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Haley marie Mar 2015
around you,
you make me nervous
i can't breath when your around
i can't make eye contact,
and thinking of you gives me the chills
i get butterflies in my stomach,
and i can't stand still
every time we talk
i don't act like myself
around you
Haley marie Jan 2015
I waited for you
you said you'd be there
you never were
For months I spend crying
Only thinking of you
But I guess you found someone new
You broke my heart
one to many times
All of these lies
Kept building up inside
I loved you
and I believe it when you said
I love you too
You never really loved me
You used me
And now I'm broken
Torn up inside
You left me alone
To pick up the peices
Of my broken heart
Haley marie Mar 2015
Do you ever feel like a clock?
Your days just passing by
The same thing everyday
seconds turn to minutes
ninutes to hours
hours to days
you spend your nights alone

Do you ever feel like a bomb?
slowly ticking away
hoping to be stopped
before you blow away
second tun to minutes
minutes to hours
hours to days
your time slowing down

Do you ever feel like an old beating heart?
slowing down with every move
holding on to all you have
second turn to minutes
minutes to hours
hours to days
never feeling good enough
Haley marie Oct 2017
the thought of you still burns
Like the shots I took last night
Thinking that it would help me
Get over you
But when I wake  
The thought of you still burns
Cause you are gone
And I am alone.
Haley marie Oct 2017
its like the old me is coming back
without realizing it
here I am
again...
slowing going back to my old ways
back on my *******
ily
Haley marie Oct 2017
ily
every time you said those words
did you know it was a lie?
every time you said those words
how could you look me in the eyes?
every time you said those words
did you mean it even once?
every time you said those words
did you know I was falling harder?
every time you said those words
did you know you were playing games?
every time you said those words
how did it make you feel?
Haley marie Jan 2015
poetry is great cause you can read it a million times and never know the real reason why someone wrote it. Its a mystery and that's why u like it.
Haley marie Jan 2015
there are things that we will never understand
people we will never meet
place we will never go
dreams that will never come true
but that's just life
Haley marie Mar 2015
i spend my nights
in my room,
left alone,
always in deep though.
wondering when
if,
i'll ever be good enough for you?
Haley marie Mar 2015
most people hate mornings
but i've grown to love them
something about the cool air
seems peiceful to me

its my alone time
time to write down my thoughs,
and burry myself in a book
something about them
seems peiceful to me
Haley marie Feb 2015
I don't know what i'd do without you
You keep me grounded
keep me whole
You keep me from going insane
I'd be a mess without you
I love you to pieces

Best ******* forever
Haley marie Jan 2015
There's a story about you I wanna unfold
Behind your hazel eyes and precious soul
Darling do you know how Endearing you are
Every kiss, every smile, every word that is spoken
I fall in love with you just little bit more
My heart beats for you
And without you
I'd be nothing
Haley marie Mar 2015
my life is like a movie
except the total opposite of that
i am a mess
i try to cover it up
and i do a hell of a good job
i can't sleep at night
something about the darkness
keeps me up
i don't eat a lot
i don't really like too
no i don't starve myslef
i've never come close to it
some people eat when their bored
i eat becaause i need to.
my life is an endless record on repeat
i do the same thing
week after week.
month after month
routines are good for me
at least that's what they say
Haley marie Mar 2015
Do you even know how much you mean to me?
No, cause you don't care
Haley marie Mar 2015
I'll pick up my pride
and walk out
because i can't deal with your
immature ***


-H.F
Haley marie Mar 2015
Ive waited and waited for you,
yet you still dont seem to care.
so this is me,
not giving up,
but not giving a **** anymore.
Haley marie Jan 2015
When you left
You made me feel weak
Like I did something wrong
Though I messed things up
But Now I know,
it was you
Who did me wrong
Played with my head
Because You Didnt call
You left,
Only to return,
When convenient for you
I wondered why you left,
Why it made me feel so small
I spent day wondering why you left
Because when you left,
A part of me left too

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