My mind slips into a silent rest,

As your voice reminds me of the days we spent

Together.

In a quiet world of my very own,

Were thoughts and ideas are engraved in stone,

Forever.

A peaceful existence to slip into,

I realized my love for it while talking to you, this

December.

Please don't tell me that you love me more,

If you’re trying to start a game,

Because I’m afraid who’d win that award,

I hope we love each other the same.

Couldn’t shake the thought of him

Couldn’t loose the doubts and fears,

Needed something to get him off my mind

So I stuck the headphones in my ears.

The first song on as you and me,

Perfect timing I wanted to shout,

Then the end of the first verse started to play

As we drove past his house.

The chorus played as I remembered

My long and frantic search,

Then the bridge began to play,

As we drove past the church.

I'd assume that if you’re reading this

You are probably very curious,

As to why you cannot read this rhyme,

I just wanted to see if you'd take the risk.

Held inside a weakening grasp,

Why must time move so fast?

What was here just moments ago,

Now has died and grown stone cold.

What now we have is a memories shell,

Farewell nice moment, I knew thee well.

I love the pain,

That’s just it,

But without the blade,

here I sit.

I thank the one,

That helped me quit,

I miss the sting,

Yet here I sit.

I’ve rejected

The urge for pain

There’s only two things,

Keeping me sane.

The misty blue eyes that tell it all,

The story of a lifetime just a moment long,

Every single moment time’s weak and times strong,

One lifetime of listening to other's songs

The scratched up hands that give it away,

That scars and marks left from a thousand days,

Ruff palms and fingertips covered with clay,

Sign to no one in particular that it’s okay.

Sitting there silently crossing her legs,

She makes the sign an silently nods her head,

Silently she slips off the messy bed,

Knows her silent words can be heard, she can be read.