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377 · Sep 2013
origin
heather Sep 2013
we're all made of
the stuff in stars
and whatever is on mars
inside of you
is the same as dinosaur bones
and those pretty little stones

your energy
is universal
375 · Oct 2013
six words
heather Oct 2013
usual, run of the mill individualist.
371 · Oct 2013
six more words
heather Oct 2013
petty people slaughtering for plastic crowns
361 · Sep 2013
block
heather Sep 2013
this blank screen has been staring
at me for a while now
trying to coax out something
worth writing
but i simply have
nothing to say
at the moment

we both know
that is a lie
i'm just trying
to hide the fact
that my mind
is as empty
as the white that is
burning my eyeballs.
357 · Oct 2013
untitled
heather Oct 2013
all the tiny wires
in my wrist
unsure which
to cut
to disarm
the bomb.
353 · Sep 2013
september
heather Sep 2013
nervous nights
anxious days
when the devil
takes to his
knees and
silently prays
349 · Aug 2013
untitled
heather Aug 2013
While I'm sleeping, my shadow dances.
She creeps out from under me, cautiously at first, careful not to wake me.
Only when she is confident in her freedom does she begin to waltz over the flowers of my old wallpaper.
Hauntingly, she sings the songs that I have never been able to find the words for,
she sings of the things that I have been afraid to say.
In what I lack, she gains.
The manifestation of my doubts and fears, she is able to make them into something beautiful,
something fleeting but tangible.
Nothing less than graceful, she carelessly glides around the room,
flawlessly leaping and twirling.
Sympathetic of the flesh that weighs me down,
but also envious of my existence.
For she is just my shadow,
and if I'm lucky, I can catch her out of the corner of my eye,
slipping back into her rightful place,
forever condemned to be just that--
a shadow.
325 · Sep 2016
Untitled
heather Sep 2016
"Write about the things you won't tell me"

Mommy hid her ***** in the china cabinet in the dining room
She liked her naps on the linoleum floor by the dishwasher and
She taught me that wine tastes best from a box
We danced in the kitchen before daddy came home
I stepped on her toes and I could see her double chin and yellow teeth
I was graceful and she was beautiful and the Dixie Chicks were sincere
The dog barked, the time marked
I didn't know any better

Daddy turned the music down
And mommy got her face stuck on the end of her cigarette

....
Work in progress
325 · Sep 2013
untitled
heather Sep 2013
i don't think i'll ever be normal
i can't erase the things i know
and i know too much
that is my own personal burden
the fact that i can't be comfortable
in ignorance any longer
that ship has sailed
304 · Oct 2013
untitled
heather Oct 2013
i could
write a book
on the things
i feel about you
or make a song
out of the way you
pull and pluck
at my heart strings
303 · Oct 2013
untitled
heather Oct 2013
i ran out of distractions
now melancholy fills
the room.
299 · Oct 2013
untitled
heather Oct 2013
sometimes the fortress around one's heart
isn't there to keep someone out
but rather,
it's there to keep something in.

something so great,
that if let loose,
it will eat you alive.
289 · Jul 2016
July
heather Jul 2016
My friend, she drives down the road
She says the leaves droop down when
The rain is coming
She says the trees are far too still,
It'll be a nasty one

Myself, I listen to her
I think about you, the almighty
Storm
I think about me, pulling myself in,
Keeping my back to you
Shaped like the leaf

Your breath blows on the back of my neck while we sleep
And the knot in my gut is still
281 · Oct 2013
untitled
heather Oct 2013
my insides
are too
acidic to
host a
fragile thing
like love.
277 · Nov 2016
Untitled
heather Nov 2016
Body begins blank
You press me to fill it with words
"Did you write in your journal today, Heather? Stop making excuses."
I like to write about you
How you make me feel like I have a belly full of honey and potential and nostalgia
And how that weighs on the lightness that
I have been a ******* warrior to attain
Your hand on my thigh holds me together
like the sky holds you against the surface of the ocean when you lie still
And later on, when you kiss all the places your hands wander, it's hard to not love you
"What's your biggest fear? Write about that."
268 · Sep 2013
untitled
heather Sep 2013
this is
the twentieth
time i
get to
see the
heat of
summer
dissolve
into the
coolness
of autumn.

and i
can't help
but feel
very lucky.
263 · Sep 2013
untitled
heather Sep 2013
when i'm
six feet under,
will you think
of me then?
258 · Mar 2018
dry martini
heather Mar 2018
your mouth tastes like all the sweet words
you did not mean
rotting between your teeth
gin on your breath
exhale
i take a shot
every stroke of you inside of me
is proof
i love the pain
227 · Jan 2018
7.17.17
heather Jan 2018
Her black tongue between cracked lips
Slack-jawed by what is behind her eyelids
Malignant
A handful of shallow breaths every 60 seconds
Blood pressure plummets
Heart rate rises
Under water
She gurgles
Chokes
A cough

"It's just a cough, Heather. I’m okay.”
122 · Apr 2020
B sides
heather Apr 2020
“The electron cloud model says that we cannot know exactly where an electron is at any given time, but the electrons are more likely to be in specific areas.”

He drives too fast
Trees blur like a fake Monet
Feet planted on the dash
Someone soaked my tongue in *****
Lined my mouth in velvet
And put me in a box playing Elton John
Moving too slow

Eyes shut, I dream of a linoleum floor
A black front door with a gold knocker
A friend, a dog, a tomato garden, a swing
A crystal placed in a window, creating color
A smell of lavender and thyme and sun
A mom and a dad and a home
Places I couldn’t wait to leave

Cold wood floor in the morning
A stark white door with a peephole
A lawyer, a moving truck, a wheeze, a fear
A stack of boxes, collecting dust
A trip to a hospital and a wedding and a job
A disease and a stepmom and a

He drives too fast

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