In between the waves of truth and honesty reveal
Get captured in the storm that doesn't heal
In between the moments of finding emptiness
Your hit with crash of lighting that pounds against the chest
Inside many jewels they seek but do not find
As always in a hurry
To take and undermind
The quest goes on to find her
The diamond of the sea
But you will never find it
Its hidden deep inside of me
So smash upon the rocks
As many vessel's free
But silence falls her through the night
And brightness fills her day
The storm is all around her
The darkness lingers by
But her lost inner beauty
She dares to see you try
Cast out your best to hold her
Make heavy your request
But in return she'll blind you
And slay you with the rest

stand and be counted
Or run and hide away
Cross me burn me hate me
But i won't ask you why
Take away my value
Understand the fear
But you don't even know me
And you certainly didn't care
So ask you once politely
Hurt me again you dare
I come to you uninvited
Then slice you unaware

He saw her once again her gentle loving smile
Went to see her hoping she was his
He didnt ask her for her love
Only chose to take
Got swallowed up in fire
A dragon his mistake
As beauty from her love he quickly stole away
And in return his life in anger dragons slay
When crossing her heart beware
In stillness and in light
If you dare to harm her
Your taken come the night

Once again its there lurking in the dark
Start off very smart pretend your fair
Try to hide but no escape
I try to talk you round and send kind words I found
Yet intentions are your quest
You try to underscore
But in fear I am best
So don't think for one second think you have me in your grasp
For the fire of the dragon will cross you with its wrath
To those who love me guide me
To those who hurt beware
If your intention is to find me
im not anywhere
If your intention is to take
me to a secret dark cold place
I've been there and survived it its boring and its bare
So try being my friend ill give you my whole life but try to hurt control me
I'll cut you like a knife

A gentle loving smile i see
A tall man  stands calm at the side of me
Softly puts his arms around my heart
Words so gentle kind you say I'm smart
All the sadness now he leaves behind.
7 years of wondering why
Now so clear you never said goodbye
Pictures of you fill my heart with joy
Years of  times where full of fear
You say you had the best of me
once your heart had set you free
Forget the years that followed in despair wondering I thought you didnt care
Only memories kind and gentle warmth can capture a picture clearing of the storm
You were my sweet an gentle person
For that im truly blessed
Il always remember feeling safe and loved when i was small and I knew i was loved
Sleep now my lovely friend
For guiding me through sorrow
Giving me a strand to hold
Then cutting me like a spider weaved his web you let me in half me safe then took me as your prey
No help for me now you flew away

So you say but words I do not hear
Nor do I pretend to know what idle gossip near
The hare it races fast you can ignore
But little deer she hides  so frozen in her fear
The moon a friend to shine the way
But also lends a hand to shadows dancing in your way
Just stay so quiet still don't sleep the night
Then morning sun will brighten warm you through
Take the little path now down the lane
Slowly heal and drown out all the rain
Play a little song inside your head
And don't be long
Until you catch your death
The owl is still but watches over head
And hare he knows your strength
As tested thread

O GLAD SHE LEFT THE SEWING BOX
I see it over there
I see it in the sitting room while I'm sat on the stair
A place I often found myself
Sitting in the window shelf
Early hours hearing you screaming crashing tone
Angry sounds and banging doors
Little one I hide
Hope a little deer doesn't lose her little smile
Hoping that the hare is out and gently bounces here
Hoping that the moon still shone and owls still listen hear
Staring up into the moon
Wish you to return
WHAT If SHEs gone
A promise often said
Made a child tremble fear
On being left for others fun
When she is gone the shadows come
WHAT WAS THAT
SHE LEFT THE SEWING BOX BEHIND FOR THE GIRLS
AS THEY MAY NEED IT
WHAT
To slowly stitch up slices  flesh or simply tie a knot
So to LETS STITCH UP our empty hearts
Say no more its done
RIPPED  THROUGH anf torn another night we are through
apart from
HEART THAT SHE MADE
Then broke
WHEN A NEW LIFE she has sort
SHE WANTED another MORE THAN HER CHILDREN and we are older don't need a mother
LETS STITCH UP THE EMPTY of MY HEART THAT CAN NEVER HEAL
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE AN EMPTY SPACE
THAT CAN NOT BE FILLED nor be replaced by any other
CAN NOT BE BRIDGE OR cover
AND WILL NEVER HEAL
SHE IS GONE,
MY LOVELY MOTHER
WHO I COULDN'T BEAR TO BE PARTED FROM
SHE IS GONE
WHY NOT LEAVE MY MOTHER BEHIND
AS WE MAY NEED HER
No I chose you made me choose you asked me and I said
yes go I'm fine
But I meant don't go
I'm dying here.
don't leave please god please don't leave the sewing box lying in the hall
I'll have to take the scissors out and leave a scar for sure
Stitches do not heal scars you are afraid to show
Stitches only make you see all soon I'll have to go
Now leave or im to go
But I may leave no box
Nor in a box shall leave
Alone