I thought I had moved on
But I guess it was just a con
Every part of me is broken now
But it is my fault because it is something I allowed
I just wish someone could ease my pain
But the situation  is nothing anyone can explain

I let this happen to me
But I still refuse to flee
I refuse to be the escapee

I'll stand my ground
I will be found
My heart is not forever lost
Even though it was double-crossed
I'll find my way back some how
This is something I will allow

ready or not, here I come

I might be going away
I might not see you again
I still have internet though
But it is still going to be pretty hard to let go
of you!

I'm gonna miss you so much
I'm gonna wish I could see you again
But that doesn't mean I won't be able to return one day
As long as you meet me halfway
I may return

I am not gonna be able to let you go completely
You will still linger in my mind
Wondering how you have been
Wondering where to begin
If I ever got to see you again

I'm sorry I have to say this
But I have to go
I have no choice
I wish you could hear my voice
To soothe you.

But I'm not good with goodbyes......

I can't wait to see him
I can't wait to see his smile
I can't wait to hear his laugh
I can't wait to see his eyes
I can't wait to hold his hand
I just can't wait to fall in love
But I can't
because I already have!

Because everytime we touch
I can feel the rush
And everytime I see you
I can picture you and me
Together......
Forever!!