I come from a country where left and right definitely is the same direction
Try to correct this and for sure you will be an abomination
Absolutely no one cares about the cautions and precautions
Who cares anyway a nation is and always will be a nation

I come from a country where everybody knows but yet they don't
Its never about the order rather its who's at the front
Everybody has something to say but no one will confront
Doomed we are as a nation if I were to be upfront

Honestly my grants won't come to an end
Because the fish is already dry there's no way to bend
Live love laugh is this really the new trend
For the world I live in the opposite would really blend

I live a life full of fear
Even though am smiling from outside
Inside am being torn with shears
Its like am in this kinda boat ride
That its waters splash me hiding the tears
Is it coz I love so deep or I care too much
My mind can't sleep someone heal me with a touch
Of a little bit tousling maybe a punch
Its all  crumbling and tumbling
But I still gotta keep the smile

Am in distress maybe despair
Sometimes the melancholy hard to bear
Trying to focus my mind and heart as a pair
But there is a stumbling block acting as a layer
This kind of feeling weird and so rare
So I ask the question which what and where

I think I like him
But the flicker seems to be dim
Somehow my Mr. Right is him
But I just can't seem to let him know
So it hurts...

Am in a new place
I am seeing new faces
Trying had the environment to embrace
But they just don't seem to get me
So it hurts


I am making efforts
but they're bringing no comfort
instead am a mess with lots of discomfort
like am loosing my mind and focus as well
so it hurts

Am not alive when you are far
It's like am missing a bar
The silence is usually not bad
Until I look at my hands and feel sad
For I miss the pure touches
The kisses that leave patches
The cuddles that bring warmness
The hugs that bring closeness
I miss the endless laughs
The crazy fights so rough
I miss the tender pats
When my sleep you cut
I miss your arms around me
And the all time tea
Your scent fills the air
Love this is just not fair
I am living in despair
The hurt hard to bare
Come back my life to spare

I looked up to the stars that night
So bright was their shining light
From a far everything seemed alright
But it was just the beginning of a night
These stars were a reminder
With their beaming glow
Their light darkness would hinder
But still the current would flow
These stars were my witness
For I would look up to them
Not sure if they new about my sickness
But still I looked up for them
Twinkle twinkle little star I'd say
Trying to hold the tears within
All over my eye bags they'd lay
Revealing the hurt from within
So I would try to form figures
And still look for my initials
But so dim was my vigor
Nothing to offer credentials
The hurt grew bigger and bigger
It was like they were making a formation
So I went on creating the pictures
Trying to get a proclamation
But the clouds big clouds came in
Covering up my precious little stars
So slowly they began to sink in
Leaving only tiny bits of sparks
Then I knew the end was near
For darkness was all over the place
My legs trembled and shook in fear
For it gave me the feeling of being hit by a mace
So shattered were my dreams
As I watched the night turn light blue