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It’s harder to be on the other side of this fight
It’s a battle that will never see the light
We don’t talk about it anymore
It’s much easier to ignore
When we’ve already closed this door
It’s harder when I know you’re already there
It’ll never happen again, I swear
It’ll never happen again, a prayer
A relationship of despair
A friendship I can’t repair
Gabby Fuller Jan 2
Intertwined with wet sheets
Swallow me whole and take me
Be careful with me, take me gently
Intoxicated with your mumbling
Tell me something worth believing
Lie to me and lick where I’m bleeding
You can’t be the cause of it and be ashamed too
Do you love me?

We have time to be ready, please be unfriendly
Please be unfriendly
Gabby Fuller Jan 12
You’re the confidence rotting in my teeth
When you take care of me I forget to leave
I forget to leave
And I’ll let you say whatever you want

Do whatever you please

Say my name out loud and forget you even said it
Feel my hand grab yours and hate me for holding it

Do whatever you please

I’ll let you be what you want to be
Fend for yourself and curse me while you clean up my sheets
Hear me moan your name in the darkest way
Find me bleeding where you left that day

Do whatever you please
Do whatever you please
Gabby Fuller Dec 2024
God knows I’d want to be out with you
He said we’re his favorite two

Tomorrow was the only day we knew
No clue how I got this lucky
Only a few get to choose
Did I cheat my way through?

What is true when it comes to you
Is there anything I wouldn’t do?

Different lines for a different face
A canvas you can’t erase
I see through you
Or is it paint seeping through?

God knows I’d want to be out with you
Challenge me and ill prove
The point in the best way
Although you’ll remember it as yesterday
Gabby Fuller Mar 13
You gave away all you had to a lame who said
'I’ll call you back'
I saw your face
I saw his name on your neck
I thought you wouldn’t be the same
Until you looked back at me
And waved
For a second I thought you were being funny
Then I heard him call you honey
I don’t understand
Was there a plan?
I don’t know much but I can tell
There’s a place you stand when it comes to man

Isn’t it funny
Isn’t it funny honey
Gabby Fuller Dec 2024
I loved you like a sister and hate you like a sadness stuck inside of me

Meet me in the middle please
I’ll write you if it means you’ll forgive me  
Busy weeks and empty excuses
Haunting me as if I was the illness
Sad doesn’t make me feel as bad
Greed is the only way I’ll get through this

I still feel small when I see you in public
I try to ignore it,
Im guilty of knowing, you want me dead
Killing me makes me your relic

You’ll always be my favorite, couldn’t forget this.
We’re still innocents, not even you should forgive this.
I met fate, he said he knows you, from back when you used to balance the two,
It’s hard to feel as if I deserve this.
The lies don’t taste the same as they did, when a stranger I once knew, wanted to be you
Maybe we all changed for this reason
I said I’m sorry and it’s nothing new
You hurt me like I hurt you
I say that I don’t care and you know it’s true
I wish it’s something I knew how to do
You changed me for good, you take that home with you
I feel like I’m talking to someone I never knew
When I send a message that doesn’t go through
Now we’re older and now I know it’s not fair
Now that we’re older you don’t seem to care
Gabby Fuller Dec 2024
My lips are real estate to you
Never keep a promise
Do you believe my honesty?
Offer me one of your favorite guesses
Give me away like all your excuses
Take my secret identity and trust me like I’m your fantasy.

What am I missing?
If you knew the worth of your own mouth,
Would you have ever bought it?
Gabby Fuller Dec 2024
Tell me terrible truths and watch me crumble at your feet
Does it get you off knowing what your words mean?
Miss me more when I leave you be
Tell me things I'm used to hearing
Embody me, bury me.
Bury the better with the shovel inside of me.

You know I'll stay here, I know you'll follow me.
Gabby Fuller Dec 2024
You weren’t always the wrong person

We’re children in the upbringing
Following friends and fighting
Secrets that bring up dying, do we hide it?
We’re so small, and in the way

I say it’s only a sadness we feel
But I’m not a liar, and we’re still children
So spread a rumor so tender even you can’t touch it
Gabby Fuller Mar 12
You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
and you’ll think of me just as bad
Does it ever make you angry?
I hope you never think I was mad.
I tried so hard to keep our promise.
It never worked out, you’re just sad.

I see why you have always left this.
It’s hard to be you when I’m honest
I told you one day you’ll remember
And that you’d regret it
You didn’t deny it
You already accepted
Why did I think you wouldn’t choose this?

I won’t forget you
I will forget me
We’ll be two people in a dream
We’ll be two people facing things
I’ll be someone I can’t be
And you still know everything
I’ll live with myself letting you leave
I’ll stay in my bedroom where you can’t see
Until the road changes
Until the curtains leave

You’ll get everything you had ever wanted
Whether it’s a pill to help you sleep
Or a message you’ll never read
Say goodbye next time
It’s a lie we know how to believe
This is the most vulnerable I’ve ever been
Gabby Fuller Feb 14
Bands will never be back together
We can only hold on tighter
Mom doesn’t know any better
Safe then sorry turns into worries you replaced with liars

Funny how you never used up time
Unless you were wasting mine
Finish it off and throw me a line
Help is easier to find

I miss those days too
Stuck in your room with no one but you
What did we do
What did we do

You took my hand and painted a picture
Gave me a brush and let me feel your fingers
How do you see me this way

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