a point when u feel abandoned by the people around u
a point when u loose it but u can't show it
a point when u wanna run away but u can't
what is your fault when the circumstances change
u didn't provoke someone to make them happen
the one who faces it is "U"
who decides that what is right n what is wrong
when people call u manipulative
don't jst feel bad
but kick that person out of our life
they don't deserve u
y shoud u pay for what others do
u make people trust u
u make people rely on u
u sacrifice ur comfort zone for them
but in the whole instance what did the other guy do?
the answer must be nothing
people face it
people ignore it
n when u try to clarify it out
they call u manipulative
a fresh start is nothing but a fake one
m going out not with a fresh start
but with a new one
going to people who genuinely care about me
who wanna be with me
unlike others who call u stubborn n manipulative jsst to protect their standard
m not changing
instead i m jsst converting into a new one

As a matter of fact
Whatever you do whether right or wrong
Ppl will be somewhat different on ur back
Than What they pretend to be in front of u
It's just how u pursue it
If you are diplomatic, cheat
Everyone will love u
N if u r straightfrward n real
Ppl will hate u
They just want a version of what they want..
May be a puppet
one thing really disgusts me
How can someone change their thoughts listening to others?
don't they have their own mind
Their own thinking
Their own point of view
Ppl might take it as a joke to talk about someone
But somewhere it means alot to someone regarding whom u r making ur own point of view
Plz learn the meaning of being hurt
being sensitive
Being soft-hearted is nothing
But being a puppet for someone

Time is just moving apart from things
Or to get even more closer
Sometyms it's not a matter of time
It's just about circumstances!
We forgive people
Bt somehow we need to forgive circumstances as well!
We don't succedd in our first love
Because we lack certain qualities
But when we really achieve the qualities
We stop believing in love
This is how it goes
Ppl actually don't deserve u
No matter wht u do for them
Wht u sacrifice!
They really won't care
making a confession in love is easy
But keeping that love life long with u is a task
This is what we call being together
I hv tried achieving many things in life
By compromising my situations
but i guess ppl don't deserve it at all
Now all i m left with is a guilt
For the wrong priorities i hv made in my life
Now, All i can say is I QUIT

Far away from the world
Their is a better afterlife
Sometyms i wonder
wht wud lyf hv been over der
A true state of being happy
Ignoring all the doubts n the pressures
it's being loved by whom u luv
A peaceful life
Attaining sch a life
Wud be a blessed one
With a new beginning
And new people
No minset, no conclusions
Follow what ur heart says
i dreamt of such a life
n m still dreaming of it
Bcz the reality is far away from it
N it cud never be near to this dream
What if i want it to be
People dn't
A carefree world is better than a one which kills u everyday
I really wish it cud be like i want it

Yes! That's a come back
your come back in my life
That's the reason i m happy!
That's all what i want in my life
Just like before
Everythng is going to be the same
A smile on ur face
The care u have always made
I m happy the way i use to be
It's been so long
Like it never has been before
U make everythng live
U make me smile
Just stay for a while
There is a comfort zone
Which i get with u
Apart from the past
lets make it a bit different
Lets be together!
Lets be happy!
This come back might not be that difficult
N i knw u won't make it difficult
It's just a matter of a chance
That we take!
But sometyms difficult roads leads to beautiful destinations !
:)

I want to walk alone in peace
I may be alone but happy
I may be weak but still successful
I m scared of gettng more fake ppl
Yes i m..
The reason may be the ppl i hv around me
I can guarantee evryone is the same
But i m not strong enuf to take it anymore
Want to run away
But can't
Want to sit back n sought out the things
But can't
Ppl say there is always a way out
But here it's all closed
If it's all about being fake
Y can't i do it?
May be i can but m scared
U give ur lyf to someone n the person is bzy in his own life
How wonderful it is
u dn't even do a bit for anythng
N u expect a lot
The distance **** n we make it more often wide
But the mistake can never be from one side
It's all how we handle it

Like what i want is generous n true
I want the love to me simple
I want to trust without thinking
I want to be generous with my affection
I want the luv to be unconditional
It is easier to love a person with their flaws than to **** through them
I want to love the whole person not the parts
N this is how i want to be loved
This is how i want our soul to be together
Their can be a difference between what we think
But the trust would never differ
Our thoughts may collide
But our understanding won't
This is how it goes with the flow
This is how i want it to be
This is how i imagine a relation to be
:)

M happy at this moment
The changed mood
With a feeling of expressing whatever i want
It's been so long i guess
I have never felt like what i m feeling now
It's feels so gud being happy
For a change not regreting the things
I really wish i could hold on to this moment forever
I have no idea what's gonna come next to me
N i really don't care
because i m happy at this moment
I would have been wrong at many points
But i really want to know where
I want u to guide me the way
The way to be on a right path
Like u r doing right now
Jsst wait a bit
Be the same
Lemme capture the moment
It may flash off
But the memories won't
I m luving it :D
Jsst the way it's been now..

every person of your life occupies a chapter in your book
each chapter is different
each chapter teaches something different
with a different outlook
n a different conclusion
it's strange but at the end of the day
you r not asked whether to save the changes or not?
whatever happens
becomes a part
we want to delete it
bt we can't
u have a book without a conclusion
a person enters ur life
recreates a new book
gives it a title n a conclusion
u don't realize it
but it gives u a new story
whether u luv it or hate it
u have a story
a buk that defines ur life
a book that reads what u went through
u r the author
but the writer is someone else
who so ever wrote the book might be lost
but u are the one to give it an ending
just do it :)
write a book worth reading

