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HannahMaria Mar 2014
Well darling it's been 10 months now
That's a long time
...wow....

It doesn't seem that long to others
But to me it's the world
I won't even bother

They see it differently ***
It doesn't mean anything to them
They don't realize you're the one

Once just a guy, now my best friend
It only took 2 years
I really don't want it to end

You are my world
HannahMaria Dec 2013
The problems back
..It's me..
You don't understand
You never have

I'm not the bad guy
I'm just a kid
I'm learning how to live
You aren't concerned about that

You just wait ..
Feeding me false hope..
Until you find a flaw
Then those kind words
..vanish..

Now you scream
Now you yell
..please..
I'm just a kid

I'm imperfect like everyone else
Don't break my trust
..oh wait
..you already have..

I'm like a rodent
You're test rat, project "x"

I just want to be your daughter
I want advice on life
I want help being a teen
I need your support

But I have to remember
Not to listen the false hope
You'll take it back tomorrow

Like it was fog in the air
It'll always disappear
Can I please just leave

If only these walls could talk
They'd tell the tale
Of you and I

On the outside it looks beautiful
White trim, big porch
Oh but darling on the inside
These walls are stained with red secrets
It's unbearable to look at
Secrets,words,& lies
All lie inside this house
Beautiful..but broken
..Not beautifully broken..
..just broken..

And now I stain my pillow
With the tears of my pain
..Because you've attacked again..
HannahMaria Nov 2013
"And in that moment we were infinite"

That boy..
He gives me so much joy

He makes me smile
That could go on for miles

Everything about him is perfect
I am so sure of it

He's not just my boyfriend
He's my **best friend
I guess I am  whipped.
HannahMaria Nov 2013
Up all night
Nothing on my mind
Tomorrow isn't looking to bright
My lack of sleep is so far behind

I sit here
For hours on end
Sometimes I'll shed a tear
For the life I can't mend
HannahMaria Nov 2013
Another day of endurance
The taunting names
The rude games
Makes me want to bury my face in my hands

These kids and there cruel words
Don't realize how it hurts
Leave me with the burden
I blow out a deep breath and exert it all

One more time I think
I can handle it
But that can change in a brink
The next time you just get hit again

But then I think to myself
I'm better then they are
I don't place myself on the high shelf
I know what's true in my heart
It doesn't really make sense, I tried to rhyme and still keep the story line. Oh well I finally finished!!
HannahMaria Nov 2013
Without you, I'd be nothing

You're the color to my sky

•You brighten my day•

You're the honey to my tea

•You're my honey bee•

You're the step in my stride

•You show me the way•
HannahMaria Oct 2013
I think about it all
Where is this going I ask?
Will it last much longer?

I can't possibly see it in you
I can't possibly see it in me

Yet again, I see it lasting forever
Because we aren't serious
I hope we don't become

I can possibly see it in you
I can possibly see it in me
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