Hope is what I ask of you
Enter now guide me through
Lend to me your love and care
Please don't let me go
My love  my light it's far too strong
Eventually I'll find where I belong

In my mind I create a Space
Natural calm and safe
Where beauty grace and spirit light
Dances freely through the night
Pure of spirit kind of heart
The daisies dance to singing heart
The buttercups of yellow sun
Dance around the daffodil drum
The bead of hearts gently fall
Like tear drops of spring and waterfall
Open up pure of light
April showers the sunlight
Shapes of angels floating by
Captured eminating light in calm blue sky
Soft light of serenity
float by
Angels wings feel their  so light
No need to hold on tight
For you can not fall only float
And feel so light in air so calm
Your spirit feels the presence of life
In all the senses your pure light
My true being of pure love and light
Settle the winds the storms with love
Know inside your light and good
Know inside the garden space
Where you can still create
A gentle calm and centred way
To take all pain away
And even when my physical body
Is unhappy or unwell
I still have a heart of kind of peace of joy and strong of mind
My true core self
I'll always find
This is my true nature inside
Awareness of light that always shines
No matter if I'm left behind
Nothing can stop pure love pure light
I am held by truth by love
It can't be changed for I  am one
I'm whole and light
And  cannot be undone
I am light ✨️

I have to go just one more try
Take a world of trying why
When nowhere you can feel at rest
And she is gone and you can't speak
And not even hear the angry feet
I'm so hurt inside and can not shout or tell
And even though it hurts inside
I just can't do it I just can't try
I'm so alone inside I cry
There's noone there no one to help
My chest it's heavy tight the pain
And I'm so tired and just want to shout there's no one there there's no way out
And I can't do this on my own all I want it to be left alone
I just can't do it anymore
Just want to hide away and never be seen
I'm sorry I can't do this scene
I just can't go back to being afraid
Of not knowing if I will be safe
I don't believe in me at all
It's harder this time because I know how hard I fell
And I can't go back there I can't be her again

I love him though he may never know
I walk with him through place we may never see
I am captivated by his words his kind hello
I love him though he may never know
I try to be there when his words he speaks
Wishing for his love to be recieved
Yet he may never really know
How much I long for us to grow
I love his eyes so warm and true
His tall presence warms me so
Hands so kind not harm to me they bring
And love his smile so welcoming
I hold him close so close it hurts
Knowing he may never be mime
But in the night my dreams are mine and he is there
Holding me speaking words I long to hear
That I am truly loved by one so dear
Just knowing I can see him and speak to him at times
Can capture a life time of love and kindness
In my mind
I can not find the words to tell him as he may fly away
So just to love him from afar
Will have to do for now
I love him always will but he's happy there
So nothing I can do
I just wish he knew

So they thought they were the rightful ones
Painting it all
Red
Sending out their dragons to claw away the flesh

He as I is a product of others rather
Yet he holds his head hi while I hold mine in shame
He has a way of coping and refrain
Yet I feel like the door mat lying in a drain
Hi softly asks me questions
I do not understand
And sometime when I'm away from him
How quickly they consume
I have to try so  quick now to be ok and bright
So he won't choose to leave me
Or push me out of sight
So I'll be strong And silent
Present that I'm ok
So he won't see my fear and sarrow
And have to walk away
Just got to be the normal and pretend that I'm ok

No time freeze the room now bites winter burn
Slice through the jaged knife I capture sight of you
I actually fear a distant dance the wolves , the air its chill.
The  clash of stairs to throw. a break upon the pillow
I hear the call , an eco of
the wolf who comes to me.
Who sits upon the moon lit hill
to set the badger free.
The hare be still a jumping beat creates a different winters cheat , but still the shadows roam my mind
Octobers gone but once again you creep into my life and severe me
Why once a child to slay I grew
now once again you speak no truth to play your evil game
Take what you will the wolf has gone , the moon won't light the way .
Disappear but when the frost of winter chills appear
I see u still and capture in at fear you can now ****
I can't free the deer now it's too late I'm too lost in fear
No time to freeze the room
Break away ice frozen fall
Wind be listening soon
Now the crimson waters start to flow again and I can hardly sleep
Pull me through for I am not now who I used to know
But stager things do haunt my mind and I'm afraid to go