You weren’t always the wrong person

We’re children in the upbringing
Following friends and fighting
Secrets that bring up dying, do we hide it?
We’re so small, and in the way

I say it’s only a sadness we feel
But I’m not a liar, and we’re still children
So spread a rumor so tender even you can’t touch it

God knows I’d want to be out with you
He said we’re his favorite two

Tomorrow was the only day we knew
No clue how I got this lucky
Only a few get to choose
Did I cheat my way through?

What is true when it comes to you
Is there anything I wouldn’t do?

Different lines for a different face
A canvas you can’t erase
I see through you
Or is it paint seeping through?

God knows I’d want to be out with you
Challenge me and ill prove
The point in the best way
Although you’ll remember it as yesterday

Intertwined with wet sheets
Swallow me whole and take me
Be careful with me, take me gently
Intoxicated with your mumbling
Tell me something worth believing
Lie to me and lick where I’m bleeding
You can’t be the cause of it and be ashamed too
Do you love me?

We have time to be ready, please be unfriendly
Please be unfriendly

Tell me terrible truths and watch me crumble at your feet
Does it get you off knowing what your words mean?
Miss me more when I leave you be
Tell me things I'm used to hearing
Embody me, bury me.
Bury the better with the shovel inside of me.

You know I'll stay here, I know you'll follow me.

I loved you like a sister and hate you like a sadness stuck inside of me

Meet me in the middle please
I’ll write you if it means you’ll forgive me  
Busy weeks and empty excuses
Haunting me as if I was the illness
Sad doesn’t make me feel as bad
Greed is the only way I’ll get through this

I still feel small when I see you in public
I try to ignore it,
Im guilty of knowing, you want me dead
Killing me makes me your relic

You’ll always be my favorite, couldn’t forget this.
We’re still innocents, not even you should forgive this.
I met fate, he said he knows you, from back when you used to balance the two,
It’s hard to feel as if I deserve this.
The lies don’t taste the same as they did, when a stranger I once knew, wanted to be you
Maybe we all changed for this reason