Sometimes I ever wonder

If someone stops in their tracks and says

She's beautiful

Have you ever wondered that too?

Am I the only one

Who wants to be loved

Inside and out?

I wonder if people ever think

She is extraordinary

Because I can tell you

I really am *not

The problems back
..It's me..
You don't understand
You never have

I'm not the bad guy
I'm just a kid
I'm learning how to live
You aren't concerned about that

You just wait ..
Feeding me false hope..
Until you find a flaw
Then those kind words
..vanish..

Now you scream
Now you yell
..please..
I'm just a kid

I'm imperfect like everyone else
Don't break my trust
..oh wait
..you already have..

I'm like a rodent
You're test rat, project "x"

I just want to be your daughter
I want advice on life
I want help being a teen
I need your support

But I have to remember
Not to listen the false hope
You'll take it back tomorrow

Like it was fog in the air
It'll always disappear
Can I please just leave

If only these walls could talk
They'd tell the tale
Of you and I

On the outside it looks beautiful
White trim, big porch
Oh but darling on the inside
These walls are stained with red secrets
It's unbearable to look at
Secrets,words,& lies
All lie inside this house
Beautiful..but broken
..Not beautifully broken..
..just broken..

And now I stain my pillow
With the tears of my pain
..Because you've attacked again..

Without you, I'd be nothing

You're the color to my sky

•You brighten my day•

You're the honey to my tea

•You're my honey bee•

You're the step in my stride

•You show me the way•

I think you broke my heart
In a million pieces all over again
It was my fault you say
But truly it wasn't
It just didn't work
You went out with my BEST friend
It really is a tragic love affair
You make me so mad& sad
Why do you do this?

At this moment in time
It feels like things are going right
I feel human again
I feel like I have a say

Would you like to know why?
..Because of you..
You have turned my life around
I know I can count on you

You finally understand
You're finally on my side
I don't feel singled out
Anymore

**..Thanks Mom..

"And in that moment we were infinite"

That boy..
He gives me so much joy

He makes me smile
That could go on for miles

Everything about him is perfect
I am so sure of it

He's not just my boyfriend
He's my **best friend

I added another to the list
A complication
I really need to use my head
Instead of my heart

Girl you are in a tight spot
It's a tough decision
Should I stay
Or should I go?

Tell me what to do
So I don't mess up
And ruin things
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•Please, tell me what to do•

You make me feel special
You say
"Good morning beautiful"
Isn't that how we should all start the day

I ask myself
Is it going to work
Or will it be another for the shelf?

Will it really last forever?
We are two different people

•But we fit perfectly together•

When someone doesn't talk about you,

you're ordinary.

But when they take the time,

out of their day to talk about you,

•you're extraordinary•