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1.7k · Sep 2011
Should I ?
Gustavo Cruz Sep 2011
I could write you the most beautiful poem you'd ever read
Or compose the most harmonious song you'd ever listen.

I could tell you,
That I want you so bad.

But I won't.



I could tell you,

That your hair moves like water, flowing gently,
Waving, like the ocean, full of passion,
Both aggresive and kind at the same time.
It's hard to ignore such an hypnotic motion.
And you could fear it, 'cause you know you might drown,
It could pull you down into the deepest,
Darkest abyss in the sea, where the sun never shines.
Or it could swing you gently, make you feel free,
Take you somewhere else, to a place you've never been before,
Full of new emotions and sensations.

But I won't.



I could tell you,

That I'm addicted to your stare and your smile
Because everytime I look into your eyes,
I can see that shy, sweet, happy little girl.
Because I don't JUST SEE your smile,

I feel it.

Like a warm hug that embraces my soul.
And I don't want to look away, no.
I wonder, what would it be like to touch you then?
Would I burn if the hug was physical?
Will I burst into flames with the simple contact of our skin?
What if you could read my thoughts?
What if you could feel like I feel?

But I won't.



I could tell you,

That there's not a single day in wich
The thought of you doesn't cross my mind,
In wich I don't torture myself wondering where you are.
And I've died so many times waiting,
Fighting against the voices inside of my head.
Where? When? Who? And Why?
I have more questions than answers.

But I won't.



I could tell you,

That your're beautiful, amazing, friendly,
Unique, special, sweet, gentle, honest,
Humble, funny, charismatic, gracious,
Fabulous, brilliant, sincere, authentic,
Fascinating, extraordinary, charming,
Goodhearted, generous, peaceful,
Gorgeous, truthful, brave, courageous
Priceless, precious, wise, attractive.
So many things, that you'd probably get bored.
Simply perfect.

But I won't.



Why not?

Because I'm not brave like you,
And I'm afraid of where these words might lead.


Will you stay or will you leave?
895 · Feb 2011
Infinity
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
Take your hand, brush your hair,
Touch your skin, breath your air,
Feel your corporal heat, hear your heart beat,
Smell your perfume, while we watch the moon...
Kiss your hand, kiss your neck,
Move to your cheeks and kiss your lips,
Whisper on your ear the words you want to hear,
Look you in the eyes and see those colorful spheres,
Universes full of life, I just want to stare,
Admire your beauty, cause you're everything I care,
Be with you, is all I want to do, have you near...

...How I wish you were here...

So I imagine your presence
And I feel all your essence
And I dream of you
Saying ''I love you too''
And I open my eyes and look beside me
Wanting to see you sleep, so calm, so quiet, so free
Watching your hair, how it moves with the air
Watching the flowers being taken by the wind
Watching you fly with your incredible wings
As I write your name in the sand
I look at you and raise my hand
And I scream your name
I scream it loud
I'm not ashamed
I would scream it in the crowd
Suddenly it all turns dark
And I remember, I understand
It's not real...

...Even if it is how I feel...

Suddenly the sun comes out
I stand up and shout
Because I hate reality
Because I want you with me
And I hate the wind
For taking you away
And so alone I stay
How can I live my days?
If you are not here
If you aren't near
If it's your voice I won't hear
What will be the music for my ears?
What can I do, without you
Already I feel the cold
There's no warm, no hand to hold
And I feel I'm getting old
Dying so slow
Like a river freezing until it doesn't flow
I see a shine, something glows
I start to fly, away I go
But I'm not weak
I might be dead, but I won't quit
Cause I'm sure one day...

...Our souls will meet...
Please if you post this somewhere else, remember to put my name on it thanks. (:
745 · Feb 2011
PhiloSophie
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
Can I melt your heart
With this passionate sing?
Can I overcome my fears
If you aren't near?
Can I live a life of lies?
Or should I say it now and here?

Can I find the key?
Open up your mind
And set you free?

Is there an answer to this riddle?
Is there a why to what I feel?
I don't know, but i'm sure it's real.

Let's go and figure this out
Let's vanish together
During the darkest day,
Or during the brightest night.

Cross into my mind
And try to understand
The feeling,
The sensation,
When I fill my thoughts
With your beauty and perfection
When I look into your eyes
And see the universes reflection.

Cause every cell of your body
Is made up with so much dedication
So much effort and attention.
An incredible precision,
An exact combination,
An explosion of colors and scents
The craziest, beautifulest hallucination.

And I swear,
My desires and ambitions
Go beyond just physical attraction
And I'm not trying to justify
My meanings or my actions;
Cause I promise you,
The most noble intentions.

So I ask you now,
Would you
Take my hand and come with me?
Let me show you the world.
There's so much I want you to see.
In the deepest sides of my head
I got a place for you and me.

