I am thorough,yes i am a pain
For the people who love, to stay in chains
I have no rules,i follow none
Just nudge them all,and get it done
I never follow,i never will
Even if you bring,my world to still
The thoughts engraved,are too dark
Believe it or notbut,they have thy spark
To make you trail,long behind me
As i will always be,independent and free...

The way you clinch your grim forelock
Seems flowing by,like podre* of chalk
A minute i have,just sixty seconds
And if that flew,i would have no amends
Sometime they pass just looking for you
But i enjoy that,and yes that’s true
Sometimes i spend them on your smile
Which makes me happy,atleast for a while,
And then sometimes its just your voice
Which dumbstrucks me and leaves no choice,
To stop thy time,is what i think
Just 60 seconds,until i blink
When i see your face,all sorrow flows by
And i feel i can touch the sky
60 seconds is what i had,
To finish my story, which makes me mad
Because you are scenery,without a frame
To flow outbound and increase thy fame..

Sad i am,Yes i am
Upholding some sorrow of mine
But an irony,carries along
Which follow me,like the beats of a song
Toxic i am, to the to the soul of mine
Searching for ,some peace and divine
Still i try,to be juvenile
Not always,but atleast for a while
I love thy desolation, and thy thrill
Only for the obligations,and my will..

On the mattress of happiness,i was walking by,
When i took the risk,of thy will to fly
It was not done,and i gave up
But then i met you two,who held me up
The fun with you two,is soaring everyday
And the happy days have came to me for a say,
That maybe its a start,but its rigid and strong
Which is itself a proof,that we will stay for long..!!!

Its not so easy to define what i want,
Trying to explain the feelings ,which i can't
Its beauty of your's which is mesmerizing me,
Caught in its snare,i am not able to free
Those lovely black eyes keep interacting with me,
And i keep drowning,in their lovely pleasing sea
Admiring is something,which i found substantial
To pithy your beauty and your convivial
Its not yet over,as you have something more
Which is most unique,from what i explored
Like the scintillating rainbow,it is your smile
Which i found loquacious,and fragile
And when you collaborate your eyes with smile
The world around me pauses for while,
There's lot more to say,but the language restricts me
As "English" does not have alphabets beyond infinity..!!!

I am not a clown
Yes i am not a clown
Neither the attraction of a group,
Yes I am not
Its just me,and i can't change
Can't make you smile everytime
Which is the most i want
But i know i can't
It is so killing,to stay in desolation
But nothing could be done,
And nothing could be changed,
Yes it can't
It's just so frustating,galloping down the truth
It pokes me everytime,as it hurts the core
Demolishing the intensity of hope
Yes it does
Only thing i want,is to keep you happy
But i am no dexter,Its just so lame
Feeling the shame,refraining my name
Yes it is,
I can't be a clown,but yes i want to,
Just to see you smile,there's no other reason
And there will never be
Yes it won't
I will try my best,and will never let you go
And will make you smile,
Atleast for a while
Yes i will..!!!