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Kasey
Black coffee, closed book, no mystery.
She is defined.
A word in the dictionary with one line.
One tense.
One meaning.
She is the word you must look up to understand
But once you do.
You know her.
Like the north star you know her.
Why she shines, where she is.
Why she cries and who she smiles for.
Perhaps one day
Someone will look her up.
And make an honest woman out of her.
But until then she is nothing but black coffee, closed books.
And mystery.
 Oct 2013 deleted
Kasey
Please let me write this out
So when my mind drifts to the two of us
Even I can't deny how I'd love to breathe you in.
You are fascinating.
Fuming.
Fearless.
Cold, dense, brilliant and strong.
Dark and deep like a cave.
You're cool like the ocean during a hurricane.
You panic like a raft in the sea
Without a paddle, drifting
Close to shore.
How can I ask you to follow me home
And let me take care of you.
My favorite story
Who knows the ending.
Let me read in peace.
I can't deny that when my mind drifts to the two of us,
We're on an adventure
Somewhere we've never been
Without time or reason.
But that will never be.
Not as long as you sit in a fuming, fascinating
Deep, dark cave
Where I cannot come get you.
Thoughts of you fade
Like a photo kept in sunlight.
I can still remember your laugh,
Your voice,
Our kiss,
But the potency is distilled,
Diluted,
Watered down.

One day soon,
I will be able to think of you in abstract,
Just another someone.
A slightly awkward association,
Jarring slightly
In an otherwise pleasant afternoon.

I must admit,
I don't want this to happen.
You, for me, should ever be
Vibrant, dazzling, primary
But you are greying,
Fading, leaving me,
And I must let this be.
So

Crushed
By sadness that
I cannot

Breathe

So

Weighed
With guilt that
I cannot

Move

So

Wracked
With pain that
I cannot

Try

So
Overwhelmed
That
I cannot

Cry.

— The End —