Where we can sit on the clouds
And watch the sun go sleep.
Maybe walk on the red sky,
Swim in the blue earth,
Fly in the green sea
                       .·Or·.
·: If you just want to climb a tree :·
          ·: That's perfect for me :·
718 · Feb 2011
Not a farewell
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
You're the sun that rise and lights my day
You're the moon that bright my nights
And the stars crown you in the sky
And I admire you and your beautiful eyes
And your perfect smile.
I'll write your name in the sand
I'll climb the highest mountain
I'll go up in the sky
Just to be close to you
Just to take hold of your hand

You're the flowers on the ground
You're the butterflies that fly around
And the colors of your wings, the pink and green combine
And the way you move with the wind looks so gentle soft and fine
It makes you look so free so perfect so divine.
Do you hear the drums?
Do you like the sound?
It's the song of my heart, as it beats and sings when I see you around
Sing with me, come and dance
Laugh with me, love me now
Take my hand, trust in me, I won't let you down
But I love you too much to tell you a lie
I must tell you... I'm going to die
But I want to spend my days with you, please don't let me down
Love me like I love you, I want you to be mine
I will be back I promise, just to see you one more time
So I'm telling you
This isn't a...Goodbye
578 · Feb 2011
When Darkness Falls
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
My body has fallen, But my soul will live long
My spirit is flying, To places unknown
The memories of my life, Are left beside my bones
Dont follow me, Im on my own
I will fly forever all alone.

I have no name, Or even a form
I have no face, Or even a place
I walk alone on the path I make
I'm rider of storms, I'm the lighting that strikes and destroy
That burns everything it touch
I'm the rain that falls from your eyes
When clouds aren't white
I'm the wind that blows, And caresses your soul
It might be late at night, But I'm the moon that gives you light
I'm the fire that keeps you warm
I'm the water that gives you life



I'm the demon that drags you down
The one that follows you day and night
I'm your biggest fear
I'm the thunder that roars
I'm the wolf that howl's
I'm your shadow, That follow's you around
That make you feel scared, Even if there's light
I will have my revenge, I'll explode in anger and hate
Fear my words, Their are not in vain
I swear by God I will be back again
I'll rise from the grave, To take your soul
You don't deserve this life, This life you stole
I'll summon an army, An army from hell
You're not going to heaven, That's not your place
I have your seat next to mine, So we can both together see the light
While it disappears as we enter the dark
I might be dead, But I still can hate
I feel the anger flowing through my veins
When you smile, I bleed
When you kiss, I die
When you love, I hate
You took my life and with it you stayed
I'll whisper at night, The words you deserve
The Earth will tremble, When my wrath has its place
Don't try to fix the problems you've made It's too late
Don't try to stop me it cannot be done
My fury and anger are stronger than yours
You're the responsible of my pain
And for that you will pay
The time is running out, And so is your life
Beware of the day when there's no more ligh
Old one. One of the firsts.
545 · Jan 2011
Dream
Gustavo Cruz Jan 2011
The universe reduces to a room around us
Life becomes you and I
Time stops slowly
We both stop being shy

I wrap my arms around you
You wrap your arms around too
I was so happy I thought I would die
No words were needed
We just let go for the night

Getting closer and closer
Taking each others hand
Breathing the air from each other
Caressing each others back
Don't want this night to be over
I want to get lost in your mind
I want you to be my lover

Whisper on your ear such a powerful line
With which I thought I could make you mine
''Je t'aime...''
Listen to that sentence carefully
As it fly's around
Listen to it's beautiful rythm
Listen to it's beautiful sound

So many emotions
So many sensations
So hard to explain this feeling
It was such a perfect occasion

I know you want to rest
So lay your head down on my chest
Thanks to you, my heart beats again
It was under arrest
And you just broke the chain
So I believe you are the best

And we just stayed together
Hugged like forever
Brushing your hair
Breathing your air
Holding our hands
Caressing each other
And we stayed like lovers


Until I woke up
And realized it was just a dream
I want to go back
I want to stay in

But I'm in the dark again
And it's cold
There's no warm, no hand to hold
Like always
I'm alone
And there's nothing to be said or done
Just memories to remember
How it feels to be accompanied
But now I surrender


I see nothing more than black
Walking around without reason
And I'm becoming insane
I just want to sleep, maybe it'll happen again.
One hell of a great night.

Please if you post this somewhere else, remember to put my name on it thanks. (:
537 · Feb 2011
Shared memories
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
''It has been so long
since I promised you this song''

Another day has gone away
And all that stays are the memories
And everytime I think of you
I feel alive
Feel so alive

I need your light to bright my nights
Need your beauty to please my eyes
Need your voice to please my ears
Need your hand to dispel my fears

All I want is to see you again
Hug you once and feel your skin
Maybe I will finally kiss
Those beautiful lips
Your beautiful lips

But now you're far away
And what can i do
What can i say
It is true
All I want is you

Do you feel the same too?
462 · Feb 2011
I want...
Gustavo Cruz Feb 2011
I wanna be your thoughts
I wanna be in your mind
Be in every sentence
In every line
I want to be your love
Cheer you up
Whenever you cry
I want to be your love
The reason you live
The reason you die
I just want to be loved
And never be let down

I just want to hear you say
'' Don't worry I'm here to stay
I loved you yesterday
I'll love you tomorrow
But most important
I love you today ''
If only you knew, everything I've got to say
If only you knew, a simple ''hello'' can make my day.
For those times, when you want to talk to someone, but you want them to talk to you first and show interest in you.

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