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giofuellos Dec 2017
A sudden rush of blood engulfs the veins
Sending strange signals into my brain
As synapses fire, I'm trying to figure out
The electrifying adrenaline
Shooting out of my beating heart
I tremble, I stutter at the notion of this
Would this feeling, be just fleeting
Or would it be eternal bliss
Should I investigate, to find the meaning of this
Or should I let it pass, and let my soul be ******
In my death bed, regrets
Of chances and glances passed
Like grandiose delusions
After downing wine from a glass
Are we afraid that we'll break
When emptied of our heart's content
Or are we contented to be empty, soulless and dreary
giofuellos Oct 2017
A feeling stirs again
From where, I cannot say
Nor locate the thread
And pull myself out
From the pit...

Two bottles
For sleep, for sanity
Two bottles to awaken
Affinities, Realities
From the slumber deep

Two bottles
To unclench my hands
Wrapped around
The infinite swing of self-delusion
Doubt and isolation

Two bottles for sobriety from dread and misery;
giofuellos Aug 2017
Indeed, darkness had wrapped
It's vicious arms around me,
And the thought of escape,
Leaks and floats faraway,
In places unreacheable.

This fate, I accept and face,
With delirious thoughts
I move forward, onward,
To a dream of paradise,
Where bliss never ends.

This nightfall is forever,
But until the beat stops,
My mind will rage on,
And catch the fireflies,
Dancing atop my grave.

Until then, my sweet salvation.
Flying endlessly from nowhere,
I will watch the mirth
On your face, as you dance
Each time the sun rises and fades.
giofuellos Aug 2017
I died, I am dead
There, I lay staring
At faces as blank as mine
And we start to watch
The blood gushing, flowing
Out of the bullet hole in my head
I calmly waited
For heaven or for hell
But all I had was
A few minutes
Of deafening silence
Like songs fading out
No flashbacks
No reminiscences of the past
Not even the faces of those I love
So the light faded
And everything was darkness
A blank mess that is
Eternal and unceasing


I woke up and realized it was a dream.
giofuellos Aug 2017
They woke up to the peek of the mellow sun
Its rays not permitted by the dark ominous skies of the morning drizzle
As if the day have still the quality of night
Where the shy were shameless, their mirth boisterous
Where the bold haggles on the fringes of revolution
Until slowly the scalding heat of passions from the night passed
And evaporated forming mist and fog and dew.
The time held back
As they strip the night's cloak
Traces of stardust freckled their skin
A reminder of the raucous night
It was mixed feelings of hatred and love
Of loathing and yearning;
Of surrender, or of revolution!
The foundations of the day slowly cackles
As the sun breaks through that thick cloud that hangs above their heads.
All the venery and vanity comes alive
As the sun takes the cover that hides the depravation
The loudness of the roosters' crow in the countryside
Were overpowered by the boisterous hum of engines
And a people once again facing the grim task of living
Silenced are the laughters and grins and joyous singing
Repressed are the dancing and carousing
Dissolved again are the reveries for the death of the sun!
giofuellos Aug 2017
And the night waltzed on, with unrelenting fury
Unseating bottles of frenzied spirits,
Crushing cigarettes on tabletops
The dance rages on into dim lit alleys and streets
And on to the boulevards of our consciousness
Like wildfire burning and the smoke wrapping the senses,
Stopping the functions of the mind
The vivid lapsing into a frantic blur
Until it became a silhouette that sways
With the moon's silver light
The streetlights standing as watchmen of the night
Witnesses to the somber euphoria of the inebriated,
Singing in callous revelries,
Exalting to the gods of liquor
The blessing of temporary forgetfulness
For all things vile and wretched
For all the world that is not dancing
Like the neon lights strobing under the night sky
giofuellos Jun 2017
let me fade
like the surrender of the sun
to the blue horizon
like letters and photographs
slowly dissolving
like memories forgotten
under the tyranny of time
let me fade
into oblivion
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