 923
Happy Mother's Day!
Starlight29 May 2013
Your one of the very few in this world that I cherish in my heart
I know that we could never be torn apart
We will always have that mother-daughter bond
And our love will always go above and beyond
I love how I can always count on you
Someone that knows what I have to go through

I love that I can always depend on you
I'm glad that I have someone to turn to
I love that I have all the time in the world with you
I'm glad I have someone to help me pull through

And if you haven't realized yet
That person is you!

I love you forever
I love you where ever
There will always be a place for you in my heart
Even if one day you depart
I will always love you like my own mother
you are unlike any other
Without you I would be lost
And never find myself..

I LOVE YOU HOLLY!
Forever and ever!
Wrote this for my step-mom! She is everything I have in my life other than my dad! I love her to death!!!!
May 2013 · 289
Another year....
Starlight29 May 2013
Another 365 days
8,760 hours
525,600 minutes
and
31,536,000 seconds
without seeing her...
May 2013 · 408
It's Him
Starlight29 May 2013
I wonder all the time
Why do I even try
Then I get to thinking
And I remember why!

It's your smile
It's your laugh
It's the day we first met

It's your eyes
It's your voice
It's the way you make me feel

And when I saw you the other night
All my feeling were restored!

It's your touch
It's your kiss
It's the way you keep my heart beating

It's your heart
It's your dreams
It's the fact that you make me who I want to be

I wonder all the time
Why do I even try
But then I remember why
It's because
I LOVE HIM!
To: The guy I am falling for!... About the poem.... I think it could be a really neat song and I might try to make it one...
Apr 2013 · 730
Forget It
Starlight29 Apr 2013
Forget together
Forget forever
Forget the past
Forget the future
Forget us
Forget me

Forget the church where we met
Forget everything we once said
Forget all the times we would laugh
Let's just forget what we used to have

Forget all the times we would talk
Forget all the times you would unlock my heart
Forget the snowball fight we once had
well... there is another memory to add.. :(

Just forget me!
This is about a guy that talked all sweet to me, got me to fall for him, then started dating this girl. So I just wrote this poem to show he doesn't have a chance with me now... He has ruined that opportunity.... :( Comment and tell me whether I should show him this or not.... please?
Apr 2013 · 473
Scars
Starlight29 Apr 2013
You might have left scars
But at least I'm not the one behind bars
I remember what you did
Why do you think I always hid
You might have left me
You might have left a lot of debris
But I'm still not gonna let that fact get me down
No, I'm not gonna wear a frown
I'm gonna show you I am not gonna be anything like you
Everything in my life is going to come into view

You might have left scars
But I'm not the one who don't get to see the stars
I have everything I could ever possibly want
But let me just change this into a different font
I'm living my life like I want to
I'm doing what I want to do
I have my family
I get treated fairly
I have my friends to depend on
I have all the stars to wish upon
I told you I have my whole life ahead of me before
now, goodbye
I have the whole world to explore
You might have left scars
....
But I'm not gonna let that get me down!
:)
Apr 2013 · 3.3k
Crush
Starlight29 Apr 2013
Should we take this chance
Do you think we should advance
In our relationship
or
Should we just let "us" go
But the thing is
You make me glow
If you ask me
I don't think you should go away
I want you to stay
Because I like you
I think me and you could come through
The other side
And I know my little crush ain't going away
Because I like you WAY too much
To let it happen
!
Apr 2013 · 832
How can I forget you
Starlight29 Apr 2013
Your the one who let me down
Your the one who left this little town
I really don't understand
There is not a safe place to land
I thought you loved me
I thought you were the one to be
Maybe I should move on from you
For all I know, someone else might love you too
oh, how can I forget you

I can't get you off my mind
I might need some time to unwind
I'm sorry I loved you too much
I just got so used to your gentle touch
I miss our kind and gentle eyes
That made me never want to say goodbye
And the way you say my name
You make it sound so tame
oh, how can I forget you

I thought we had a connection
But ou just thought of me as a rejection
I know its more than a crush
that its a bit of a rush
I still don't want to lose you
oh, how can I forget you

9looking into your eyes
is like watching the sunrise
when I looked at you for the first time
I knew you'd be my valentine
I miss you so much
I miss your old touch
oh, how can I forget you

It might be too cold for angels fly
But I hope we are not saying goodbye
Sometimes I wonder if your even real
Or is it just my mind trying to heal
I'll never forget you
For I don't know how too
Oh, how can I forget you!
I wrote this a long time ago when I got bored, I just forgot to post it.... sorry!
Apr 2013 · 2.3k
Hope
Starlight29 Apr 2013
People think she's too far gone
People say the devil has won
To me, they are wrong
And they need to learn where they belong
Because she just needs a little inspiration
Instead of people telling her negations
She just needs her daughters in her life
She just needs to stop living in the night life
She needs to get off the drugs
Because when she was off them she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen and she was also the one that would give out hugs!
:)
I just miss the old her
Not the one that was always in a blur
I pray for her every night
Hoping that one day she will see the light
I miss her more than anything
And I would give up my life to see her again
To all the people reading this
Don't make the same mistake she made
please
I don't want your kids to end up like me
I'm just glad that I have my step mom and my dad to comfort me
They are the only reason why I am who I am today
Thank you dad
Thank you Holly
...
I love you
p.s. I love you too mom!:(
I know it's kind of sad, but its just how I feel....
Apr 2013 · 430
Guys
Starlight29 Apr 2013
Baby, do I need to move on from you
Because I think I should start with someone new,
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
And it makes me feel so blind,
I wish I knew what you were thinking
Because if I know if you agree, my heart would stop aching,

