Stories unfold
Reveal feelings untold
Ice Yet to thaw
trapped in the past
She resists the flow.

The life wishes to flow with the breeze
soul desires a dance with the flowers.
confined  in the dungeon of her fate
she fails to recognize her bait.

He who rescued her many times
fate took his due, hiding his signs
unaware of his presence
ignorant about his intentions
She waited for those three words.

Words mean nothing
when the deeds show
Little did she understand
what feelings his heart unfold.

Love is not what you see
It is what keeps you calm
it is happiness in tears
Solace in his arms.

I've learned that happiness
cannot be found in the form of a little
purple capsule.
I've learned that Pisa will have to wait until next time.
I've learned that the third mushroom
held in my sweaty palm was not as
big a deal compared to the other two opening my mind.
I've learned that a part of me
died that night where we ****** in a
room with no furniture.
I've learned that life is work and that
the molotov cocktail of Dubrah and eay mac
that came spewing from me left an orange tang
upon the floor.
I've learned that pain is better than numbness
and that jabbing a sewing needle repeatedly in my arm
was an educated decision.
Most importantly I've learned that together we are better than alone.

i think if you cut me open i’d bleed letters, my heart beats similes and my breathing is a hyperbole. my elbows don’t quite fit anywhere, and i don’t know why that is important, but it is. i wear my heart on my sleeve almost too literally, but i always end up wearing the same outfit. that pitter-patter you keep hearing is probably just my mind running to the christmas morning that is the way your hand holds a coffee mug and how you squint your eyes when you’re really listening. if you snapped the strings of a violin, one by one, that is how i feel right now. i don’t know how not to be confused, and i also don’t know how to be comfortable. when everything should be at rest i’d rather run, and i’d prefer to snuggle up into chaos and uncertainty.

Im Waiting for you
I Have been
Ever since I lost you
There is nobody else
I want
Nobody comes close
I hope you feel
The same way

I know
My soul begs
For you

When I hear his name
My heart S    A    T    R  
                   H     T    E     S
  

                                          D
                   ­                    E
My stomach feels    T
                               S     W
                                   I      


This is excruciating.

I walk the world with thoughts of you
In every place I go
Your voice is on the winter wind
Your footprints in the snow
And every tool I try to use to scrape you from my mind
Cuts your name onto my tongue
And beats me till I'm blind
I layed my head upon your knees and breathed the air you breathed
I cut myself when you were cut to know just how you bleed
Now as I walk this empty earth with nothing but a face
To breathe me and to bleed me
Until I leave this place