It's heavy like my brother but I still want another.
It's the darkness when it's light
but it makes me feel alright
It's the numbness that I crave
to get me through these days
of overwhelming sadness
try to see through my haze
Try to see that this is me
The black clouds are hovering
Intertwined in my mind
It's raining all the time
The melancholy is Mine
It's my air of destruction
Let me breath it in
It's mine that I desire
It is what is within