Look at all the times we spent together
It seems like we've been together forever
But I know I saw you talking to that girl
And I know what you meant by "you want to give her a whirl"
I didn't know you were capable of being such a ****
But now that I think about it, it's kinda of a perk
Now I know to stay away from guys like you
Oh and by the way, thanks for the clue

Guys like you only want one thing
Its like the girls are hanging on one little thin string and then you get what you want and you don't even care if the girl's string breaks....
Don't you think that's a little selfish
but not all guys are like that
But most are
And they need to stop being jerks
And be like the guys that actually cares about the girls they date
Yeah,
I love guys who do that
And most girls do too....
please comment and tell me if you like it or not so I can become a better writer...
Apr 2013 · 503
I love my Mom!
Starlight29 Apr 2013
I used to not believe
I used to just grieve
But now I do believe
I used to be so naive
But that is the past
I just hope this feeling will last
I still can't believe you left us
Man, you almost made me cuss
But I still love you
Even though you left us, that love had grew
I love you mom!!!
Mar 2013 · 2.2k
Thankful
Starlight29 Mar 2013
I am thankful
I am proud
I am happy
I am glad
I just wish other people would be thankful
I wish that other people would see what I see
That the whole world is full of wonderful things
But I guess it's kind of hard when your friends are backstabbing you
That's the thing
People don't know how to mind their own business
How to shut up every once in a while
I mean we DO live in a bad world
Full of ****** and hate
Then we live in a world full of love and good
Why doesn't the world just make up its mind
I wish it would
But even though we live in a horrible but beautiful world
Be thankful
......
I know I am!
Sorry if its all over the place....Kind of mad when I wrote this...
Feb 2013 · 693
feelings
Starlight29 Feb 2013
My feeling are all jumbled up inside
And it feels like my brain is fried
My heart is aching
because people think my heart is theirs for the taking
But...
There was a guy I met
And he made me feel no regret
of me ever meeting him!!!

I thought we could have really had a connection
I mean he really got my attention
He was the one I thought of as I lay there in my bed
And he was constantly in my head
He still is
and I still want to be wrapped in his arms of his

I still have all those "feelings"
And I would do anything to be back in his arms
For I still miss him and that will never change
and if he never understands the feelings I have for him
Then my heart will just be broken...
Because my feelings will be out of control
so I hope he comes to his senses
and comes back to me
So I can tell him....
I love you!!!!!
This is about a guy that I really like..but he moved..and it just broke my heart.....
Feb 2013 · 396
For a while
Starlight29 Feb 2013
He left me
he wanted to leave me be
He didn't even say goodbye
why didn't he even care about the tears that I cry
As my tears fell to the floor
I thought
"I hate you...forever more!!!!"
Sometimes I wonder "why did I even try"
maybe because I thought he was a good-guy
Why did he have to break my heart
Why couldn't he just tell me from the start
I am just using you for my own use
because I already know you are not the one I choose
was our love even real?
or did you just want my heart to steal!
I miss you
but I still can't believe what you did to me...
so goodbye
for a while......
Feb 2013 · 384
Your lost love!!
Starlight29 Feb 2013
Your lost love is gone in the wind
and never to come back again
But you have got to realize:
Love is like a "flaring flame"
and it can not be tamed
but it also can be beautiful and sweet
and when you finally realize this
you will be happy again
and you will realize that..
yes love can be fickle,flaky,and fussy
but it can also be brillant,blissful, and breathe-takingly beautiful
so when you finally realize this
you will be much happier
:)
I wrote this poem because of a school assignment...plz tell me if you do not like it or if you do..It took me so long to write a poem with alliteration.....it actually took me from 3:30 to 7:00 so I really hope you like it..whoever you are...lol
Feb 2013 · 465
If only he could see
Starlight29 Feb 2013
If only he could see what I see
If only he realized my heart was a lock and his contains the key
I wish he could read my mind
So he can stop being so blind
Why can't he see me
do I really have to plea
If only he would really look into my eyes
Then he wouldn't want to saw goodbye
Only if he could feel what I feel
The love I feel
If only he could see......
Feb 2013 · 346
Gone
Starlight29 Feb 2013
She picked it over her own children
she didn't even care
She didn't even love them
she didn't even try
for all she cared
they could curl up in a ball and cry
She tried to give them everything a kid would want
and she knew it was a taunt
but now they are older
and she is gone
like she was never even there in the first place
Now she is gone and she's doing what she does
We tried to get her to stop but she didn't give it up
she was addicted
she didn't want to let the good feelings she got go
she never loved her children
she never cared for them
she might have acted like she cared
but no one was fooled
but now she's gone
out of our lives
and she's never coming back
haha
she was never coming back
and she never loved us in the first place
but now....now...
she's probably up in the mountains somewhere
doing things some people can't even imagine
:(
and she is never,ever gonna stop doing what she is doing
because she's addicted!
sorry if this one is kind of depressing...you just can't even start to imagine what I feel right now:(
Feb 2013 · 278
LOVE
Starlight29 Feb 2013
I love it when you look into my eyes
I love it when you say my name,
I love it when you touch my heart
And I love my life only when you are in it!!!!
Feb 2013 · 273
Your day
Starlight29 Feb 2013
Today is the day you will be accepted
Today is the day you will look beautiful
but it's no different than any other day
because your accepted and beautiful in every way!
Sorry it's so short,I was about to go to a Snowball dance when I wrote it! LOL
Feb 2013 · 392
special one
Starlight29 Feb 2013
Snow is a magical thing
It makes miracles happen
It makes me feel like I'm living in a winter wonderland
with the trees covered in snow so white it looks like...
Like a white,fluffy cloud
So beautiful
So lovely

