every person of your life occupies a chapter in your book
each chapter is different
each chapter teaches something different
with a different outlook
n a different conclusion
it's strange but at the end of the day
you r not asked whether to save the changes or not?
whatever happens
becomes a part
we want to delete it
bt we can't
u have a book without a conclusion
a person enters ur life
recreates a new book
gives it a title n a conclusion
u don't realize it
but it gives u a new story
whether u luv it or hate it
u have a story
a buk that defines ur life
a book that reads what u went through
u r the author
but the writer is someone else
who so ever wrote the book might be lost
but u are the one to give it an ending
just do it :)
write a book worth reading

jsst stay for a while
i want u in my arms
i want to feel ur presence
i know u will go
bt i want to live this moment
i feel for u
n this is the truth
u don't see it
everyone does
may be u don't feel for me
but i want u to
it kills me inside
i pretend to be strong
but m not
i need u, i want u to be der
bt the very next moment u r not
u don't realize it may be u don't want to
u r happy
m not, i jsst pretend to be
u deserve the best, bt i can be
jst stay for a while
in my dreams
the reality is somewhat different
bt i can't change it
m if it's about pretending
m ready to do it for the whole lyf
waiting for u
bt u won't come
i'll be standing behind u
jst take a look
may be u realize something :)

People have a mindset about what they do
they think they never do it wrong
or they don't accept it
that's where the conflict starts
two people with different mindset
they meet
they come together
they know each other
n they separate
bcz it is hard to accept for both of thm
the one who is wrong
people call it's destiny
i call it ego
people call it's luck
i call it arrogance
why it is so hard to accept n change the fault
jst change a part of u
n may be the best thing of ur lyf wud be waiting for u on the nxt door
the engine of ur car stops working..
so u get it repaired or u jst throw it out.?
so when a human gets in fault
y not get it repaired?
things become worst bcz we make it
there is nothing called circumstances bcz we r the 1 who make it..
y to make it so complicated
when we can make it better
lets make it better :)

a point when u feel abandoned by the people around u
a point when u loose it but u can't show it
a point when u wanna run away but u can't
what is your fault when the circumstances change
u didn't provoke someone to make them happen
the one who faces it is "U"
who decides that what is right n what is wrong
when people call u manipulative
don't jst feel bad
but kick that person out of our life
they don't deserve u
y shoud u pay for what others do
u make people trust u
u make people rely on u
u sacrifice ur comfort zone for them
but in the whole instance what did the other guy do?
the answer must be nothing
people face it
people ignore it
n when u try to clarify it out
they call u manipulative
a fresh start is nothing but a fake one
m going out not with a fresh start
but with a new one
going to people who genuinely care about me
who wanna be with me
unlike others who call u stubborn n manipulative jsst to protect their standard
m not changing
instead i m jsst converting into a new one

being attached to you
i don't knw where m i going
i jsst want to leave
bt i can't
everything u do makes me luv u more
m falling for u
m changing a bit
m giving myself a chance
m i gud for u
do i deserve u
it's being critical whether u luv me or not
bt all i knw is i do
u don't understand it.. u don't mean ur words
whatever u utter makes me more weak
m falling for u
i know u won't
i want you to be with me
all the tym what i think is "U"
everytym i see u i act wierd
i loose my mind
u r special
i can never explain it
neither i want to
i want u to realize it
although i knw u won't
ur smile makes me happy too
i can spend hours alone thinking about u
m jsst giving myself a chance
although i know i won't get it
bt still m trying bending my knees
bcz I LOVE U :

she waited even when she knew it was all over..
she waited holding a baby in her hand
without caring about the world
she wanted him to come
she wanted him to hold their baby in his arms with a warmth relief
she looked all around
no one came
it was the valentine's day
she wanted him to be with her
yes.. he came packed in a coffin
laced with garlands
covered with a flag
it was expected yet scary
she was left all alone
he wanted to come but was helpless
she wanted to see him for the last tym
she didn't
all that came to her mind was her lost world
she stood up for her child
she is the real hero
salute

he broods up your thoughts
he made u walk on thorns
to make u strong
he actuated what u wanted
got up early to tie up your shoe laces when u were late for the school
made u stable to face the world
stood to conquer your dilemma
do u really respect what is he facing?
what is his fear towards the world?
what he really wanted u to be
why did he do it?
no.. the answer seems to be annoying
bcz u don't have it..
he made u face it standing out with courage n with selfless fear
can u face him now without any guilt?
the person who sacrificed himself is the one whom u call ur father ..
respect him
adore him
jst the way he did
don't let his head down by pursuing n following your immature thoughts..
life is all about what we pursue.. make it generous :)
make urself the personality ur special guy wanted u to be