People have a mindset about what they do
they think they never do it wrong
or they don't accept it
that's where the conflict starts
two people with different mindset
they meet
they come together
they know each other
n they separate
bcz it is hard to accept for both of thm
the one who is wrong
people call it's destiny
i call it ego
people call it's luck
i call it arrogance
why it is so hard to accept n change the fault
jst change a part of u
n may be the best thing of ur lyf wud be waiting for u on the nxt door
the engine of ur car stops working..
so u get it repaired or u jst throw it out.?
so when a human gets in fault
y not get it repaired?
things become worst bcz we make it
there is nothing called circumstances bcz we r the 1 who make it..
y to make it so complicated
when we can make it better
lets make it better :)

being attached to you
i don't knw where m i going
i jsst want to leave
bt i can't
everything u do makes me luv u more
m falling for u
m changing a bit
m giving myself a chance
m i gud for u
do i deserve u
it's being critical whether u luv me or not
bt all i knw is i do
u don't understand it.. u don't mean ur words
whatever u utter makes me more weak
m falling for u
i know u won't
i want you to be with me
all the tym what i think is "U"
everytym i see u i act wierd
i loose my mind
u r special
i can never explain it
neither i want to
i want u to realize it
although i knw u won't
ur smile makes me happy too
i can spend hours alone thinking about u
m jsst giving myself a chance
although i know i won't get it
bt still m trying bending my knees
bcz I LOVE U :

don't know where m i going
don't know what i have been searching for
the path m following
is it made for me
regardless of what my heart says
m jsst walking
i jsst want to arrive on my destination
i want to be on a path where i want to be
people say u can't
bt no1 answers why
i have lost all i have
the hurdles in the way might end
the people who broke me up might come back apologizing
the destination is vry near
wao i achieved it..
bt m i happy?
have i struggled for wht i wanted?
most importantly where m i in this whole story
what i have been searching for still remains a question
i faced it . yes i did
i answered it..
yes it's me that i have been searching for..
i lost myself in the darkness..
yes i did

she waited even when she knew it was all over..
she waited holding a baby in her hand
without caring about the world
she wanted him to come
she wanted him to hold their baby in his arms with a warmth relief
she looked all around
no one came
it was the valentine's day
she wanted him to be with her
yes.. he came packed in a coffin
laced with garlands
covered with a flag
it was expected yet scary
she was left all alone
he wanted to come but was helpless
she wanted to see him for the last tym
she didn't
all that came to her mind was her lost world
she stood up for her child
she is the real hero
salute

jsst stay for a while
i want u in my arms
i want to feel ur presence
i know u will go
bt i want to live this moment
i feel for u
n this is the truth
u don't see it
everyone does
may be u don't feel for me
but i want u to
it kills me inside
i pretend to be strong
but m not
i need u, i want u to be der
bt the very next moment u r not
u don't realize it may be u don't want to
u r happy
m not, i jsst pretend to be
u deserve the best, bt i can be
jst stay for a while
in my dreams
the reality is somewhat different
bt i can't change it
m if it's about pretending
m ready to do it for the whole lyf
waiting for u
bt u won't come
i'll be standing behind u
jst take a look
may be u realize something :)

i luv u mom
son screams watching the sky
bt u r a liar
n what u said is all i am left with
u said u wud never leave me alone
bt u did
how can i *** to u..
i really want to..
the new mom is not like u
she made me sleep with my empty stomach
u never did that
she crushed me out
u never did
she made me work as a servant
u never did
der is no one when i enter the house with a trophy in my hand
no one kissing my forehead n loving me like u did
i want to come to u
plz take me with u
i want to sleep on ur lap
i want to hug u tight
y can't it happen?
where have u gone..
people tell me u r a star now
bt i want to touch u
i want to feel ur presence
where have u gone
plz take me with u

he broods up your thoughts
he made u walk on thorns
to make u strong
he actuated what u wanted
got up early to tie up your shoe laces when u were late for the school
made u stable to face the world
stood to conquer your dilemma
do u really respect what is he facing?
what is his fear towards the world?
what he really wanted u to be
why did he do it?
no.. the answer seems to be annoying
bcz u don't have it..
he made u face it standing out with courage n with selfless fear
can u face him now without any guilt?
the person who sacrificed himself is the one whom u call ur father ..
respect him
adore him
jst the way he did
don't let his head down by pursuing n following your immature thoughts..
life is all about what we pursue.. make it generous :)
make urself the personality ur special guy wanted u to be

Lets just pretend it all to be a dream
whatever happened was a dream
A bad one
Lets take a new start
Is it that difficult?
Ya it might be
But pretending it to be a dream might help
N if it doesn't
Lets think about something else
May be it works
Although i know it won't
Ur opinion chngd with the flow
n i was left all alone
I never made it happen
U did
It's all a part of life , u say
But sometyms it's not just a part but the whole book
Keep the words in ur mind
U will take them back
I promise
U will have to :)
Words matter alot that too when u mean it..