Am just a girl
who needs to be loved
but am complicated
so I can't even keep friends

Am just a sister
who needs to be a role model
but am a mystery
I can't even solve myself

Am  just a person
who needs to fit in the society
but am voiceless and clueless
I don't even know my rights

Am just me yes me
who is in my own bubble
I wouldn't wanna blow it up
but no one cares coz am weird

He came he went he came
It's up it's low it's fame
It's down it's blank it's lame
A pearl a dime sort of helm
Can't speak much for am mute
Can't picture much for it's cute
Cant rumble much for it's a flute
Can't move and sway for am put
Breath it in to break it out
Seed it in for it to sprout
Take the numbers make a count
All the letters on top to mount
I know it's terrifying
Probably mesmerizing
Kind of a little hypnotizing
Also more of clarifying

I come from a country where left and right definitely is the same direction
Try to correct this and for sure you will be an abomination
Absolutely no one cares about the cautions and precautions
Who cares anyway a nation is and always will be a nation

I come from a country where everybody knows but yet they don't
Its never about the order rather its who's at the front
Everybody has something to say but no one will confront
Doomed we are as a nation if I were to be upfront

Honestly my grants won't come to an end
Because the fish is already dry there's no way to bend
Live love laugh is this really the new trend
For the world I live in the opposite would really blend

He said “no woman can love a weak man hard enough to make him strong”
I didn’t believe him
Because love conquers it all
So I did. I loved him hard
But I forgot that love, can also be tough
He became more rough
And as I loved harder, …I cracked.
I said “no woman can love a tough man tender enough to make him sweet”
She didn’t believe me
Because love is kind
So She did. She cared for him
She forgot that love, can also be tough
He became more rough
And as she loved deeply, ...she died.
They said “no man can love a lost woman good enough to make her found
I believed them
Because love is blind
He could never see a way out
I forgot love surpasses all things
To her he became a ****
And as he loved purely, ...she found a home.

Am not alive when you are far
It's like am missing a bar
The silence is usually not bad
Until I look at my hands and feel sad
For I miss the pure touches
The kisses that leave patches
The cuddles that bring warmness
The hugs that bring closeness
I miss the endless laughs
The crazy fights so rough
I miss the tender pats
When my sleep you cut
I miss your arms around me
And the all time tea
Your scent fills the air
Love this is just not fair
I am living in despair
The hurt hard to bare
Come back my life to spare

I think I like him
But the flicker seems to be dim
Somehow my Mr. Right is him
But I just can't seem to let him know
So it hurts...

Am in a new place
I am seeing new faces
Trying had the environment to embrace
But they just don't seem to get me
So it hurts


I am making efforts
but they're bringing no comfort
instead am a mess with lots of discomfort
like am loosing my mind and focus as well
so it hurts

Am in distress maybe despair
Sometimes the melancholy hard to bear
Trying to focus my mind and heart as a pair
But there is a stumbling block acting as a layer
This kind of feeling weird and so rare
So I ask the question which what and where

I live a life full of fear
Even though am smiling from outside
Inside am being torn with shears
Its like am in this kinda boat ride
That its waters splash me hiding the tears
Is it coz I love so deep or I care too much
My mind can't sleep someone heal me with a touch
Of a little bit tousling maybe a punch
Its all  crumbling and tumbling
But I still gotta keep the smile

In the middle of the night I thought I was gonna make myself die but was held by a guy in disguise  who my thoughts in a blink of an eye shuffled

I looked up to the stars that night
So bright was their shining light
From a far everything seemed alright
But it was just the beginning of a night
These stars were a reminder
With their beaming glow
Their light darkness would hinder
But still the current would flow
These stars were my witness
For I would look up to them
Not sure if they new about my sickness
But still I looked up for them
Twinkle twinkle little star I'd say
Trying to hold the tears within
All over my eye bags they'd lay
Revealing the hurt from within
So I would try to form figures
And still look for my initials
But so dim was my vigor
Nothing to offer credentials
The hurt grew bigger and bigger
It was like they were making a formation
So I went on creating the pictures
Trying to get a proclamation
But the clouds big clouds came in
Covering up my precious little stars
So slowly they began to sink in
Leaving only tiny bits of sparks
Then I knew the end was near
For darkness was all over the place
My legs trembled and shook in fear
For it gave me the feeling of being hit by a mace
So shattered were my dreams
As I watched the night turn light blue

I was there when the truth died
It was covered and the pieces were tied
So they were pushed like tides
Out of the way and to the sides
I stood there in disbelief
Wondering what happened
All because of a mischief
The truth had to be buried

They say time is money
But I do have my doubts
For even the poor do have time
Its amazing how the lazy do have it
While the hardworking barely do
But yet time is money
So the poor do lie
While the rich deceive us

He said that he will always be
Without him we feel lost at sea
He said when he dies
To be remembered for the life he lived
All I remember is the life he took

I know it was a hard decision
For I am always tempted too
The melancholy at times
So hard to bear and keep

Hey brother there is an endless way
To rediscover remember this
Hey sister please do still believe
In love don't wonder

We gotta learn to love without him
We are gonna solve the riddles without him
But his music will always inspire
His words and thoughts always lifts us higher

Wont say much rather than WE MISS YOU
With tears in my eyes had to write this
I am off to sleep now
Do wake me up when its over

In a million words I tried to speak
In a thousand moves I tried to act

In other words I tried to comprehend
In other deeds I tried to pretend

In a simple way I tried to create
In a similar way they did humiliate

In another time I will try to try

An early riser a dream chaser
A hard worker a goal achiever
Determined fellah a highest scorer
Still a fighter with a strong armor
Everyone hopes to be that way
A hero, legend maybe they say
Leaving up to a name they may
Yet some the battle make them sway
Some still hoping for destiny
One that might never come in infinity
A dream they don't wanna wake to reality
So it clouds and fill their mentality
That not everyone may make it
That some are meant to fake it
Still I believe determination takes it
But maybe am the only one who feels it
So again I retreat
To the life mischief
Though still in disbelief
But quite a breath of relief