The difference between you and I is,
you grab a drink to surround yourself
with madness and I,
a soulful person.

Everlasting madness,
distinctive chaos,
yet I still crave you more.

Somewhere in me,
You still exist.

Looking at you
was like gazing at stars, serene and heartwarming.

Your existence crippled me,
dripped me with all the love
I will ever need.

Distancing myself from you
is like crucifying my heart
again and again.

Dark was my life
with clouds deterring
the stars until you
shone as the moon.

My heart screams,
what my tongue fails to tell.

Want to descent
in a cold night
right by your side
to get the warmth of your
blazing bright soul.

Even demons are tamed by your angelic presence.

In the midst of the chaos your overwhelming power gave me such hope, dragged me out of this loop hole of never ending madness.  

Hamza Ali