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1.0k · Apr 2010
Feelings unexplained!
Heeral Kothari Apr 2010
I wish I could understand the feelings I have
Deep in my heart where they reside
It seems to grow upon me as every minute goes by
Making me feel a little nostalgic and a little shy!

I feel incomplete
As if there is something amiss
Or maybe, someone I am waiting for
And he for some reason seems so near.

As I tread along the way,
With his thoughts on my mind
I indeed have a smile on my face,
A song on my lips and a bounce on my feet!

Why – I do not know
But it feels there is someone
Coming closer to me with each fleeting moment
And I wish, I could just render myself entirely to him

My soul mate maybe
Or, the one I am waiting for maybe
I thought I didn't believe in love
But my heart surely feels beating to this rhythm of love

Thinking of him,
Vulnerable and in love I feel
Happy and cheerful I feel
Shy and beautiful I feel

What is this feeling
I really cannot explain
For I am yet to realize
What has hit me deep within!

~ By Heeral Kothari.
985 · Apr 2010
Hope!
Heeral Kothari Apr 2010
New-year untamed festivity finally wrapped up
Customary hustle-bustle and normalcy submerged
Folks again commenced that occupation 9-5
And it was the picturesque evening of January 11th 2010 at 5 pm

A man headed home after a day’s hard work to spend time with his loved one,
Children playing soccer with a glorious sun setting in the horizon!
A gorgeous woman, dazzled with stunning, pristine jewels at a goldsmith’s
Maybe its final shopping for her wedding on January the 12th!

24 hours have gone by but the situation now was not foreseen
Unexpectedly, the Earth ferociously fired up trembling and roaring in anger
Revenge it maybe sought for by bringing all of the existence to a standstill
Confusion, Chaos, Anxiety and Fear engulfed the tranquility of this serene orb

Endurance of a few seconds but everlasting pain inked on the victims’ hearts
Flattened roofs and crumpled concrete
Alleys upon alleys of collapsed buildings
Streets crowded with screaming people, pain simply too excruciating to handle!

People still in a state of shock,
Denial to accept the vengeance with which the Earth shuddered
Or a joke maybe the nature played
People still dazed over what just happened in about 30 seconds!

People lying down flat on the streets,
A sharp piece of concrete rocketed in the eyes of a passerby
A little more focus and some realized hours later they still lay amidst the dead
Road junctions littered with the dead, wounded, screaming people!

Children just orphaned and women just widowed
Struggling amidst the rubble trying to avoid being crushed by concrete
Still unaware of the abuse they might face later,
When in such darkness the evil within many may rise.

The Haiti Earthquake left the country in utter rubble,
More than 100,000 feared dead came the figure days later
A number of injured a lot more higher, some still stuck under the debris
Stories about women *****, children kidnapped and jewels from the dead stolen started doing their rounds!

But, amidst such horrendous stories, a ray of hope shone in the outer world
The countries fighting with each other attempting to force their faith on each other
People in conflict wanting to win the fight at any potential cost
Suddenly, dropped their weapons and joined hands to support the friends in the distant world

From a race to find wealth and conquer the world,
It became a race to provide help and save lives
Surely it turned to a race to reduce pain and extend a helping hand
The world united and suddenly, there was no lack of countries offering help.

No phones, No electricity, no communication
No food, no water, no shelter, no medicines
Planes from countries many, ammunition in abundance parked at the airport
Flattened concrete jungle having no path to enable these reach the littered people

Hope still was not lost, people still held hands together, fighting for a common cause
Trying to cut through the concrete jungle
Cutting and lifting enormous giants slashed their way through the rubble
A race to find survivors who still lay buried under the concrete was still to be won!

A wondrous phenomenon materialized!
A 5 year old still breathing as the rubble was finally raised after 72 hours!
A joyous scream amongst the people around, tears of happiness from his parent’s eyes!
Doctors and nurses ready to attend to him with food, water, medicines and a hug!

Hope seems to grow stronger
A few toys donated by a girl maybe from Australia, reached the impoverished girl
Who lost both her legs under the concrete!
Everything that’s gone wrong would not be fixed, but I do see a sign that humanity’s not totally vanished!

