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Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
for nearly two years
he has filled in the place of others
offering hugs and kisses
to those who need them

he lies still in times of chaos and peace
observing the scenes unfold.
he looks up with his dark, round eyes
begging for attention.

sometimes, i lie with him, glowing
at other times, streams fall
down my rosy cheeks and shaky lips
onto his soft, golden fur.

as i drift away into a slumber
my arms hold him tight
before dropping to my sides
and letting him go.

he bounces on the carpet
landing on his side
he waits through the night
until dawn comes again.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
if gays go to hell, then so be it.

if holding her hand in a public space
brings snickers and nasty remarks
about how god is ashamed,
tell god i am ashamed of him.

if being authentic
costs me my ticket to heaven,
i didn’t want to take that train anyway.

if with satan is where i belong
for loving another woman,
then with satan i shall be.

i would rather love unapologetically
than follow those who have condemned me.
inspired by john milton during my english class
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
drip. drop. drip. drop.
quiet nights, empty stalls,
not a soul in sight,
but the flow persists,
and one by one,
the water falls.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
i remember as a child
watching my mom work in the garden
during scorching summer evenings, sweating
as she dug up dirt in the backyard,
and thinking, i, too, could do that one day

i mimicked her motions in an effort to learn,
watching her sprinkle lemongrass
into the *** of tamarind broth,
grabbing a fistful of fresh basil,
and wishing i could reach over the brim

watching her eyes glaze over
as she concentrates and threads the needle,
pushing up her small glasses
every few minutes, i poked at my own forehead
and squinted hard to find the hole
that ceased to exist

now, when the summertime comes,
i spend my evenings in the yard,
digging up the same dirt,
realizing that day has come
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
happiness is when
you wake up in darkness
only to realize
you can sleep another hour

happiness is when
each paint stroke falls into place
and a picture comes to life

happiness is when
the barista calls your name
and you take that first sip
of taro milk tea

happiness is when
she holds you close
every chance she gets

happiness is when
the weather is not too hot
nor too cold
but just right
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
you’ve heard the saying,
“when it rains, it pours,”
but you never hear
how the storm ends,
or if it ever does.

you never hear
that for some, the puddle
doesn’t drain,
but accumulates
to be greater
than even the widest oceans.

you never hear
that what once was a small wave
kept pushing and pulling,
grew into high tides,
and never stopped
washing away the
joys of yesterday.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
Looking in your eyes,
I say, one last time, “I love you,”
Knowing you’d still love me back,
For when the night falls, and
You retreat back to bed,
You will find
A letter with no filter,
A letter full of confession and “sin,”
A letter I crumble time and time again
And bury six feet under.
Will you accept me, I wonder,
For loving another woman?
Will you understand, I wonder,
That I have not changed?
Will you still love me, I wonder,
If you knew who I was?
hello from the closet :')
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
ten years ago,
she danced as i watched from the crowd.
her silk pants and gold earrings
shimmered as the sun’s ray hit
her tan skin and long, black hair.
light on her toes,
her body moved like water,
bending with the wind.

up close, the specks of glitter on her cheeks
framed her caramel eyes.
we climbed up stone mountains,
away from the city,
where her beauty blended in
with the stars of the night sky.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
ok, boomer,
you fail to recognize how lucky you were
when you were our age.
you want us to believe the scale of your success
when in reality, it was luck.
it was cheap college tuition
and a booming job market.

ok, boomer,
you ruined our economy
when your business caused our drop in ’08.
you kept up your “more and more and more” attitude
until it overflowed and broke.
where does that leave us?

ok, boomer,
you continue to neglect climate change
that has been pressing on our world for ages.
your businesses burned ***** energy
and dumped pollutants into our streams
without recognizing the consequences
we would face.

ok, boomer,
you criticize our tech savvy generation
but you know how it has changed us for the better.
you tell us we’ve been blinded by the screens
and “if we weren’t on those **** phones so much,”
maybe we’d be successful.
our level of communication across the digital world
is better than yours ever was.

ok, boomer,
you insist the “good ole days” were gold
and society will never be the same
but as we change,
we accept our differences—hell, we embrace them.
your “good ole days” are defined
by racism, sexism, homophobia, and more.
you are stuck in the past.

