Wrote a few poems and I did not like them.
I sit here pouting because life sure enough ***** sometimes.
I sit here curled up in this big old chair not knowing
what I'm doing but think I'm writing poems.

every day is my birthday
i have bad days on my birthday
***** to be most days cause I hate my life
writing this poem to make me
feel better about things
every day is my birthday
i hate my birthday
cause it *****

waiting for you Daren G to call me
thought id found my true love in you.
i was wrong thinking that bull cause
you dumped me and i is so sad bout that
and caint sleep and i is tired of waiting
for you to call and it is early in the morning
so now i go to bed got to get up and find a job
thanks for dumping after i switched myself
to be what you said you wanted

I write and write but nothing helps me get over Daren G.
he ***** and life ***** sometimes after my *** change
see been watching and getting better at this poet stuff
Daren G you made me hate you and myself life *****

might not be bright like some on site
but know why yall want to follow me.
aint stupid but now smart at some stuff
like writing poems and spelling words
but most ain't good at either like me
big differents is i know i aint good at it
but trying to be and not dumb and
know yall don't follow me or like my
poems that are not good because you
wont me to like poems that **** from
yall on here who love people liking
what you write that mainly ***** anyways.

You broke my heart saying you were gay
you stole the best years of my life and
i had a freaking *** change like you wanted
feel messed up in the head cause you asked
me to do something i did not want to do
i became a lady like you wanted. still ******
cause i got thoughts like i don't like me no
more cause of that *** change and losing my
job and all that kinda stuff. still **** at this
poem writing but getting better i think.
My name was Mathew and not i is just
mims cause of you asking me to have a
*** change then dumping me for a woman.

wondering but you wrote but will not open it
still wonder if it was about my *** change
no more looking for work today i is tired
and hungry but not much in fridgadaire
guess i go hungry and not wanting to
share a can of tuna with the c- a- t
so that is that done with poem

don't care if you think my poems ****
don't care if you read them because
you think they might not be good enough
for nobody but me to read. I am learning
and trying to write good poems and
i think some of the ones **** but i
learned i might be wrong in saying
poems **** other than mine.

Felt like quitting writing poems then nice lady
posted words at me that kicked me in my tail
and made me stop being sad. She messaged
me that I should use more punctuation and
look things up when I see that red line under words
I don't know how to spell good she said capitalize
my I and first word of sentence thank her for that
and makes sense. I will be good at writing before
to long she said but I can't get sad cause somebody said
things I don't like about my writing and I gotta practice hard.

First day new job went better than I hoped.
Worked as domestic for a few years guessing
I would always be one but nice lady said
life skills meant I qualified for better pay
and higher up jobs so I applied and got it.
Thanking nice lady again for help in making
me know I was born to do something better
in life than I was doing and no more crying
over spilled milk man like Daren G.

First day new job went better than I hoped.
Worked as domestic for a few years guessing
I would always be one but nice lady said
life skills meant I qualified for better pay
and higher up jobs so I applied and got it.
Thanking nice lady again for help in making
me know I was born to do something better
in life than I was doing and no more crying
over spilled milk man like Daren G.

It was not so good
with me and him the first time.
he made me feel like he cared
but said you aint what I need
scared not finding another lover
who cares about me
that is why i is a holler back girl.
nobody wants to marry a used
up one like me no more
i write when i am and not is
learned that is correct way to say it.
reading and liking virginity poems
tonight just gave one of the little
hearts to one i read like it
was about me and my mean ex
I think I hate Daren G.

flowers smell but stink too
butterflies land on them
also they don't get too big.
I like to pull them out of
the ground and that's it.

i can be a holler back girl
i can be a holler back girl
holler back girls can be nice to be with
holler back girls make life good
holler back holler back holler back girl
is a holler back girl now that Darin G dumped me

Spent my hard earned money buying stuff I seen on commercials
with two singers claiming all they use was the stuff I bought to fix faces.
Both them women got to be telling fibs if they said a little bit of
skin fixer works good did not work and used full bottle and nothing.
I googled them womens pictures and seen how they faces look bad
and messed up and both got blotchy skin and look real tired in pictures.
Seen all them commercials with them woman I am talking about
saying all they used was that stuff but saying did not work on me.
I would be fibbing if I posted I thought those women are pretty
in google search pictures of them without tons of makeup I see on their faces.
No make up do make them look like not so good as women called plain Jane.
Simple telling when women ain't plenty made up or they not wearing skin fixer
when they got them dark circles and darker spots like some pictures I seen when I google.
We got a few women looking very pretty cause they got that natural beauty.
I not grandma old but I got crows feet and cracking lines on my face.
I been trying making up my face with gobs of crap and went to expert at store
where rich folks shop and I know I did not look good like she lied to me
telling me I looked good but that mirror in that store showed me truth.
No more making up this face cause I was born to be what I am not pretty.

