Its been my birthday
You did not even call
Completely shattered my heart
The hardest fall of all.
I waited for hours and hours
Not a glimpse nor sound of you
Wondering what went wrong
And if all of this were even true.
I stayed there waiting for you
But I'm kind of glad.
I'll be the best you never had.

Been too long since I've been gone,
Didn't think I had a reason to return for,
Thought I'd be fine within,
Concealing it underneath my skin

Turns out it isn't just that easy,
To leave it all behind,
No, the mundane wasn't enough,
To help preserve that fragile bluff

Went on walking I did though,
Cause' life won't be waiting for me to be fine,
It wouldn't be too long before,
I lay incapable of singing the song of mine

Then you came like a hue of happiness,
Reminded my heart of that caress,
No, I didn't have to run no more,
I had some to return home for

You gently asked where I'd been,
Choked out words - I.... poured you in

And I heard my name called throughout the sea
Until my fore thoughts banished me
Into the harsh evergreen
My dreams seem to flow and vanish
In and out of light
Darkness wraps around me,
And bright were my eyes
But all things must go.
Even the brightest of stars must die
And fade into the sky
To make room for another
Like you or I.

Stirring up the beast inside,
Keep him caged. Run away and hide.
Cuz if he wakes I can't control,
I'm trapped inside my own black hole.
Screaming where no one can hear,
I'm lost inside  my darkest fear.
He stays awake but kills at night,
Make sure there's  not a soul  in sight.
Keep me chained, ******* with a bow,
Watches while red crimson flow.
Cut me open.
A slash with a knife,
Steal this heart and steal my  life.
Laughs at pain of  silent crys,
Manipulate with a  thousand  lies.
Drives me in circles to go insane,
A river of tears, a river of pain.
***** the life right out of me,
Light so dark. I can barely see.
Don't let him escape from your mind,
Tangled me up in ropes he bind.
Every breathe, a struggle to take,
Hide the blood, a smile to fake.  
The memory kept on me he scarred ,
Reminds me that he's never far.
Watches his  pride suffocate me,
Hang my rope, try to be free.  
Death is but drops of blood away,
But scars are here to always stay.
So don't let the beast stir up inside,
Keep him caged. Run away and hide.