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Apr 2015 · 290
Untitled
holly wray Apr 2015
If giving you up is what it takes I will fight no more
I will let you go and I will not wait
I will take the time that we had in the  past
I will let another in so the pain won't last
My love for you will go away
Little by little the feelings will fade
My heart will be cold for awhile until
I meet someone who wants the love that for you I feel
I will be with someone who will love me the same
The way we once loved each other with no blame or shame.........
I want everything in love loyalness,passion,and truth
After writing this, I realize I could never get that from you
holly wray Apr 2015
Crystal **** was the thing
Its the high that gives you wings
Heat it up and watch it smoke
You feel great after just one ****
Send it round and watch it burn
Hope its not empty on your turn
Getting high felt so great
Coming down is what you hate
You have no conscience and feel no pain
Then you start selling everything
There goes your lights,the kids,and the home
It hits you hard when the dopes all gone
You need a couple hits and you'll think clearer
Until you see them blue lights in the mirror
Your mother cries to see you fall
Now its over,You lost it all......
This was wrote in 2008 after watching so many people lose everything because of  that drug
Apr 2015 · 279
growing love
holly wray Apr 2015
You scare me when you're driving
You make me laugh when you play
You can bring me up when I'm down and you know just what to say
I like the way you write and the things that go through your head
I like the way we talk when we're laying in your bed
I love how you're so protective in any and every way
I love the way you look at me when you really want me to stay
I like the way you're a little bossy,but not too overboard
I have fun with a lot of people but with you I always have more
You say you want to be around and get to know me better
But if you walk away and give up now how will you ever
I wrote this when I first got with the man I'm with and he wanted to go to the army but I couldn't handle him leaving so he stayed and his mother cried and thanked me for giving her son a reason to stay
Apr 2015 · 189
A past love
holly wray Apr 2015
Our love for each other was once so great
But now that love has turned to hate
How could a love sour so bad
Now all my heart can feel is sad
A heart that was once filled with life
Has now turned cold as ice
You were the warmth and light in my life
Now its cold and dark inside
Since you're not here with me now
I must move on,but I don't know how
I wrote this one in 2004
Apr 2015 · 455
cleaning house
holly wray Apr 2015
To clean the house is such a delight
You think about it through the night
Get up early to get a good start
Clean piece by piece and part by part
Dust the shelves and do the floors
Sweep and mop and so much more
Do the laundry and wash the dishes
Scrub and scrub to clean the kitchen
Pick up toys and make the beds
Cleaning bathrooms is such a dread
You put up the clothes and fix the food
Now you're in the tired mood
Clean up supper in the kitchen
Now again wash the dishes
Go to bed and say goodnight
Cause cleaning the house is such a delight
Apr 2015 · 356
my love
holly wray Apr 2015
I love you more as the days go by
I want to love you completely until I die
I want to be with you until the end
You are my buddy,my lover,my friend
I want to be with you every night and day
I want to love you in every way
I want to try all ****** positions
You and I are on a mission
We can show the world that love can last
We can plan for the future and think of the past
You and I worked so hard for each other
How could there ever be another
We have fought so hard just to be together
I would love to marry you and be with you Forever
I wrote this one for the man  who's still by my side about 9 yrs ago
Apr 2015 · 256
our love
holly wray Apr 2015
I sit on the front porch staring at the moon
Smoking a cigarette and thinking about you
Wondering about the future and thinking about the past
Will you come back into my life or will this separation last
All the obstacles that we went through
All the love that we had
The way we threw it all away
It just makes me mad
We worked so hard to get this far
And now its gone,the love that we own
The love that we share,Its just not fair
To let it go,the love we hold
So dear to our hearts,
We fell apart
He left after an argument years ago but he come back and still loves me 9 years later
Apr 2015 · 225
You'll never know
holly wray Apr 2015
You'll never know how much I loved you
You'll never know how much I cared
You'll never know the truth between us
You'll never know how much we shared
You'll never know how much you meant or how many letters I wished I sent
I couldn't find the words to say
To tell you I love you before you went away
I still love you with all my heart
Even though we are far apart
You are there and I am here
How can we ever be so near
I miss your touch,I miss your kiss
I miss the way we reminisce
I miss the time we had together
I wish you were here for now and forever
Apr 2015 · 238
Life in abuse
holly wray Apr 2015
This is life don't you see,
It could happen to you,it happen to me.
First it starts out with just a shout,
Then a hair pull and a slap,
After weeks and months things get worse
The bruises and feelings start to hurt
He really does love me though,you see
He won't do it again,he's sorry he hurt me
Now my children feel the pain
By staying with him,what do I gain
A lover,a friend,a companion for life
With bruises like this I couldn't be his wife
Should I leave or should I stay
With help from friends and family I can get away
I wrote this at 17 after I had my precious  baby boy and realized i couldn't live that life anymore
Apr 2015 · 249
lost friends
holly wray Apr 2015
Another close friend that's been taken away,
I'm not going to cry,but I can still feel the pain,
Although I know you're no longer here
Your memories are still so very clear
I know the memories will start to fade away
But I want to hold on until that very day
I wrote this one when I was 14 in 1999 after losing a couple friends
Apr 2015 · 200
Shannon
holly wray Apr 2015
I will always remember your bright smile and beautiful hair,
I will always think of you,I will always care
I miss you so much, words can not explain
You were taken away and there's no one to blame
I have so much anger that you are not here
And everyone that I love will
Disappear.......
I lost a sister when I was 12 and after Dreaming about it for a couple years I wrote this at 14 to get it out of my head and on paper
Apr 2015 · 199
Friendship
holly wray Apr 2015
You are the only friend I trust with my life
I will not lose you without a fight
I will stand my ground and fight with the best
Until you are by my side,I will not rest
Our friendship is one that is hard to find
One that has lasted through the test of time
I wanted you to know how much I care
I can not picture life without you there
There's no one,No time,and No way in life
You could never be replaced in my eyes
Now you know just how I feel
My friendship to you is loyal and real
This is a poem I wrote for my best friend a couple years before he past away

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