she used her strength of character to destroy a king
and thus everything with her was contaminated
life was cheap to such a female who had ****** in her veins
she took the time to arrange her hair and paint her face
she prostituted her gifts for the furtherance of evil
determined to abolish all that interfered with the fulfillment of her wicked designs
as the daughter of the devil
she suffers a worse retribution
there was no sign of repent
she was rotten root to branch
an unrepentant prophetess who has beguiled the people
persuasive
her influence was wrongly directed and her misdirected talents have become a curse
savage and relentless
this strong women carried out her schemes
nothing but a pawn
packed off the the highest bidder
she represents a view of women good that is opposite of the one extolled
magnificent and defiant
hurling insults at her murderers
as the daughter of the devil
she suffers a worse retribution
there was no sign of repent
she was rotten root to branch
an unrepentant prophetess who has beguiled the people
an inhuman wretch incapable of pity
oh so void
she's so ******* empty
as the daughter of the devil
she suffers a worse retribution
there was no sign of repent
she was rotten root to branch
an unrepentant prophetess who has beguiled the people

I've spent the last month learning how to adapt on my own
jumping from couch to couch, will I ever call you my home
my feet are aching, my shoes are torn
you got my knees shaking, can these roots withstand this storm
you've got my shredded voice screaming, I wish that I had never been born
I've learned that it's not about the things I have, but who has my back in the end
I'll make sure I keep a safe distance between someone else and what's left of my heart
because for all I know, I've been this ****** up from the start

I have lost my mind, I don't know what to do with myself.  do I stand up, do I sit down?  my body wants to go in one direction but my mind has another plan.  I envision that my hour glass is beginning to run out of sand. I'm moving in circles, I can begin to hear the bells chime.  
death has come to collect, will I ever find the time.

When I look at you, my heart begins to race and I become weak at the knees, and when you speak I have to stop to catch my breath, and when you kiss me my stomach feels like there is a million bats flapping around in circles and I begin to get dizzy.  You are all I see.

my life to you is not what it seems
you may think I'm standing tall but I'm over here ******* begging on my knees
someone please
release me from this nightmare
my mind has been overrun by everything that I fear
I'm alive but I'm barely breathing
I am and will forever be a memory fading

you might have gone and taken everything from me
but I won't let you destroy my life or my dignity
I know I am bigger then this
my eyes will not fade away into the night
this may be the bottom but I'm here to stay
and I will fight
with all of my might
this is my ******* life and i will not let take my ******* sanity
I know who I am and who I ******* want to be

I miss being able to have you when I needed someone the most
A left behind lover waiting for word from the coast
it's like when you lose something you lose everything
am I right?
and when you have that something you feel you have everything
am I right?
it feels like I have had my insides torn out
I'm left to bleed
I can't take back what I said but I wouldn't be acting like this if I meant any of it
before I felt I had the whole world behind me
but now I feel it crashing on my ******* shoulders