I hear it, in the dark, when I'm alone
It calls out to me, with it's silky voice
It speaks my name and I don't know why
That dark, beautiful, inky existance.
Sometimes, I want to follow it, when it beckons in the night
I don't, what holds me back? Is it light, no, light has left me
Then fear? Yes! Yes, it must be fear!
But it shouldn't call me in the first place!
It has no reason to want my flesh!
My blood hasn't thickend like that of others
It isn't touched by bitterness
It shouldn't yearn to drink my blood!
Yet it does, I feel the yern, it lends the yern to me

My mind is spinning, spinning spinning
I'm sure the winds are screaming by, but I don't hear a sound
Spinning, Spinning, Spinning,
Lost in the euphoria of dizzy ignorance you've created just for me
Spinning, Spinning, Spinning,
So sick of being dizzy, it clouds my mind so
Spinning, Spinning, Spinning
Make it go away
Spinning, Spinning
Leave me alone
Spinning
Down I fall...
Alone

I have a demon
He follows me everywhere
I have a demon
He consumes me with emptiness and he doesn't even care
I have a demon
Do you know what the worst part is?
My demon loved me, not so very long ago
and I think I still love him

Life is sweet, Life is foul
Life can make us cry
Life can make us laugh
We live for the sweet
We live through the foul
The foul Streangthens us
The sweet makes it worth while

I shouldn't feel this way
I told you that we we through
You don't feel it, then nor should I
But when my mind isn't preoccupied
I find I cry from missing you.