YOu gave me the pills
and told me they would
help ease the pain away.
And you were right
my dear the pain
went away
along
with
the
body
of
me.

you always say that you’re there
for me but where
were you when I needed
you the most, when
I was broken down
crying and hurting.
I’ll tell you where,
with her the other girl
the one that stole you from me.

Never chase after
someone who doesn't deserve you
if they want you bad enough they'll be
waiting for you at your front door asking
you to come back to them.

I can’t breathe.
why?
why is it so hard to breathe?
There’s something wrong.
I don’t know if something is wrong with me.
Is there something wrong with me?
What am I saying there’s always something wrong with me.
Thats what my mom always says.
That I just want attention, but I know somethings not right.
It’s like I’m in jello. STUCK. Like a THOUSAND pounds
sitting on my chest. Then I see her it’s been a long time.
I’ve missed her,
I’m not mad at her anymore,
I know that it’s not her fault now and now I’m with her.
In the same lake she drowned in.
And now I know it’s like breathing,
breathing underwater...