There are people all around me
Though I see no one
Gray blurs, different shapes
But no faces
I am alone in a sea of people
No one will listen
No one will listen to my story
The one that is buried in time
I could scream
But no one would hear
Not the fish, nor the birds
Only me to hear my story
The story buried in time
Though it does not affect the todays
It affects the yesterdays
The yesterdays from which we came
To ignore it is to ignore ourselves
To ignore what ignites our passion
And our will
And our will to live
Our immense will to survive
The story buried in time tells
Of life in heaven
Life without corruption
A perfect life
A life where we may see love
Not hate or greed
Just everything as it was meant
To be seen
Pure and light
Black and white
No gray blur
Na unrecognizable faces
Just black and white, love and hate
A place where we are not welcome
Not in our mortal lives
But our immortals souls have
The secret password
Till then we are banished
We know what we do
But not what we did
Because that story
Because we are ignorant
Is buried in time

I stare into the light
As it grows bigger
As if to welcome me
Like I found somewhere I belong
A light, so bright

It stopped short
It changed its mind
Decided it was not my time

No, I will have to keep suffering
Pain, loneliness, hatred
The light left me

Why won't it consume me
Am I not worthy
Of course not
I knew that
I would only dim
The bright, white light

I will stay
If you want
I will leave
If you want
I will live
If you want
I will die
If you want
I will heal
If you want
I will break
If you want
But
I want
You to need me
I need
You to want me
I know
You don't
I can't
Keep pretending
...
Will no one save me?
No one will save me.

to my soul
i have blackened you
i have ripped you apart
i have lots to do
before you are my start
to life
to love
to freedom
to EVERYTHING

I am a shadow compared to your sun.
I am the mistake that can’t be undone.
I pretend to belong though no one cares.
I will not be redone because of all your stares.
I may not have wings but I will soar.
Even to you I am no bore.
Think what you want I am here to stay.
You made my joy fade away.

An empty shadow
In your mind
Something you’ve done
Something unkind
An empty page
A missing beat
Something evil
Never sweet
Your blind to the world
Blind to all but thee
The missing memory
No one sees it
No one cares
Your missing something
Something you need
Of course, of course
THE MISSING MEMORY

I don’t have any words
No say, No play
No words to comfort
Nor destroy
No words against another
No words for myself
I am an empty shell
With no say
Because I am wordless
Not worthless, just empty
I have no perspective
My silence is not chosen
My silence is forced
All because I have no words
Problems everywhere
No words
None to share
Nor tweet, or post
The only word I have is empty
Therefore no words