i crackle at the
sound of your
voice
but cringe at
\your touch
because i know
that if i let
you own me again
i will be carved
from every inch
of my soul
and break into
hundreds of pieces
just like
every
other
time
you've hurt me

your eyes are red
like the blood in my veins

i miss you like the moon misses the stars in
the morning light

but even if i fall in love again
with someone new
it could never be the way
i loved you

and i know that thinking
about you like this
is suicidal
and i might as well erase
all of my memories with you
but you wont get out of my head
and im screaming inside
because your name hurts my brain
but i would rather black out
with a hangover
than stare blankly
at my hands
trying to forget what it was
like to touch you

you said you lost feelings
but i lost my ******* mind