its been along time since you've been here
there's a pain inside my heart
i knew you couldn't drive
it was a problem from the start
i was only five
no one else was there
to tuck me in and play with me
and have funny stories to share
you were my hero
my super dad the greatest man alive!
but you had to go to work that day
you got in a crash and died
i remember the day i got home
and everyone was sad
my papa look in my eyes and said
"haley it's about your dad"
i remember my life was over from then
i thought i never could heal
no one could ever hear me
cry or feel the pain i feel......
it's been seven years now dad
and i don't know if your proud
of me i try to do to my best
and be everything i can be
well i love you daddy
and miss you
i hope your okay
don't ever forget how special you are
i hope to see you someday.........

i hear you all the time
you NEVER go away
who said i wanted you here
why do you stay ?
you feed me lies and hurtful things
you make me have bad thoughts
so i take out the blade and cut
because that's all I've got
you tell me there's no god
you tells me there is only hell.
i know i need help
but who i gonna tell?
i hide it from everyone
i cover up so they don't see
how sensitive i am how crazy i can be
i never told a soul
now I'm gonna jump to death
"its only like 100 feet" you say
"just take your very last breath"
i feel me falling
falling away from the earth
so now that I'm gone no one will know that i was hurt
that i knew i was crazy i was truly insane
i knew i couldn't have help i know i can't be tamed
so here it goes bye
bye to my terrible life
because of the voice in my head
who told me i needed to die.......