Darkness has fallen, o'er everthing I know,

Everone has left me, I sit here alone.

Day after day, my heart grows more bitter,

My love for the world, has long since been withered.




From where has it come, this hate in my heart,

The anger that helped tear my family apart?

Why do I feel I am trapped in this cage,

So quick to defend, so quickly enraged?




I'm sorry for the fights, I would start everyday,

I never wanted, to hurt you that way.

I never realized, I lost all control,

Until the day when I found, my hands on your throat.




The way that I felt, I cannot explain,

I thought it was you, causing my pain.

Instead it was me, my demons have won,

This hate in my heart, has enveloped the sun.




Now as I sit here, in the dark all alone,

A coldness takes over,  a numbness unknown.

How do I get back, to the light I so yearn,

Too late is this lesson, through loss it was learned.

Who am I?

Nothing more than I was last week,

But not the same as the year before.

Imperfect Perfectionist,

Everything in it's place.

Except for me,

I do not belong.

Sympathetic Schizophrenic,

It's not just in your head,

They really do look at you,

You are the cause of all their pain.

This is the End,

The Doors said it best,

Break on through,

They can't hold you back,

The people are strange,

but you are much stranger,

As fact is to fiction,

No more remorse,

Please put down the knife,

I won't cut my throat,

Oh, but yes you will.

I'm not suicidal,

I just hate myself.

Put down the knife.

It's not funny anymore.

If I die so do you,

Is that what you want?

You live to destroy me,

From inside my head,

I have been taken hostage,

Hijack my brain.

My thoughts are not mine,

I am a prisoner, inside of my mind.

My name is not important, but my face you won't forget.

I'll haunt you in your deepest sleep,

You'll wake up, dripping sweat.

And in the darkness of your room,  the shadows I will creep.



You see me in the hallways, you cannot get away.

On the face of everyone you meet,

My image will not stray.

My cheap cologne, you said you loved, now don't smell so sweet.



Memories of that dreaded night, It started out so good,

Your high school crush just asked you out,

Of course, you said you would.

Tonight's the night that you would know, exactly what I 'm  about.



I picked you up at eight oclock, for dinner and a show,

You wore your bright red dress,

your eyes were all aglow.

We sat up at the bluff, I felt your warm caress.



But when I wanted more and more, you quickly changed your mind.

It made me lose my self control,

I took what wasn't mine.

And left you with my memory, embroidered to your soul.

Love and Hate, What do they mean?

Are they much more, than they seem?

They both cause Anger, They both cause Pain,

They both can drive a man insane.



Love is Blind, the Heart is Weak,

A Man in Love, His Bride He Seeks.

A Man in Love, Without an End,

In Jealous Rage, would **** his Friend.



Love and Hate, They are the Same,

They both cause Anger, They both cause Pain.

Forever since the start of Time,

They both caused Actions, You can't unwind.

Memories of a friend, from so long ago,

So many years, now you're more like a ghost.

Searching, just trying to find a reason why,

You left before, you said goodbye.

Remember the times, we swung in the trees,

Climbed on the branches, and scraped up our knees.

Hide and go seek, in the woods by the school,

Or running around, just acting a fool.

Those were the good times, from so long ago,

The times with my lost friend, I no longer know.

Young prince, gentle and pure,

This cruel world, He shall endure.

Gentle King and Evil Queen,

She banished Him, and reigned Supreme.

Until the day the King returned,

The Prince came home, the Queen was burned.

Back Home again, in the Castle of the King,

They met an Angel and Daughters, as beautiful as can be.

She married the King, His Mother She became.

They knew Their lives would forever be changed.

Now the Prince has two Sisters, and a Mother to love,

Even love from a Brother, who watches from above.

Now everyone's happy, Their hearts full of Joy,

The Prince will be King one day, but for now He's my Boy.

When you're down and blue,
I'm the one you turn to,
Cause you know that I'm a true friend,
Always there until the end.
But when it's all said and done,
I feel like I have no one,
To share these feelings inside me with.
Each day brings me closer to my death.
I asked you to come by,
Never gave a reason why.
You told me that you'd be here.
When I needed you, you weren't there.
You left me hanging and now so must I,
You left me alone, you left me to die.