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Giselle Jimenez Nov 2016
Tired of
always trying
to be someone
they want me to be

he's gone
no longer here
I must fill his place
even if it's not
the same
Giselle Jimenez Oct 2016
Soy una hija
de un padre que me quiere controlar
y una mamá que intenta ser su mejor que puede

quiere que soy como ella
y que nadie más
me dice nada

quiero salir de esta protección
e ir a un lugar
diferente de todo que e visto en mi vida

e ido a muchos lugares
europa, canadá, latino américa
pero ningun lado tiene lo que yo quiero

me gustaria encontrar un lugar
que me deja leer que quiere
hablar como quiero
escuchar lo que quiero
comer lo que quiero

sin nadie diciendo me nada
y que me dejan en paz

pero después de un tiempo
me encogería triste
por querer estar querida

y como no estaba en la casa
por tanto tiempo
todos me abrazaron como
si nunca me fue le la casa
I will post this in English later
Giselle Jimenez Oct 2016
we revolve around each other
wait for a stike
or a kiss

either way we are always
on edge
waiting for the others
touch

either  way
we are both dangerous creatures
controlling the light and the darkness of the world

and can never be
truly together
except for once
every half year

for only a second
before we
return to our
proper place
I was thinking of eclipses and I thought of this
Giselle Jimenez Oct 2016
you see me
next to
in front of
around you

but you choose
to look through me
and just have an
extra body
to make you feel
loved and cared

I can't do that anymore

i did for most of my life

trying to find people
to accept me and
not look through me

but it seems pointless
if you will never truly see me
as your friend
To those people who have friends that don't appreciate them or use them for things with nothing in return
Giselle Jimenez Sep 2016
I am so tierd
i want to jump in the air,
screaming to wake up
Giselle Jimenez Sep 2016
The whispers in my head
say this is normal
I will be fine

Its normal
when it actually isn't
Its not normal to be touched

I should tell someone
I don't want to

It says yes and no
I don't know who to believe
But my feelings stay the same
Giselle Jimenez Jun 2016
when you find
the person that
wants you to
succeed
don't let them go;

care for them
as if you were
taking care of
yourself;

protect them
and they will
equally
protect you;
For the last 2 days and today
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