there's nothing worse than
loosing who you thought
was your best friend
They just wake up one
morning and decide they
don't like you anymore &
just leave you. Ignore you.
Hurt you. Break promises,
& forget all those memories.
Its truly sad,
Especially when you did
nothing wrong. Don't worry
about my feelings though
Nobody else does.

I'm hiding what I'm feeling
but, I'm tried of holding this
inside my head

Then burden of sadness
is much heavier
when your alone

Right now I broke out in tears
Right now just want to cry
Right now I'm sick of people asking
me "whats wrong?"
Its nothing.. I always say that no matter
if I'm in tears or not.. i say its nothing
Right now I'm tired, Sleepy
Right now I just want to go home

I just want to become an angel
But, then i have to wait for God to take me
Because he doesn't forgive suicidal angels
I just wanna go home to heaven
Please let me come home
Please won't you see
I want to come home just please
God take me away from all this pain
Take me away from all of this hurt
Please just take me away..

Roses end up dead &
Also the flowers on my head
Everything ends up dying
Don't you know? relationships,
Friendships, they & will end
I don't see why people say
YOLO when life is the longest
Thing you will experience
So stop being so dumb
With you life style

As I see you
I sigh inside
because I know
I can never be in your arms
Its very sad, makes
Me cry but as
Long as I hug you
I'll be fine