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 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
Call me
a name
more beautiful
than I.

It hurts
to think
you might already be
drifted.

People escape
just as
fish swim-

I'm not alright with this.
 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
I've been dreaming a lot lately
Quite literally
And my dreams tell me stories
That I'm trying to decipher

I dreamt that I had brain cancer
That I'd be dead in a year
And I didn't tell my mother
Nor a thought to my father
Not even my closest friend

All I wanted was a caramel sundae
From Dairy Queen
That's all I wanted
Because why not?
I was to die anyway

So I guess I found out that I should eat that caramel sundae every time I get the chance, because someday I won't be here to eat it.
 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
I long to smell someone's skin.
To brush my feet against their's
To nuzzle in their hair
And to love them whole-heartedly.

I long to caress someone's neck.
To absorb them through my pores
To have them barely quench my thirst
And to love them whole-heartedly.

But I crave what I know
I don't have
and so
I'll just long until someone
loves me whole-heartedly.
 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
The light hits your hand
And my mouth hits the floor
It's the way you touch my neck
And your eyes that tell me "more"

This is divine
sublime
it's a crime
I'd suppose
To feel so earthed
And so high-
Slipping down the *****
of the bridge of your nose

Those naked
sacred
puppy dog eyes
Strawberry rhubarb pies
and warm wool

I don't know how you do it
if only I knew it
I feel like you know me so well
 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
Summer means smoking
in your car
with Paul
A couple guys and I
A couple guys, that's all.

In the studio
we sat
while I helped you with tap
and you needed the help
but repayed me back
so heavily you did
with your words
and your wis-
dom
high wisdom at that

Oh Devin,
I miss you-
How's Montreal?
I bet you're doing great
I hear it's beautiful in the fall

Kings of Leon
Gogol Bordello
and a little bit of Fun.
This music is your voice
a slight breeze and summer sun

Sometimes I take a listen
and reminisce
Eating ice cream on the Quay
a stoner's bliss

You always said I was special
"Not so sixteen"
Had a mind that had aged
like good cheddar cheese


God,
I hope you were right, Devin.
Cause I always fall too deep.
You know I felt like dying.
I long for eternal sleep.
I think of you sometimes,
you really do help me.
Bringing it back to this summer
when I actually felt healthy.
 Dec 2012 Halie
Vivian
Tears of gin
Stream down my face
Pine needles scratch
My throat's embrace
On the words I once
Knew how to say
I'm hopelessly trying to
Reiterate.

Tuck me in
Lay me down
In the bed
I'll slowly drown
Your words are weak
They pass me by
I'm so so sorry
Liquor, I cry

Morning next
Mascaraed face
Turns to look
At her weathered mate
Thank you baby
I'm sorry I
Had too much to drink-
It's fine
*sigh
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
Play Dead
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
When I was a kid
I made my dog do a trick
How to play dead
Now I'm trying to do it myself
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
Karma My bitch
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
I think karma is in love with me
I tried to explain the **** that led her to me
But she won't listen and finds me attractive, obviously
Clinging on like an over obsessive girl friend
She makes love to me in a sadomasochistic way
Experimenting in a lot of ways
Quite often literally taking my breath away
But She never lets me die and gives me all her love
It's a "complicated" relationship what else can I say?
She likes to **** me all the time
With a different style every time
It's a happily "*******" ever after since she came in to my life
She told I am best lover she ever had
I ask GOD "how the **** did I get so lucky?"
But now I realize You are not the one for me
So I gotta let you go
And It's not you ; It's me
I am leaving you for your own good
So You can **** me for one last time
And give me everything You got
Cause come tomorrow I' ll be gone
And You will just have to go **** yourself, *****!!
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
Lemons
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
When Life Gave Lemons
I Tried To Make Orange Juice
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
I need...
 Dec 2012 Halie
Nick
I need a sight for my sore eyes
I need joy for my broken heart
I need rest for my restless mind
I need peace for my burning soul
I need healing for my unbearable pain
I need belief for my devastating despair
I need an end to my misery
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