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Cassidy Mae Feb 2016
a quilt over these mountains
covering everything while they sleep
so deeply
tree and flowers and animals
resting their tired bodies
and weary heads
i'll rest too
for a while
my body is tired
my head is weary
i am not so different from these beasts
we have struggled this year
to protect ourselves
to provide
to grow and change in preparation for
our futures
these few weeks we're given
at the close of every year
to renew ourselves are a precious gift
appropriately timed
a gift from a father who is very far
and yet very close
all at once
rest now
with me
prepare for the changes ahead
the growing pains we will feel
the twists and turns in our hearts
and the ways our souls will stretch
to accommodate the new encounters
and new love
we face
this is the time for rest
and quiet growth
reflection and love
as we come together with friends and family
while the world is white
and the mountains are silent
all flora and fauna preparing for
the renewal of spring
Cassidy Mae Feb 2016
sad eyes
i see you hug yourself
arms wrapped around your torso
trying to hold the pieces of your
heart together
you are not alone
sad eyes
i see you so rigid and tight
as you carry the weight
of another's hurt in your heart
trying to keep steady and upright
i can help you
sad eyes
it is not your fault
you have done your best
and are weary from your heavy load
i am here now
i will not leave you
sad eyes
allow me to shoulder a partial load
of the burden you bear
make it easier to carry
we are are on this journey
together
Cassidy Mae Jan 2016
where is your god now
the one who reassured you
so clearly
that you were doing the
right thing
where has he gone
now that you're panicked
left alone and scared
i'll tell you
he is no god of mine
he is lying to you
destruction is not noble
it is simply
your way of coping
so enjoy your worship
listen to your false god
continue to let him
drown you in anger
and fear
you'll be left alone
once he's tired of you
then maybe you'll have learned
Cassidy Mae Jan 2016
no remorse
just blind eyes
you are ******* blind
you take no responsibility
you think you're absolved
of all you've done
claiming to be clueless to what caused
the suffering of the ones you injured
pray to your god
he's not the god i know
yours is false
if he's telling you the things you claim
that you are in the right
dishonest visions
self fulfilling prophecy
false idolatry
with you front and center
cast in gold
for all to worship
bow down to the idol
you cry this to anyone who will listen
see how she's atoned
her might change of heart
the selfish selfish girl
who spilt the blood of innocents
and left ruin in her wake
with no recompense
just bodies mangled and hearts broken wide open
red spilling from the gaping holes
your sharp and lying words caused
one day
the golden idol you built
will fall
you will topple
people will revolt and pull you down
ropes around your neck
with fires waiting
to melt you down
just one way you'll pay for your falsehoods
for your sins
and i doubt anyone will be there
to mourn your falling
Cassidy Mae Dec 2015
no
i would rather not
think about you being
touched and kissed and loved
by someone who is
completely unworthy to do so
who can't even bring you to
fulfillment
who doesn't know just how
you like to be touched
who draws from you those
quiet breaths and loud moans
who is selfish and impatient
and more concerned
with their pleasure than yours

i would rather not
think about these things
but now that i know
they are all i can think about
Cassidy Mae Dec 2015
i want to help you
but i don't know how
Cassidy Mae Dec 2015
don't let me push you away
i will try
heaven knows i will try
i'm scared
my heart is fragile
and i'm full of distrust
but don't let me
hold my hands
kiss my cheek
and i will stay by your side
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