"today" she said
was the last time i saw your face
around 3pm at a café

"today" was the first time i couldn't talk to you
got stuck
whenever i tried to speak a word

"today" is the time i felt so sure of
falling in love with you despite the distance
and not talking with you for 5 months

"today" is the day i hate myself for being shy
and not telling you my feelings
from the begining

and mostly "today"
is full of regrets
and every month i celebrate it

every winter i wait for it to snow
cover up the road
and get excited for feeling it

while playing snowball fight
i get hit by the snow on my face
my face gets red burns everywhere

but i love the snow so much that
i can't just let go and leave
cause i know that the snow isn't here forever

every winter i start loving you like the snow
again and again eventhough the pain
and i know you'll be leaving soon

i'm still waiting for you my snow
please be sure to be a snowflake this time
and don't hurt me for once please

i'm really tired
but know that i'll always be loving you
my snow

i'd place flowers for your dimples
green leaves for your smile
and gardens for your eyes

oh i know that
you'd have an pretty petal place
and a lovely nature soul

i was lost
looking for a hand to hold
thought it could be you
thought you could be the one

and then the distance came between
1860 miles
there's no more you
and no chance for "us"