With every chance,
Sometimes bears another
No need to allow it,
But sometimes you need the others,

You kick them out,
Tell them to leave,
But with a heart so pure,
You give it one last heave,

Hope for the best,
Pray for no more drama,
Allow them to stay here,
Time to believe in Karma,

So your back in my life,
You seem happy and joyus,
Now lets not do wrong again,
Be who we once were, Yes?

So keep up that smile,
Keep up the grin,
Keep up your amusement,
And remember this win.

With everything going downhill,
The "one" leaving and making you sick,
And your favorite family member passing,
You have nothing else you can do,
Or say,
Or even think about at this point.

You tell yourself your fine,
When really your not,
The thought that she would call,
Or the family would be grand,
Or cry,
Or everything will fix itself.

This week has been horrid,
Nothing but heartache and pain,
But with family and friends,
They will always keep you sane.



-None of this makes sense to anyone, its horrible, idc.

I've stressed about this,
For far to long,
I've left behind my sanity,
And everything else prolonged,

Now when I listen to a few things,
Or see some of mine,
I wonder what could've been,
But realize it's just not my time,

I gave you it all,
You went to the addict,
But smile and have fun,
No need for more conflict,

You broke my rules,
That's why your not here you see,
You broke my trust, my respect,
And most importantly me,

With everything I've been going through,
I've been feeling so much better,
My friends do wonders,
No need to be eager,

I finally got over this,
I'm done with you and him,
I've done way to much,
No more feeling grim.

So here we go again,
More pain then ever before,
With all the crying out of the way,
It's time to be sore,

I've expressed my sadness,
Now time for the anger,
There's no remorse for what I'm feeling,
It's now time for the danger,

Let the words go flying,
Let the anger begin boiling,
Because now's the end of the line,
With my feelings there's no more toying,

So as I ran to my friend in tears,
And regretted a lot of what I've done,
It's time for things to change,
And to not be so ******* dumb,

With one last inquiry,
My anger will beat me,
It will be stronger then ever before,
And end all this blasphemy.

New years is here,
Resolutions are the same,
Get fit, get skinny,
Lets drive ourselves insane,

Lets do this with help,
From one another,
Make sure we succeed,
Give help to eachother,

Lets start this new year,
With one hell of a bang,
Make every day worth living,
Hang out with your gang,

Live it to the fullest,
Don't think about whats next,
Be happy as you can be,
But don't make it complex.


Happy New years everyone

Real surgeons use needles,
Stitch you up thread by thread,
But that's not close to what I do,
Because I know it's something you dread,

With the tape in one hand,
And your heart in the other,
I will help you fix your broken self,
One day after another,

As broken as you are,
It doesn't matter to me,
I just wanna be with you,
And help you, You'll see,

So I hope you read this,
Think about absolute zero,
Can I be your redneck surgeon,
Can I be your everyday hero,

What Am I,
But one sad sole,
The one who cares for everything,
But feels nothing at all,

Behind my mask,
Is something noone will see,
No need to worry,
I'll just be me,

I'll be happy and joyful,
Or so you will think,
Until you break me down,
As I get closer to this brink,

I hate my brain,
I hate my mind,
The way it urks me,
Is not easily defined,

Forget what you've seen,
Or even what you've heard.
Because in the end,
The visions are always blurred.