The way you clinch your grim forelock
Seems flowing by,like podre* of chalk
A minute i have,just sixty seconds
And if that flew,i would have no amends
Sometime they pass just looking for you
But i enjoy that,and yes that’s true
Sometimes i spend them on your smile
Which makes me happy,atleast for a while,
And then sometimes its just your voice
Which dumbstrucks me and leaves no choice,
To stop thy time,is what i think
Just 60 seconds,until i blink
When i see your face,all sorrow flows by
And i feel i can touch the sky
60 seconds is what i had,
To finish my story, which makes me mad
Because you are scenery,without a frame
To flow outbound and increase thy fame..

Its not so easy to define what i want,
Trying to explain the feelings ,which i can't
Its beauty of your's which is mesmerizing me,
Caught in its snare,i am not able to free
Those lovely black eyes keep interacting with me,
And i keep drowning,in their lovely pleasing sea
Admiring is something,which i found substantial
To pithy your beauty and your convivial
Its not yet over,as you have something more
Which is most unique,from what i explored
Like the scintillating rainbow,it is your smile
Which i found loquacious,and fragile
And when you collaborate your eyes with smile
The world around me pauses for while,
There's lot more to say,but the language restricts me
As "English" does not have alphabets beyond infinity..!!!

Whenever I see a dream of love
She is the only one I am able to see
The girl in white

Description of her beauty
I can do for an eon
Each and every curve, I remember

Her eyes have the depth to keep me stalking
And are similar to the moon
With a perfect black dot

And when tears fall,from thy lovely eyes
They are like a leaf petal
Pouring dewdrops down

Her face has the charm
To outshine the stars
It dwells such a grace

Rainbow inverted,would not look so beautiful
As is her smile
The perfect curves on cheeks it makes

Glimpse of luck,she is for me
An angel with no feathers
But with so much love

She is the girl in white,she will always be
As she extracted away
The desolation within me

She is the only dream,which I want to come true
And if it does not,I will never wake up
Just to be with her

Forever...

O Gravity
Why you always pull me down?
When I climb the stairs
To reach the top

I want to take a flee
And touch the sky
For that I take a jump
And bash my head

It was you yet again
Who took me down
I hate you for that,your superiority
O yes I do,for you dominate me

O Gravity,why are you so harsh?

On the mattress of happiness,i was walking by,
When i took the risk,of thy will to fly
It was not done,and i gave up
But then i met you two,who held me up
The fun with you two,is soaring everyday
And the happy days have came to me for a say,
That maybe its a start,but its rigid and strong
Which is itself a proof,that we will stay for long..!!!

Sad i am,Yes i am
Upholding some sorrow of mine
But an irony,carries along
Which follow me,like the beats of a song
Toxic i am, to the to the soul of mine
Searching for ,some peace and divine
Still i try,to be juvenile
Not always,but atleast for a while
I love thy desolation, and thy thrill
Only for the obligations,and my will..

I am thorough,yes i am a pain
For the people who love, to stay in chains
I have no rules,i follow none
Just nudge them all,and get it done
I never follow,i never will
Even if you bring,my world to still
The thoughts engraved,are too dark
Believe it or notbut,they have thy spark
To make you trail,long behind me
As i will always be,independent and free...

I want to tell a story
But its not interesting
Still I have to
As many hopes are resting

For us to understand
The pain they feel
Children they are
Not commodities, for deal

At the age of playing
They are sent to the mill
And are forced to work
Against their will

Not able to move
They are tired to the dead
Still they work
Fatigue tiring them to shreds


Do you not feel
Listening to all this
That instead of pain
They deserve thy bliss

So lets wake up
And take a vow
To find a way out
Which could help somehow

To end thy crime
And help them out
As they are the seeds of future
Which are yet to sprout...

I
The day I was born,no one was happy
My mother was bereft and father,annoyed

With this gloomy ambiance,I met the world
And decided to live by,considering it a moment

II
When I became a teen,I wanted to explore
But was chained  to stay ,as I was a girl

III
Leaving behind the childhood,I went to be an adult
And free to do anything,I felt so relieved

My inherent jumped, from being reserved to gabby
But soon was crushed,with sarcasm and reality

Molested sometimes,Sometimes was beaten
And sometimes was thrown, after using for pleasure

IV
Crossing the adult phase,I became a women
Learned to compromise,and **** all wishes

Caressing my children and taking care of the family
My life became limited,and bound to limits

V
Then the "Should be" phase came ,which changed my life
And I learned to adhere and fight for my rights

I am not weak,none of the women are
I spread thy word to motivate all

Don't be scared of the vicissitudes of life
Just calm yourself and face thy foe

We will surely win and grab our rights
As the end of tunnel is always with light...

I am not a clown
Yes i am not a clown
Neither the attraction of a group,
Yes I am not
Its just me,and i can't change
Can't make you smile everytime
Which is the most i want
But i know i can't
It is so killing,to stay in desolation
But nothing could be done,
And nothing could be changed,
Yes it can't
It's just so frustating,galloping down the truth
It pokes me everytime,as it hurts the core
Demolishing the intensity of hope
Yes it does
Only thing i want,is to keep you happy
But i am no dexter,Its just so lame
Feeling the shame,refraining my name
Yes it is,
I can't be a clown,but yes i want to,
Just to see you smile,there's no other reason
And there will never be
Yes it won't
I will try my best,and will never let you go
And will make you smile,
Atleast for a while
Yes i will..!!!

The desolation of dark
Has caught me in its snare
Making me just inert
Who has nothing left to care

Now walking on the streets
I keep following my shadow
Thinking about the sham grounds
which have made me so shallow

Ample amount of love
Is exactly what I am lacking
And no one by my side
To convince me "Yes I am backing"

Solitary in my misfortune
I am seeking for some tending
But got just hebetude
Which made me more offending

Now that I have no felicity and
Nothing left to lend
I am penning down the sorrows
And waiting for the end

Standing by the window and smelling the petrichor
I feel the cool wind passing by the door
Thoughts of solitude are piercing through my skull
Making me feel lame ,and my life dull
Sustaining this dilemma has made me paranoid
No matter how I try,I just can’t fill the void
Akin to my tears,dewdrops are pouring down
Defining how the situations have made me just a clown
To escape from the desolation and thy fears to fail
Now I pray the almighty to take away my ails...

Here is your handyman, to fix your heart
And each and every feeling ,which is broken apart
Caused by desolation ,and intense amount of pain
Now I'll help you stop,thy tears of rain

You don't need to tell, how broken you are
I can feel your pain,without seeing thy scar
Just free away  your soul, and let it have a  say
The pain it dwelled inside,for someone to hay

Now I am here for you,to free you from the ails
To give you all my love,and extract your gloomy wails
So come cuddle with me,inside the blanket of safeness
So that I can kiss your forehead ,and take away thy stress...