I don't want to repeat the past, Im living in the present.
but i can't help the fact that my emotions are coming in between.
I have someone already, but another comes along.
Will i ever be able to just stay in one spot or am i going to want
to move all over the place again. i learned my lesson once so please don't make the same mistake again. One has me, another one wants me. I have one but i could have the other. I can get hurt by both or can i ? i wanna choose well i already have but i still feel like i should change my mind..

From the Lady Liberty to El Capitolio
Comes the Pichardo and the Salas that lie above me.
Where the dirt isn’t always brown to where the streets aren’t always bound.
When a good time is always easily found with a bottle of *** and a good dominoes round. I am from the land of the gossipers where talking is everyones favorite past time that the last thing you can be is a mime.

I am from jumping rope and playing cards, to watching tv and driving cars.
Where no matter rain or shine no one is ever left behind.
To where 90 miles away is not as far, but for others its more then three days.

From shopping and movies to parties and buoys.
Bipolar weather and fresh trees to hot days and cold waves.
Where the feeling of sand in your toes is the best to where the football games always have a bet. Where hanging with your friends is the best reward because no matter what you can never be bored.

AS I SIT HERE I BEGIN TO THINK WHAT DOES GOD HAVE FOR ME
I LIVE IN THE PRESENT AND THINK OF THE FUTURE, BUT NEVER FORGET THE PAST.
I WANT THE FUTURE TO BE WHAT I EXPECT AND MORE
I WANT MYSELF TO BE ABLE TO OPEN EVERY DOOR.
LEARNING IS PART OF THE PROCESS AND MISTAKES ARE PART OF THE JOB.
AS A HUMAN BEING I AM HOPEFUL AND I HAVE AN AMBITION
SO AGAIN I ASK MYSELF WHAT DOES GOD HAVE IN STORE FOR ME AND WILL IT BE A DOOR THAT IS WORTH OPENING.

every time i close my eyes its a montage of us. every event thats happened comes to my head. every moment is in my memory, every emotion is in my heart. I want to vanish it all away but then id be loosing all i have of you

As weird as it seems i can see you, i can feel you, i can hear you, i cant taste you. I still love you, but i cant have you

A box of broken pieces. its a puzzle. a puzzle of my heart, my broken heart. put them all together watch it come to life. It all fits perfectly but its missing one piece, that piece is you.

Im not at ease and I can't help it
the thought keeps replaying in my head like a broken record
forgetting is not the easiest thing to do and might not be the best either
i don't want to breakdown i don't want to be weak
it happens to everyone, and we all survive it
i will be strong and i wont give up, i will stand up
it was too intense, but i chose to ride a long
now all i have to do is move on.