Valerie

Valerie Nov 2019

I wrote you a letter
And I pray that you stay
I hope you will read it
And you don’t go away

But it’s not up to me
It is your decision
I can not change your mind
Let me see your vision

I’ll have to respect it
But I didn’t agree
My heart is in pieces
Why didn’t you warn me

Valerie Nov 2019

We were on fire

Those nights were on fire
We couldn't get higher
We didn't know that we had it all
But nobody warns you before the fall

From Lana Del Rey's "The Greatest"

Valerie Nov 2019

If you really choose

You don't ever have to be stronger than you really are
You're scared to win, scared to lose
I've heard the war is over if you really choose
You're changing like the weather, that's so like you
I wanted to reach out but I never said a thing
I wanted to call you but I didn't say a thing

From Lana Del Rey's "California"

Valerie Nov 2019

Let you live

There's things I wanna say to you
But I'll just let you live
There's things I wanna talk about
But better not to keep

From Lana Del Rey's "Cinnamon Girl"

Valerie Nov 2019

I am right here

I dye my hair
I change my appearance
I buy new shoes
For what? Your acceptance?

I am right here
As I have always been
You don’t see that
Because I wasn’t in

You see that girl
That pretty other girl
After her like
My new little dog Earl

I wasn’t aware
She never dyed her hair
I’m not your muse
She never bought new shoes

Valerie Oct 2019

Cloud

I’m trapped in a cloud with everyone inside
But you’re outside the cloud
And I can’t reach you
Only if I break trough the cloud
But there’s so much pressure
That it’ll take time
So much time that you might be gone when I’ve reached the outside
But with people on the same side
And others still trapped inside the cloud

— The End —