I is net sitter queen of net
I sit on net and no I am best
I is net sitter practice poem writing
net sitter is me who post and posts
I need to find better way
much better way than net sitting
posting and posting just to post
write poems
write poem
write poems
write poems
is what they say to help me with
bad time and losing job after *** change
now I mess up
now I messed up
poem writing helping me
see what I know
see what I do
write nice poem all the time
is what i need to do.
end of this one.

i check activity of folks to see stuff
like when they join and see they new like me
i stopped writing as my other self cause i
thought writing letters would give me a high
count in views then knew letters were dumb
i love craigslist and i post and post and post
as my other self but like this site cause no one
argues with me bout my ideas and my ideas
are stupid but i know that but post any ways

Called the place a few minutes ago and ran my face under cold water.  
I knew didn't dream up getting my new start job and don't matter
about my *** change and didn't mention nothing about it.
Think Daren G was infatuation or something cause I stopped
crying already over him read poems on real love and not how
I feel about him think it was *** that got my body raging
thinking I could not live with out him being in my life.

onions in my eyes make me cry
but my eyes hurt real bad like
so i keep on crying til the pain
stop. Sometimes it don't stop
at tall and so i keep crying
yall onions in my eyes make
me cry real bad cause it hurt.

love eating pickles
love putting pickles in my shoes
love the pickles on my toes
love that stinky pickle smell
love eating pickles

picnics have ants
ants bite and hurt
picnics have food
and i don't get none
when the ants steal it

cat bat dat hat sat there
cow ow bow low mower
cook book nook rookie
mom tom bom dom cd rom

all day long i get nagged that I ******* up
all day long I get to hear the nag say you ******* up
all night long I get to hear nag say you loser.
all day long it ***** to hear I **** in the morning.

thangs that are dumb and show offish
is posting how many views i got and
i got a lot for only being a noob to site.
aint jealous but hate when a lady
used to yack yack about how many
shoes bought when i had a job.
do not miss that woman cause
she was like over eating candy
that makes you sick also

Not much schooling is why i write the way i do
an what i write is stuff on my mind.
what is on my mind is all the stuff i regret
all the stuff that has been eating at me
and chewing up my time and i am not happy
about lots of stuff like his dumping me but
found new job thanks to nice lady i used to
call names like colored on craigslist. she
replied number two message i sent
with admit of what i done wrong to her
and she forgave me but still did not get
him back. Talked to police saying i was
friend of a friend and made mention of
all done and he said tell your friend
she could get a lot of jail time for
doing what i done for net crime if some
body wanted to press charges swear i did
not know it was  crime but nice lady promise
she would not have me put in jail if i promise
never do it again. not gonna be like Paula D
no more talking bout black men being
slave like and on plantation and wont say what
my family said like them folks need to go back to
afrcas or coloreds dont have feelings they just like
animals know that is not what people should
be saying bout no one now. changed my mind
seeing  blacks aint stupid from the lady who nice
and told me some place to go to get a new job she
said not to say her name no more in my poems
sorry for that so i removed poem. changed my name
here to new
one.

Trick or treat is nice to do on Halloween
I call trick or treat night fun and good times
for me and my kiddies who like doing it
since i lost my job I got nothing much
to do sceptin sit on net posting what
i think and what I don't like and do like.
I am always a fan of trick or treat and that nonsense
liking that.

Was a ****** until
Darin G stole it.
Was happy by myself
until he broke my heart.
I want back my virginity
Darin G you cad monster.

trying to write good stuff but some body on here wrote some thing
hurt my feelings bad. in letter i read from another poet on hellopoety
been doing big net search cause the letter said what we all writing is
bad poem writing, letter said most folks **** at writing and had a
uppity way of telling us they leaving cause we don't write good
been doing net search cause i wanted to know what peotry wrtiing
was and what i write is poems and got some likes on some of them
and one trender. found short meaning of poem when i googeld just
now. A poem is expression of feelings and ideas well my words are
poems that i write on hello poetry site like every body on this site doing.
now i think i don't know if i want to write no more poems on here.

One person made me think I could be good at poem writing stuff.
Now person taking time off and I don't feel like writing poems.
Person gave me hope that I can be good at something other than not liking me.
I will be tending to my life and new start job and hope person come back.
All I got to say feeling like all the air got let out of a balloon I got at a party.