I told him its not what he wanted
Not when he's lying in the hospital
Thinking about how he wish he wouldn't have
Realism was finally hitting him
He knew death was just around the corner

I told him it wouldn't hurt just him
It would hurt me too
He never has listened to me and never will
I feel as if I was the biggest failure
And I knew I was

It was quick and easy for him but not for me
I thought I missed him before
Now I miss him more than ever before
The final day he took his final breathe
I took mine as well