ok, boomer,
times are changing.
keep up.
sincerely,
generation z
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
when our shields fall
and time runs out,
we have no choice
but to battle one another.
for days, our armies have trained,
our resources expended.
we’ve built our crystal walls up high
and our archer towers higher.
bombs and springs are scattered
across the village.
our goal: no one leaves unscathed.
the kings and queens lead the army.
our dragons soar with rage,
burning down everything in its path.
our troops race to claim our loot
and bring home to our clan
more trophies and more honor.
Gina Nguyen Apr 2020
I hope you all are doing well!
I hope you're all doing well.
Happy Earth Day!! I know we didn't get to celebrate today.
It's that time of the year again.
As you all know, this school year is coming to an end.
As you are probably already aware,
I hope this e-mail finds you doing as well as can be and staying safe!
I kinda miss you guys.
I hope all of you are safe and sound during this quarantine.
Press F to pay respects [to the seniors].
I hope everyone's coronacation/distance learning is going well.
I hope the quarantine isn’t driving you too crazy lol.
I have had issues filming the videos for this week.
So, it has been a long few weeks.
You will probably not be surprised to hear that convention is cancelled this year.
I hope everyone is fairing well!
I hope that you have been able to get outside some and enjoy the weather between rain storms.
Hope everyone is doing well!
I hope you’re doing well.
I hope you are all going well during this uncertain time.
I wanted to check in with you as you are finishing up your third day of Remote Learning.
I just wanted to take a moment to reach out and see how you are holding up?
I hope you and your family made it home safely and are doing well???
a collection of the opening line of many emails received in the last seven weeks
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
Home can be hard to reach
When it is nearly ten thousand miles away.
But when I do manage to visit, the same question resurfaces:
“Quê hương con ở đâu?” Where are you from?
Every syllable articulated
But blending softly from one to another,
And looks of curiosity and wondering faces
From friends, from family, from friends of family,
Even strangers I’ve never met.
And every year, I hesitate before saying,
“I was born in the States, but my parents are from Vietnam.”
Like a record on replay,
The words roll off my tongue.
But this answer only works for my peers and some.
The older generation expects something more:
“Mẹ is from Sa Đéc, Cha is from Phước Khánh.”
When these words are spoken,  
I am reminded of my roots.
My ancestors bathed in the Mekong just as I had;
They, too, woke to the sound of clucking chickens,
They walked the same path I did to the flea market every morning.
Hearing my native language makes me wonder
Where everything I know about my culture
Started.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
when i was three, Katrina was a Three
she paid me a visit
but i ran to the Windy City
and remained for six months

when i returned, Katrina was gone
but she took with her
everything i knew
my car, my couch, my carpet

she left behind a broken home
and forced me to sleep
in a freezing tent
in my front yard

she left behind broken spirits
no source of income
no school to attend
no understanding of why

at three years old
i just wanted my bed
i wanted dry floors
i wanted to life before the storm
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
Miles of concrete blend with the white sand
The way tan blends into brackish waters
And out into the horizon beyond the Barriers,
Where even the tall pines fade
Into fallen, charred logs.

Across the way, Fort Maurepas
Stands tall, paying tribute to our French ancestors,
Where children race around in circles
And jump in the splash pad,
Their pigtails bouncing, bouncing

So this is the Gulf Coast. A Sunday evening
In early June, pedaling as the sun sets,
Breathing in the salty air, and
Dodging walkers, runners, and other bikers,
Still exchanging small smiles.

Behind ancient live oaks,
Lie artists who have made their mark:
O’Keefe, Ohr, Anderson, and more,
Marked by the three silver pods
Whose every curve shines light for passersby.

You feel like that; you feel like
Stopping and walking instead
To slow down time, like
Dipping your toes in the cool water, like
Dancing carefree with the pods.

You feel like pulling over and running
Down to the end of the pier, where
A couple patiently fish for trout, like
Diving in without warning nor looking back. Instead,
You keep pedaling and admire the calm of the Gulf.
Gina Nguyen Dec 2019
i felt your warmth
wrapped up
in your red coat

i felt your weight
holding me tight
when you were far away

i felt your world
little by little
becoming my own

i felt your weakness
the smell of cigarettes
kept me nauseous

i felt your withdrawal
your distance
your final goodbye

and then
i felt nothing

— The End —