I remember when I was little I would go outisde and play in the snow for hours at a time
Then I would back inside to a big,steaming cup of hot chocolate
...with extra marshmellows
As your warming yourself by the warm fire
You wonder
Wow
I am so lucky to have all of this
When some kids don't even have a warm bed
......I had finally realized that I am so special
Feb 2013 · 293
today and yesterday
Starlight29 Feb 2013
Today is today
Not yesterday
Yesterday is the past
not the present
today is now
today is your day
Today is the greatest day you will never know!!
Feb 2013 · 486
Drop it
Starlight29 Feb 2013
Why is it that in all our life's there is always
drama
heartache
regret
Why isn't there always
happiness
joy
love
I wish I lived in a world like that
A world like no other
Where the grass is always greener
And the skies always bluer
Why
Maybe because we just like the drama
But if you do like the drama and attention
let me just tell you right now
You might as well get some armor and head to the battlefield
because that' where you are gonna end up.....
So you might want to learn how to grow up real fast
before you end up starting a war
Feb 2013 · 692
Divorce is a crime
Starlight29 Feb 2013
You might think your in love with someone the day you set eyes on them
That you think they are your precious gem
But after your married
You might realize that your love is now buried
You will soon find out your love is now dead and gone
You might even think that your love is now the devil's spawn
Now you realize that you don't love them anymore
and that caring for them is like a chore
You want to leave them and get a divorce
And that there was never a white horse

During your court date
You talk about your fate
You talk about all the time that you two fought
And the times that you two thought:
Why am I married to this person
and that this problem has worsened

Once its all done
You realize that you have finally won
But you still remember all the times that you made each other cry
Or the times where one of you ended up saying bye
Now that you are not married anymore
Life isn't gonna be such a chore
You can finally live your life
Without your old wife

Now you finally hear the angels singing
And you realize your heart isn't stinging
Now it's time to go find someone new
Everything's coming into view
well
this is the end of the old ways
we are now going on to better days
goodbye old life
hello sunshine
Feb 2013 · 500
America
Starlight29 Feb 2013
This is our land
This is our home
It is because we made it our home
We made it our home so our children can roam
until their little hearts contend
We made this country our country
We made this land our land
And if anyone tries to take it from us
they will pay for what they have done
We love our land
We would do anything for our land
That will never change
Our flag is still there
And its never gonna disappear
This is not a poem
This...
Is a notice
to all the people who think they can take our land away from us
To all the people who think our flag is nothing compared to theirs
To all the people who think our country is a joke
well news flash
We are not no joke
And we are nothing to be taken lightly
We are a unified country '
and if anyone tries to change that...then...
They will suffer the consequences!!
To all the people who have defended our country in war
thank you
For doing your duty.....
Feb 2013 · 1.8k
Shooting star
Starlight29 Feb 2013
If one night you see a shooting star,
Make sure that you find out who you really are
make a wish on that shooting star,
Don't believe it might be too far
Wish for anything you want,
For you know it's such a taunt
Wish for riches,
wish for love
wish for anything you want!

When you see that bright yellow star,
You will realize who you are
soon enough you will see its brightness,
Through all the sky's darkness
Now that you know who you are,
This doesn't seem so bizarre
Maybe your wish may come true,
Then everything will come into view
Or maybe it will not come true,
But if that happens,don't be blue
For maybe someone already wished on that star,
And finally figured out who they are
so don't be disappointed!

IN the end you will be grateful
and you won't be hateful,
Even if one night you don't see one
It will not be over and done,
You will see another one  day
And it will seem far away,
But if you make that star yours and only yours
Its yours to keep over the years,
it's very simple if you might see
that there is no need to plea,
soon you realize
that it is not goodbyes!

well,
morning is coming so I must go
I will never forget this though,
for every night I will throw a shooting star into the sky
just for your gorgeous eyes,
well I must retire
For I am being admired,
goodbye
my shooting star!
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