I used to not believe
I used to just grieve
But now I do believe
I used to be so naive
But that is the past
I just hope this feeling will last
I still can't believe you left us
Man, you almost made me cuss
But I still love you
Even though you left us, that love had grew
I love you mom!!!

I am thankful
I am proud
I am happy
I am glad
I just wish other people would be thankful
I wish that other people would see what I see
That the whole world is full of wonderful things
But I guess it's kind of hard when your friends are backstabbing you
That's the thing
People don't know how to mind their own business
How to shut up every once in a while
I mean we DO live in a bad world
Full of ****** and hate
Then we live in a world full of love and good
Why doesn't the world just make up its mind
I wish it would
But even though we live in a horrible but beautiful world
Be thankful
......
I know I am!

My feeling are all jumbled up inside
And it feels like my brain is fried
My heart is aching
because people think my heart is theirs for the taking
But...
There was a guy I met
And he made me feel no regret
of me ever meeting him!!!

I thought we could have really had a connection
I mean he really got my attention
He was the one I thought of as I lay there in my bed
And he was constantly in my head
He still is
and I still want to be wrapped in his arms of his

I still have all those "feelings"
And I would do anything to be back in his arms
For I still miss him and that will never change
and if he never understands the feelings I have for him
Then my heart will just be broken...
Because my feelings will be out of control
so I hope he comes to his senses
and comes back to me
So I can tell him....
I love you!!!!!

If only he could see what I see
If only he realized my heart was a lock and his contains the key
I wish he could read my mind
So he can stop being so blind
Why can't he see me
do I really have to plea
If only he would really look into my eyes
Then he wouldn't want to saw goodbye
Only if he could feel what I feel
The love I feel
If only he could see......

She picked it over her own children
she didn't even care
She didn't even love them
she didn't even try
for all she cared
they could curl up in a ball and cry
She tried to give them everything a kid would want
and she knew it was a taunt
but now they are older
and she is gone
like she was never even there in the first place
Now she is gone and she's doing what she does
We tried to get her to stop but she didn't give it up
she was addicted
she didn't want to let the good feelings she got go
she never loved her children
she never cared for them
she might have acted like she cared
but no one was fooled
but now she's gone
out of our lives
and she's never coming back
haha
she was never coming back
and she never loved us in the first place
but now....now...
she's probably up in the mountains somewhere
doing things some people can't even imagine
:(
and she is never,ever gonna stop doing what she is doing
because she's addicted!