the girl i loved,
turned out to be a mhore,
i thought i was the only one,
she was with four,

thank you for that night,
what you thought did was right,
hickey on your neck,
i caught you on sight,

my love was gold,
yours worth dime,
you are overwhelmed by my love
surprise as i face the time,

all we did together,
you would have just trusted me,
when it's time to back me up the most,
now your words frustrates me,

now i can't see you one my sight,
with no one, else, it burns,
that fire of love still got light,
feelings never to return,

september, your birthday month,
you asked me out,
i am trying to ignore you babe,
since you still got me on doubt,

how many days of you,
but you've been my summer,
you'll change your mind for someone,
know, the season don't last forever,

i taught me to close the eyes,
while we are kissing,
the streets of patan seems empty,
you thats what i'm missing,


she wants to be with everyone
she wants to belong with everyone
..

i have never walked alone,
never relied on my own,
it was the first time was doing this,
taking all chances,
taking all the risks,

it wasn't all sudden,
it really was a planned,
months months ago,
Annapurna I am going,
i took a stand,

all in all,
the time was right,
the break i needed the most
excited and nervous to step
on four thousands meters of height,

i took a bus
to pokhara from capital
my adventure weeks wasn't at rush
pre season for the mountains,
expecting the heavy rainfall

i had to drop my bag,
to a e friend i hadn't met
marimo was the guy
was waiting at the stop,
hadn't seen him yet.

i had no plan yet,
went to a fruit store to drink some shake,
i was deciding my next stop,
with the guy i just met,

next hour,
i took a bus to naya bazar,
i was placed to last window seat,
different characters i was destined to meet.

old guy, broke the ice,
he started with a question,
he was soft spoken, to me he was nice,
are you alone, where are you going ahead?
i said, yes i am solo, and i was betrayed.
it had been a while, my mountains was up on,
he remember his daughter seeing me, my age,
she had been abroad, sending happiness from Japan,
he had his hope, love, care for her, fullest to the page.

if i ever got lost
don't forget to search
in your eyes,
you'll find me there at any cost
else not,
look into the darkest self otherwise

true,
and accepted,
we won't be back,
you know i have waited,
it was always me,
the patients i lack,

false,
and denied,
i left for someone else,
there was never - none,
balancing things off
lost you to hold
chances when i had

मृत्यु एक नाटक हो,
जसमा शरीर मौन-मुस्कान बस्दछ,
जीवन भर नाटकको नाटक गरि बसेको म,
मेरो जन्म नै एक रंगमंच रहेछ।

झिनो आशाको डोरीले, यहाँ सम्म आए,
जीवन-मृत्युको बीचमा एक अन्तिम सास रहेछ,
सूर्य चूम्ने दौडमा, सूर्यहरू डुबई म,
नाटकीय मृत्यु पछि पनि,
जल्न, सूर्य-झिल्का कुर्नु पर्ने रहेछ।

you are my kite,
i put you high
i made you fly
but you were going too far, tiny
risking the it all
the wind might blow you
the thunder might catch you
i love the way i see you,
i never thought of what you've felt
how i tried to control you,