People working together tirelessly day and night
No track of the time since they last had their lunch!
They didn’t seem to care, for the joy of witnessing every miracle was worth a lot more!
Some battles lost, as casualty number rose,
But I salute to the soldiers on the battlefield for the chivalry they have bestowed!

A slap on the face of skeptics, that the big bad world still has angels
In the event of an adversity, our world together has still shown rock-solid humanity
Maybe a year or two down the line, the country would be back in its glorious state!
A show put up by the citizens of the world that humanity is not totally yet forgotten!

~ Heeral Kothari.
846 · Apr 2010
The miracles of life!
Heeral Kothari Apr 2010
The screaming bawl of a born child,
A tear of happiness and delight in the mother’s eye
The tiny, fragile being just born
Giving someone’s world a joy unknown!

A child sitting on the shoulders of his father
Looking at the world with gleaming, bright eyes
Feeling the pleasure of being tall
And seeing things beyond the swarm

An old lady, probably 94, walking her dog
Early in the morning, with a smile on her face
Wonder, how she still has a warm good morning
For the stranger walking by

The birds chirping every morning
Flying high and free in the sky
Giving us a feeling of being set free
To conquer the dreams we dare dream

A little girl, maybe 9 walking by
Watching an old lady, probably 94 with her dog,
Struggling to cross the traffic lights
Gently she holds her hand and walks her to a park nearby

A father feeling the bliss of having his little son on his shoulder
Jumping up and down with excitement
Probably helping him feel the pleasure
Of being responsible in every way for something so beautiful

A newly born child, sleeping peacefully
Against the warmth of the mother’s *****
Mother, gently holding the miracle she gave birth to not an hour ago
Sleeping with a smile and tranquility on her face

Stupid pillow fight with a sibling
Childish combat for the remote control
That non-stop laughter over silly things
Till tears roll down those beautiful eyes

Stories heard from a grandmother
Lots of love that she unconditionally showers
Grandfather who knew magic tricks
And surprised his grand children with chocolates from under his sleeve

How am I to describe the beautiful things I witness?
Maybe, as a miracle

I sure am lucky
To be living in a world full of angels
Surrounded by wonderful people
Witnessing a million miracles in my life!

~ Heeral Kothari.
844 · Apr 2010
New day!
Heeral Kothari Apr 2010
It's a new day, a new year
It's for sure a new decade
The sun still rising gracefully in the East
The stars still shining bright in the sky!

A part of me feels powerful and in control..
Looking forward to the challenges that lie ahead!
Though, a part of me simply wants to enjoy the moment,
Sitting in a beautiful park and let that morning sun fall on my face!

I want to sprint down the road
And feel my heart beating fast and blood rushing to my face..
And I want to walk down the same road
Talking and laughing with a close friend by my side!!

I wish to learn something new right now
Lots of lessons learnt in the year just gone!
But, I also wish to smile right now,
For, there are lots of beautiful memories of the year just gone..

It's a new day just as every other one
A new decade, again as the one just gone..
But my feelings are stronger
Making this one day just a little more special!

Special, for it feels like i'm again at the end of a road
So that, I can start off on a new path
And it indeed feels like I'm at the crossroads again
Trying to find a path to which I belong!

It's a new day, it's a new year..
And indeed it is a new decade..
A milestone to sit and reflect on the past
A present to decide the future path!

~ Heeral Kothari.
760 · Apr 2010
A young little girl!
Heeral Kothari Apr 2010
A young little girl
Enchanted by the colossal world
Running around free
Humming with the bees

She smelt the flowers
And intoxicated she felt
Thorns with the roses
A reality she knew!

She thought she knew it all
The right and the wrong
But how naïve was she
Because everything clearly isn’t that straight forward!

Earth was all she knew
Stars were far beyond her world
She looked at them fondly every night
But never did she imagine getting close to one.

If moon were a place where humans reached
Stars are not far away
All she needs is a little courage
To believe in every step she takes

Impossible is just a word
That has no meaning in this world
As long as your body, mind, heart and soul
Believes in the powers that lie within us all.

~ Heeral Kothari.

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