Stuck, the same situation always the same,
life, in the form of a game,
my love is strong but it's considered wrong,
it doesn't matter how I feel,
because once again,

I'm just the third wheel,

I know how it ends,
we'll just be friends,
you get the girl,
while I twirl,
around in circles my head spins,
                I can never win,

love isn't a game to me,
it's more than that,
I'll put up a fight but I won't go against what I feel is
                                                              ­                                                right,
I stand my ground and never frown,
but deep inside I'm screaming out a never ending shout,

DON'T LIKE HER, LIKE ME!
We'll be as happy as can be,

no one hears my hidden fears,
I'll end up alone,
when you called why did I pick up the phone,
I would have been fine,
I could walk a straight line,
you stole my heart give it back,
        it's mine,
I go on living,
pieces of my heart I'm giving,
no one in the world cares,
they take, take, take,
why does the little girl stare,

she sees right through my to the emptiness inside,
I'm afraid to love that's why I hide,
everyone's the same in this game,
if I can't trust you what will I do,
stand still,
don't turn around,
catch me before I hit the ground,
in your arms you sweep me up,
we kiss,
I miss,
it's just a dream,
I wake up and scream,
there you are, right in front of me,
when you walk my way and smile I feel free,
but wait......

I see her, she's here too,
she holds your hand,
this is what I can't stand,
don't say you love me if you don't,
you think I'll hate you but I won't,
just remember,
we'll be friends,
until the end,
that's all I ever am.

I love the days where I can stand on my own two feet,
my head is held high as I walk down the long, self-judging street,
making every wrong move,
not caring what one thinks,
I do this for me,
because the outside is all you see.

Blue eyes you are the one,
the hurt, the pain, the sadness,
it's what I feel inside,
everytime I watch you walk out the door,
I find myself on the floor,
tears flood my cheeks I can't take this anymore,
rug burn on my knees,
eyes swollen red,
it burns,
someone help me please,
I hold on tight,
let it all out,
thinking of you,
gone,
I cry all night,
The empty pit inside of me,
it defines who I am,
It tells me who to be,
with it I'm not free,
If you leave me here,
don't come back,
hope is what I lack,
I'd try,
but cry,
don't lie,
love me now or let me die,
******* hole on my heart,
when I saw you what was I suppose to do,
pass up the greatest thing that could ever happen to me,
just to be free,
to give up the pain,
what would I gain,
loving you opened my eyes,
in my cereal box you were suprise,
changing my life inside and out,
we danced on the roof,
screamed and shout,
movie nights,
sweatshirt hugs,
sumo fights,
smooshing bugs,
you were my one and only,
best friends,
together,
never lonely,
too bad it's all over with and done,
boring memories,
you left none,
if I wait for you,
will you stay true,
my heart broke not once,
many times,
shattered into pieces the size of dimes,
I love you it's true,
come back to me soon,
I'll be waiting here,
having no fear,
because you're it,
your profile fit,
searchng for love,
I'm done,
blue eyes you are the one.

What happened to best friends forever?
YOU chose to leave, I would never,
YOU gave me false hope of friendship,
YOU ripped out my heart,
I expected that from a boy but not from YOU,
Look at YOU,
YOU'RE a comedian, the highlight in people's lives,
YOU'VE got us laughing alright,
standing in YOUR boat sinking,
YOU'RE a joke is all we're thinking,
trying to show off up to YOUR last breath,
we don't care, not anymore,
YOU'RE the fake smile
grinning through the overly dramatic white teeth,
eyes fixed on no imparticular point,
YOU have no dreams, no ambitions,
YOUR life is a waste, a path less taken, behind YOU,
YOU leave a trail of pain, hurting everyone you come into contact with,
to YOU, everyone is wrong but YOU'RE always right,
we're laughing,
laughing at YOU
not with YOU
as YOU end YOUR life!

Really good friends,
or maybe something more,
it's hard to tell if you're walking through the door,
somedays I like you, yes it's true,
somedays I need you to pick me up when I'm feeling blue,
but other days it's different,
I push away from you.

Really good friends
or maybe something more,
it's my turn to walk through the wide open door,
one step forward is two steps back,
at the other end there's something that I lack,
the butterflies deep inside,
when I hold your hand they fly away to hide,
there's no magic,
it's just an old movie playing over and over and the ending is tragic,
help me to see,
together what we could be,
I love you,
I hate you,
let the butterflies fly free.

Really good friends,
or maybe something more,
I'm scared it's true,
of what our love could do,
do I say yes or no?
pay the ticket for the show?
there's no refund this time,
do I let you go?
I'm confused,
I feel used,
and I'm not amused,
If I say yes, I'd love you less,
but if I say no, you'd hate me so.

Really good friends,
or maybe something more,
no matter what I do I can't win,
I don't love you,
You're perfect for me,
in almost every way,
but if it was meant to be,
it wouldn't be so hard to choose what to say.

Really good friends,
or maybe something more,
everyday I give you false hope,
when I step through the door,
so here's the truth,
I'll say it one time,
we're just really good friends,
that both want something more,
but know in our hearts,
if we gave in,
our love would be,
        no more.